Doing Better, Finally! So after a long time I'm finally doing a bit better mentally. Panic attacks have mostly subsided, though they do occasionally flare up. My doctor helped me out by prescribing a fast-acting anti-anxiety pill I can take in case one comes on, and just knowing I have that escape route has helped a lot. I also do breathing exercises if I feel one coming on, and that can often hold it off long enough for my body to relax and prevent it altogether. Otherwise, life has been somewhat boring. I need to start (and actually commit to finishing) a new project of some sort. I have lots of schematics that I've whipped up whenever I've had an idea, and I even have some PCBs and parts from previous ideas that I never assembled. But I tend to lose motivation for some reason. Something tells me I might have adult ADHD - a good friend of mine was diagnosed with it a couple of years ago and her symptoms match mine very closely. Since she started the correct therapy for it, she said it's been like night and day. She has no trouble focusing on a task to completion. Been a bit more active on my home BBS lately. Absinthe is the best BBS I've ever come across, with an active community and an amazing sysop. I highly recommend checking it out to anyone looking for a BBS to hang out at! Anyway, I feel like I don't have a lot else to say right now. I should try and update this place more often, but hey, just another thing on the list... Cheers, amr