I've been saving all of my words (including these) to http://icopiedyou.com - layout sucks and I'm not fixing it yet - but I realized something weird about things: a) People (including myself) like to quote other people. Real or fictional, doesn't matter.. because the words inspire. b) What if I was inspirational, famous and dead? Or inspirational, famous and fictional? Where could people find my words to quote? c) I realized I don't know how to write a book properly. so... d) I'm in the process of dumping my entire brain on a website. Everything I ever said online, or wrote in little notebooks (3"x5" pocket sized notebooks I always keep with me) - I'm trying to collect it all in one place. It's a step closer to my thought collector. I don't expect to ever be famous; to me, friendship is more important than fame. Fame is easy; just repeat what you already did that people liked seeing you do before.. and do it again.. and again... and again... Anyway, as far as I know, I got this life here. What's left behind when that day comes that I'm no longer a "-" but now I'm the set of ???? KENNETH UDUT: 1972 - ???? well... all that's left of me is what people remember or find of me. So, I'm gonna spread myself as far as I can so that _maybe_ a little piece of 'me' lives on in someone else... somehow. Maybe a few words - a quote... maybe a nice feeling that SOMEBODY, somewhere once cared about them - the "real" them. Maybe my name will be forgotten. Doesn't matter because something of me will always live on - somehow. Being alive is marvelous simply because of what we're not: Not dead. That keeps me pushing ahead every day. I'm happy to be here, to experience this strange world and everything in it and maybe connect with a few others along the way, fellow adventurers, fellow travelers.