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If only...
By: Penelope Date: October 27, 2024, 8:54 am
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I am new here and in introducing myself I should firstly and
above all apologise. I am not really a sissy. If only I were. I
long to live as one but lack the opportunity and circumstances.
Well that is what I tell myself. I know full well that your
immediate thoughts on reading that excuse will be to recognise
it as a rather pathetic plea. I should make my own opportunities
and circumstances!
I am just a weak kneed coward. Unworthy of the life style.
And you are doubtless right.
I have tried to live on the periphery. I am wearing a cage. I
have tried a butt plug. I have worn panties and a bra, stockings
and heels, but always in secret. Never at the behest of a
dominant. Never as a life style.
My hope is that by being a part of this company I can immerse
myself in the atmosphere and hopefully satisfy, even if a second
hand, my longing. Perhaps even find strength in the experiences
of others with more certainty, greater courage, than I
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Re: If only...
By: Haraldje Date: October 27, 2024, 10:48 am
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No need to apologize, Penelope. We are glad that you are here.
It is always difficult to achieve something great alone.
Embarking on becoming a sissy is a great leap for a male. It is
a long journey in which you have to jump many hurdles and
without support you can rarely make it. You have made the first
steps and this is great. Most people only talk and fantasize
about something but never make even the first step.
It is way more easy for a male who has a loving mistress who can
guide him through this journey. But finding such a mistress can
also be difficult at times.
We are all here to help and support each other and to learn from
each other.
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Re: If only...
By: SissysWife Date: October 27, 2024, 11:14 am
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Welcome! Just by taking this step you are a sissy! But as you
know so very much more you can do!
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Re: If only...
By: afp Date: October 27, 2024, 4:53 pm
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Hello Penelope, welcome to the forum. You are in good company.
Nice to meet you.
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Re: If only...
By: Sissy Tinkerbelle Date: October 28, 2024, 2:43 am
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Hi Penelope
A warm welcome and you’ve come to the right place for
encouragement and insight.
There is of course no need to apologize. I wondered about your
post - it seems full of tension and worry. Worry that you’d like
to be a sissy, worry that you can’t be. Why are those opposites
bringing such negative thoughts into your life? There’s no
expectation on you other than you set for yourself, as you say
this far it has been a secret. Is it not more kind on yourself
to say that it’s private and personal?
I can only speak for myself and not generalise for others, so
take this with a pinch of sugar. I’ve oscillated between trying
to be something I’m not, part of a certain crowd but always on
the outside, to being a soft happy sissy but feeling guilty and
full of shame and embarrassment. Over time, with considerable
self exploration and external help, plus the most incredible
wife and life partner, I’ve finally settled into a more
authentic position. I’m travelling for work today, nobody would
know on the inside I’m very feminine except those that recognise
my Chanel perfume, and frankly I wouldn’t care. My remaining
male side (5%) is vicious and being brought up in Glasgow very
capable of asserting myself physically, the opposite of who I
seem in my panties and tights, and certainly unrecognisable from
the sissy that was in her nightie only this morning making sure
my wife had her morning coffee and the bread I’d baked was ready
for her as I’d be away. The reason for telling you all this
Penelope is that I’ve learned there is no “one way” to be a
sissy, but there’s only one way to be yourself. If that’s
panties once in a blue moon to satisfy and urge fine. If it’s
more than that fine. The only counsel I’d offer is this. This
forum is intended for those that appreciate that females are
superior and males have centuries of reparation to make up for.
So rather than making the journey about sissy frivol and
flounce, and being inward directing, for many of us sissies
here, it’s about respect of our superiors. Don’t worry, there
are many posts here that are deeply affecting and exciting, but
theres no smut. I have found the forum very influential and
full of insight that’s helped me develop. Good luck and just be
yourself.
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Re: If only...
By: Angel Amore Date: October 29, 2024, 2:15 am
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[quote author=Penelope link=topic=1994.msg19518#msg19518
date=1730037270]
I am new here and in introducing myself I should firstly and
above all apologise. I am not really a sissy. If only I were. I
long to live as one but lack the opportunity and circumstances.
Well that is what I tell myself. I know full well that your
immediate thoughts on reading that excuse will be to recognise
it as a rather pathetic plea. I should make my own opportunities
and circumstances!
I am just a weak kneed coward. Unworthy of the life style.
And you are doubtless right.
I have tried to live on the periphery. I am wearing a cage. I
have tried a butt plug. I have worn panties and a bra, stockings
and heels, but always in secret. Never at the behest of a
dominant. Never as a life style.
My hope is that by being a part of this company I can immerse
myself in the atmosphere and hopefully satisfy, even if a second
hand, my longing. Perhaps even find strength in the experiences
of others with more certainty, greater courage, than I
[/quote]
Hello Penelope,
Welcome to the group. Being a "week kneed coward" will
certainly not get you to your goals. You have to become a, ah,
er, alpha sissy, and assert yourself in the world and go out and
seek a mistress. This can be done a number of ways, which I will
not discuss in this post. If you want to know how, just please
repost asking for help in that area. I wish you luck in finding
your goddess. You have to find her, impress her, and then be
blessed by having her grab you as hers.
Angel Amore
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Re: If only...
By: SissyPriscilla Date: November 12, 2024, 4:49 am
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Stick with it, Penelope, you have already achieved levels of
sissidom, by posting on here, giving yourself a gurly name, as
well as well as wearing frillies. Trust me, your acceptance of
your sissiness will develop in time until it becomes an
essential part of your daily life. Don't fight it, absorb it and
enjoy it.
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