!Peace --- agk's diary 17 Dec 2023 @ 03:50 UTC --- written on X61 with hp vf15 screen & model m keys in kitchen, Evy, daughter, and aunt Ilona asleep --- "The cow woke the baby Jesus up. It's hungry so it moo'd. Jesus didn't cry though. His mommy held him and rocked him. It's okay Jesus. It's okay. You can go back to sleep." My hand on her chest while she talks sleepily, the covers warm on us, her feet against my leg, her hands holding my arm. Then she's asleep, breathing gently. She blew out the hope candle in the advent log after dinner. I made it out back from a little pine log with drill, evergreen branches, red winter berries, twine, candles. Tevis blew out the peace candle. Now she's beside me, soft, simple, quiet, trusting, yielding. She's peace. I love her.