I move
from complete
decadence to
complete
simplicity

Sex, drugs,
booze,
sleepless nights
then a few days
later, yoga,
mantra,
good sleep,
writing...

There is beauty
in this, there
is tension
confusion
orgasm
void
joy
And
there is
a detachment
that cannot
be undone
as if
life
was
fast
tracking
my own evolution
pushing my reality
to a strange wave
where I am not
in control
anymore
but
I
can
ride
the wave
if I keep on
breathing in
and smiling
breathing
out

relaxing...