Yapping at my door in the
morning, the squirrel barks a few
time to announce its starting
time. Climbing the trees, the pine
cone starts to fall on my tin
roof, a loud bang each time.
Making a mess I need to keep on
cleaning for next week!

This keeps me in a semi awaken
state, where the dream world is
more present. I've been dreaming
a lot lately, something got
unstuck. A dream of gravel on the
road. I try to tell people not to
drive, but some prefer to try
their luck. Their car slips on
their side.

I slowly remove the huge pieces of
gravel, to clear a path. Someone
else come and help with the
process. What is being cleared?

The mushroom and the mdma this
week has really shifted my
reality. My sexual energy is
overflowing and my dream are so
present. My leg that is often
swollen (I refer to it as my
canary in the coal mine) is doing
better than usual. The flow of
energy is enjoyable.

I was able to push myself in
boxing, I am still sore three
days later. I've been taking it
easy somewhat, not going to my
limits for the last few months.

I didn't think that psychedelic
could be used to clear the energy
body. Of course it can help the
emotional body, that's the main
reason I work with psychedelic,
but the effect it had on me this
week has been really different.
It makes sense that if it works
on the emotional body it will
work on other levels too.

It makes me wonder if I am ready
to go deeper with my psychedelic
exploration. Using it
intentionally in higher dosage in
a controlled environment, would I
need a sitter for this? I have
all I need.