yeah; I've been doing the best I can with what's easily
   available online: Wikipedia and Google Scholar when I wanted to
   understand something a little better. Basically, I've been
   trying to really grasp what's happening at the spot where
   sensory input meets the murmurs of the unconscious. * I've been*
   striving to be as accurate as possible while also tying it
   together in a comprehensible manner that it could be summarized
   and teachable to kids, while avoiding critical errors that could
   lead to bad ideas later on in them, should they pursue the
   subject more deeply. It's hard - what I thought would be a
   stay-up-all-night for a few weeks endevour has stretched on to a
   17 months. Hard to avoid heading into
   "just-another-crackpot"-land.* I've got a ways to go.* No $$ for
   college level textbooks but I'll keep striving for more
   accuracy. I just see what gets used for teaching materials for
   kids and understanding consciousness and... it's dreadful.* I'm
   trying to be able to provide something a little better for them.