Oh I can hold a clear mind for longer; I'm was speaking more of
   noticing the rising and falling of thoughts; the trails of
   memory and noticing them come and disappear.

   They rise and fall, or pass by like clouds and take about 4
   seconds to go past if you let them go, or they can stay if you
   reinforce them, at least in my mind. I can hold on to a
   particular thought for long periods of time by strengthening and
   reinforcement; repetitive words are useful for that, or earworms
   (like song pieces).

   I suspect I'd need an editor; maybe someday someone will come up
   and become enraptured with my mind and want to -know everything-
   and they could study my thoughts and put it into a book. I'll
   probably be dead by then if it happens at all.. but heck, if
   it's on the 'net, and I keep a renewal on it... who knows?

   Is it Likely it'll happen? Nope. But I think that's why I've
   been putting it 'out there' rather than trying to collect it all
   myself. [I even started scanning some of the cards on
   [1]http://kennethudut.com just to get them 'out there' - but
   after 700 cards, I got bored of scanning]

References

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