03:48:13
	- I keep saying I'm going to think about things, but I gotta accept that
it's just not my jam. I'm a shallow person. I have tried to read philosophy a
few times and the only conclusion it brought me was that I'm not fit to read
philosophy: I inevitably circle back to thinking of it as pointless, without
practical use. Anything I try to think at a deeper level about I end up arriving
at what I'd call "engineer thinking". That it's academic and irrelevant, and
that the only important portion of it is what can be boiled down to everyday
life and to pragmatic decisions.
	Ah well. I'll have to live with it.