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Newbe here x
By: Paulina68 Date: November 2, 2024, 8:50 pm
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Hello everyone 👋
I am now in my 50s and I have throughout my life had feelings
that I always kept buried within me. I always felt ashamed of
myself and it has always been my dark secret until now. When I
was younger I dressed secretly in feminine clothes,
experimented with makeup and would look at myself in the mirror.
I would find myself sitting on the toilet folding myself to pee
or I would lay in bed and try my hardest to make my private
parts look as female as possible. This has always been a part of
my life. At work I would quite often be told that I was a diva
in certain situations where my answer would always jokingly be
that I was in connection with my feminine side. ;D Recently I
have found myself going a step further than trying on my wife's
clothes in secret to buying my own panties, bodysuits skinny
jeans etc. I will never look feminine especially so late in life
, but I feel happy wearing my clothes. I have been experimenting
with tape and since the last few days been trying a Fufu. My
search for the Fufu difficulties brought me here to the
community. I am so glad I found this community and whilst
writing this I feel a wonderful feeling of relief that after
all these years I can finally open up and not feel ashamed or
feel that I am doing something wrong
I have been wearing a tight long leg and arm bodysuit at home
whilst tucked with my wife home but we haven't talked yet and
I'm not sure if she has noticed the bulge missing. Sexually we
have over the years used a strap on though not often and she
enjoyed giving as much as I received but it has I believe been
for her our own little life's experiments in sexuality. So now
you all know the stage I am at and I know it's time to open up
at home.
I hope my post finds you well and thank you for talking time to
read it x
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Re: Newbe here x
By: SissysWife Date: November 2, 2024, 11:51 pm
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Welcome! Thanks for sharing!
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Re: Newbe here x
By: Petula Petal Date: November 3, 2024, 5:50 am
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It is difficult going through life with shame and guilt which is
something many from the crossdressing community are acutely
aware of. It is all very well to air things publicly here but
the most important person is your life partner (assume a wife)
If you can unburden yourself without burdening her, you have a
real winner and something to cherish. In the meantime this space
is pretty welcoming and a good place to find a friendly face or
more likely an ear or two!
Cheers - Petula P, part time sissy maid to my wife.
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Re: Newbe here x
By: SissysWife Date: November 3, 2024, 9:15 am
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Thanks for sharing many will agree!
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Re: Newbe here x
By: GinaV Date: November 3, 2024, 9:46 am
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Welcome Paulina and wish you the best taking the next step,
communicating with your Spouse. The whole guilt thing is a drag
on one's energy and consciousness, and is probably responsible
for many health-related conditions. You'll find support,
information and ideas here, enjoy.
sissy gina
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Re: Newbe here x
By: afp Date: November 3, 2024, 3:15 pm
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Hello Paulina. Nice to meet you. Welcome to forum.
I am in the same age group as you. Likewise what you did as a
youngster.
I am hopeful your wife is supportive of you now because she
didn’t comment on the missing bulge.
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Re: Newbe here x
By: SissyPriscilla Date: November 11, 2024, 12:33 pm
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Welcome Paulina.I completely agree with the others on the
subject of guilt; what you are doing and experiencing with your
desire to express and enjoy your femininity is nothing to be
ashamed of, and you will find from loads of the posts on this
forum that it is not unusual or wrong/evil/antisocial/illegal or
whatever. So try to enjoy it, gurl, it is part of your
individual makeup.
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