Why do I think Hampshire might be an appropriate place for me to continue my education?* It is difficult for me to pinpoint any one particular reason why I would like to continue my learning experience there, since it is the whole idea of Hampshire that attracts me.* Once I read the Viewbook from among dozens of colleges, I KNEW that this was the place that I wanted to be at.* Something "clicked" between the college's philosophy and my own.* Just about all that I can tell you about Hampshire and me is stuff that you already know.* I suppose that I might as well begin here. Last year, around October of '88, I read the book on the Summerhill school in England by the founder of the school.* I didn't read Summerhill because of a school project, but because my English teacher suggested that this book would be something that I would enjoy.* This came at a time where we had just begun Henry Thoreau's Walden and Civil Disobedience.* She was right about the book and me.* The theories of which Summerhill was created truly felt "right" to me, and I really wish that the school, or others like it (not the Montessorian-type of schools) were around today.*** The students had just as much say as the teachers had; everyone's opinion was valid in some way or another.* The only problem that I can see with that book is that it doesn't give any other viewpoints of Summerhill.* It is a book idealizing the school; it could almost be called propagandist.* But I still believe in what it is saying. Hampshire College, to me, holds many of the same ideals as Summerhill school had.* The students, from what I have been told, hold positions in all but two of the administrative posts.* As a student, I would have the ability to choose my own destiny, not by picking only certain courses, handing in all of the homework and doing well on all of the tests, but by designing my course of study by using the teachers as guides not like guide dogs that go where THEY want to go, but that lead you in the direction that YOU want to go in, encouraging you to go alone and SEE.* I would be able to learn what I want to learn and how I want to go about getting the information.* I feel that, in Hampshire, I would have a freedom that many don't get the chance to experience unless they already have the free will and the ambition to go about teaching themselves.* i see people, working in an office situation, that live out their secondary school-type lifestyle with little variation.* This is a narrow interpretation of office life, but it is what I sometimes see, usually among men, hooting and howling at a beautiful woman, and saying the same, old dirty jokes among one another.* What strikes me as funny is the fact that many high school boys act the "machismo", imitating what they think as mature without realizing the fact that this attitude, among men, is the way THEY thought that they were supposed to act as teenagers.* Some people get stuck in a cycle and never rise above it.* Free-thinking is the only way to beat this type of control.* Hampshire College would give me, as well as many others, the ability to never get caught in this cycle in the first place. Another reason that I would like to continue my education here is the Five-College system.* I have been told that this isn't the only system of its kind, but when I asked for her to name one single place with a similar system, she couldn't answer me.* I am aware that many colleges have programs that allow you to take courses in other institutions, but I have never seen one that was so encouraged and well planned as the Five-College's.* The free bus that goes from one school to another doesn't hurt much either.* With this ability, I would be able to take more extensive courses in MUSIC COMPOSITION (one of my interests) than I might be able to take if I was in Hampshire College alone.* And yet, even with this University-Style of learning, I would still be in a small school, taking most of my courses there. In the eighth grade, my mom prompted me to take a test for a private school that was giving out scholarships for those that matched the school (as shown in the test) and had financial need.* I took the test and apparently did quite well, since I was "competing" with twelve or thirteen other people and made it into the school.* This school, known as "Vail-Deane", is where I have been learning for the past three or so years.* It is a small school, having only 202 students ranging from Pre-Kindergarten to Twelfth Grade.* Being in a class of only thirteen people really lets one get an individualized education.* It is a very open school in many ways.* The younger kids aren't "hardened" like they are (or at least as I was) in public school and are more able to show their feelings.* They have no trouble joking around with me as I, too, am open to them.* We call ourselves, the "Vail-Deane family" and we are, even though many of us lack the ability to realize that.* "Everyone is important" seems to be one of our "mottos" is no one is "left out" or able to hide behind a book with our small classes.* This ability to nurture one's own learning capacity is encouraged here and is what I like bout Hampshire College.* I want to continue with a heightened version of Vail-Deane's learning system - "to learn by teaching oneself".* These ideas about Vail-Deane may not be the official ideas or even ideas that anybody outside of myself have noticed, but they are what I feel about Vail-Deane is showing us to be - to be open-minded and fair, allowing everyone to have their say or, at least, their own viewpoint of things and not to get impressed with someone else's ideals and values. I really wish that I knew what I could say that would convince you, without a doubt, that I belonged in Hampshire.* Unfortunately, I know that there is no one thing that would convince you of that.* It taes a combination of these essays, creative work, which, in my case, is a cassette of my piano playing, and my transcript.* I know that, if I don't make it into Hampshire this year, or if Financial Aid doesn't cover the costs, I will get a job or two and work and save until I can cover the costs for the next year.* Hampshire College IS where I want to continue my education, whether or not these reasons that I gave seem to show it, and I will try my hardest to make it here.* This school is what I consider the IDEAL of education - to allow the student to teach him/herself past what the teacher taught.* I hope you will consider me for I feel, if I am accepted here, that I will give something truly unique to this school.