As I am coming back to normal after a night of mezcal, drugs and dancing, getting in bed (alone) at 7 in the morning, I'm excited about the new year and what it will bring in my life. I see people list their achievement for 2024 and I though it might be interesting, or depressing, to create such a list. But these are things that I am grateful for - Learn driving stick shift - Learned using emacs - Got my last brown belt 1st kyu (next is black belt) - Got my certificate in Dream Study - Directed the play "Metamorphosis" - Put the tippi up and down by myself - Learned, fixed and improved water pumping system - Recorded two audio poem - Launched lucid.observer (openBSD server) - Wrote 93 gopher post - Recorded 90 1 hour radio show and meditation These are quite clear achievements, which seems somewhat of a short list but meanwhile; I bought a car, I started butoh dancing, while completing multiple successful professional project, book publishing and re-designing, web site launch, coaching and training. I've started to rebuild my online presence (gef.ink) and explored the gemini world, I joined merveilles.town which seems to be marking a new phase with my interaction with the surface web. I've had a lot of jamming time with friend, hours of meditations, a few ceremonies... It was a rough emotional year again this year. While the second half of 2023 was really bad, most of 2024 was really the worst emotional storm I've survived. Since then I've been cleaning up the house for the last few months, and there are few more month to come of more clearing and cleaning. 2025 seems bright and powerful for some reason. I'm excited to cultivate something new and see what is to come. I don't want to set myself some new year goals, but I loosely hold the desire to finish my book and zine, record more music, and train more physically on a daily basis.