I fear what will happen
I am ashamed of what I do
I fantasize about the future
I get aroused from the past

My path has always been crooked
why would it change now
I will find liberation
in the gutters of reality

Listen, watch, life is teaching
I calmed down,
I didn't judge my actions,
I enjoyed the moment.
It got weird and beautiful
I learned and healed.

If I take reality
for what it is,
without judging
without adding
my own neurosis
to the mix,
then a clarity arise.

Don't fear the future
Don't judge the actions
Let go of the future
Learn from the past

It doesn't make sense
so I can't stop trying
to figure it out
Listen, watch, life is teaching
a path is clearing
I'm losing my self

The self that fear
and fantasize,
the self that can't
walk on the path. 

Who is it then,
that I will become
once on the path?

Don't fear the future
Let go of the future

I don't know,
but I feel
and somehow
that's enough
to keep me going.