8 April 2026 Wednesday the night before last (monday night), i suggested we should study to get 'technician' amateur radio licenses, and e said he'd love that. i've seen that SDF.org has an Amateur Radio Club. i came across hamstudy.org, which seems like a great resource. i've had a peripheral interest...'i'll get to that someday,'since i was in college and read "Other Electricities," by Ander Monson. it remains one of my favorite books. it's a powerful, strange collage. one of the storylines involves two young brothers experiment with ham radio. it's always stuck with me, and left me curious to experience the sense of wonder and magic that must come with transmitting into and receiving from the great unknown, to connect with unexpected others in the ether. recently i found (used, at reasonably low price) a eurorack module called "RF Nomad." by Evaton Technologies. it's a cv-controllable shortwave radio. playing with it, along with delving further into SDF and the world of gopher and gemini protocols, has finally sparked the spark in me to want to go get a license. i came across this quote from Russell Hoffman (who makes the RF Nomad) in an blog post about an article that is apparently no longer available on the site where it was originally published: "Shortwave radio has a long and storied history, full of intrigue, espionage, piracy, rebellion, propaganda, and subterfuge, he added. It propagates around the world and can be received on inexpensive equipment. It is universal, because it can be heard anywhere; and yet at the same time, in a world of internet, TV, and satellite radio, it is also the underground--a hidden world parallel to that of our daily experiences. It offers an additional perspective." that's how i feel about these digital spaces, like SDF and gopher and gemini. this is the url for the blog post: https://swling.com/blog/tag/shortwave-synthesizers/ it turns out there is an ARC in a town about 35 minutes south of us, that will have a test in june. there is also a test in about 11 days in a town about an hour north of us, but that seems too soon. the whole reason we're in this town, where we have no family and no close friends, is because of e's radio tower. it's a long story. i'll explain more someday. we had our second oil painting portrait class tonight. my painting of my grandfather holding me when i was a baby is coming along. i spent way too much time on the tracing paper enlargement, only to realize that the underpainting created by tracing paint along the opposite side of the tracing paper drawing and then pressing against the canvas is very rough. but it was good practice anyway, and it helped me understand the major lines i'll be working with. i'm really excited to be learning oils! i was always scared away by the thought of heavy turpentines, having come across them when i was younger, but it turns out you can even just use vegetable oil, or now there is an environmentally 'green' paint thinner i've come across that has a very mild scent. it's wonderful to be taking an art class with e, too.