Sleep on the couch filled with mescal the air is warm I am boring. Not entertained by the anime I walk downstairs play the fiddle. The massage mat still on the ground for the first time in a few months. Ashram Friday, karate at night, a new season is now starting. Full moon Sunday What will it bring Cultivating a bit more love? I'm questioning my upbringning How many lives am I healing? This lack of love that I've received where to put it? How to heal it?