date: Tue 08 Jul 2025 11:55:39 PM PDT
subj: sister out of hospital
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My sister was released from the hospital. She was on a 14 day
hold, and during her stay she was treated. I think she was
probably there nearly 3 weeks. At least it seemed that way. 

The plan was to have her go home on 7/8/2025. Her medical team
felt she was responding to treatment, and wanted to release her
early but the good sense of her boyfriend told them to keep her
there while he clean up her place. The blood all over the house,
the mattress and clothes. Her boyfriend is a saint. 


I got a text from him today and he says she is looking great,
and she didn't have a headache last night, and she slept well.
My sister not having a headache is like the sun not coming up.
It has me wondering if some of that pain was part of her
hallucinations. He told me she will call me in a couple days. My
mind has been on her last comments about how she didn't want to
talk to me and didn't want me to have power of attorney. He
asked why and she responded with I'm too controlling. She also
didn't want to talk to me for some other negative reason. I hope
she doesn't have regular delusions going forward. I do have my
doubts. Her neighbors say there were so odd things that happened
before her surgery that lead them to think the surgery just
enhanced whatever underlying issues were there before. I too
have my suspicions about this, and so I've watched someone
similar retroactively create memories about their past and the
people close to them that were not true and couldn't have been
known to have happened. Something like having memories at the
age of 2 years old, and not just the memories of events, the
understanding of the motives surrounding those events. People
don't remember when they were 2 years old, and even if they did,
they certainly don't understand much of anything at that age. 

If my sister calls me my plan our better yet her boyfriend's
plan is just stay positive and don't ask or talk about anything
negative. I don't know what I'll say to her after being called
liar and treated like shit (like the other people in her life),
but I will only say I'm glad she is safe, and I hope on the road
to recovery.

I've read about other people who had issues after surgery like
my sister and they recovered. I'm not sure how long they
recovered and if they were changed forever, but right now there
is a lot more hope compared to a couple weeks ago. I did what I
could for her given my circumstances. I've had some profound
experiences in my mind and life that have stuck with me for
years. My sister had over a month of radical things happening in
her mind shaping her reality into something eschew from the
norm. Those things have got to change a person for awhile if not
permanently.  

I just have to let her know she has people who love her, who she
can and should trust, and she is not alone. 

I love you sister.