Brian, watching your words float by is seeing myself speaking educated language but saying the same things. I can't _begin_ to explain the gratification of that sensation. But... somehow I don't think I have to. While I never _officially_ went into teaching, that "little professor (model of child self) --> professor (model of adult self)" has always suited me quite well. Someone who finds a very deep gratification when both someone really "gets it" - whoever that someone is - and also relishes a good challenge and a changing of paradigm (well, more akin to an "Inception" moment where you see yourself or your conceptualizations from a perspective you don't remember ever considering before) - understands what I mean when I say, "I can't _begin_ to explain the gratification of that sensation" (of being entirely understood). I often ask myself, "If I was born in a different timeline, by different parents, raised in a different environment, afforded different sets of opportunities, had similar life experiences, could I be that person?" - in short "alternate Timeline Kenneth Udut's" [and conversely, they are alternate timeline 'me's"] When the answer is a "Yes!" something in me leaps for joy. alt timeline Brian Hobbs = alt timeline Kenneth Udut I see bits of myself in everyone, and some moreso. You're in the moreso category. I analogize that way because I'm a sucker for any Time travel conceptualizations (Doctor Who fan from 8 yrs old on, now 43 - undoubtedly shaping the analogies I prefer to utilize. I could easily have said "Dude!" and you reply, "Dude!" or "Bro!" "Brooooh" :: FISTBUMP :: and it would've accomplished the same thing. I just like more words. And, [1]Jon Blackburn - I resonate with the problem of, "Let's put you in a box, stick a label on it and define you.. and shove you around because now you're part of this "Set", which of course is worse when it's groups of people being involved. Reminds of me Pewdiepie. I love the subculture that developed around his personality cult. Kids brofisting each other, a whole NEW Bro subculture developing. (every generation has its bro subculture) Speaks good for the future, 'cause, in the end, we can trace intellectual assent that speaks to the heart, or heart that speaks to the intellect back at least to Epicurian friendship communities... which became monasteries... which led to concepts of the possibility of secular Utopian societies on Earth starting in the middle ages... [although this was yet still an echoing of the forms expressed by the Greek's desires to perfect Philosophy, Politics - well - all the "iks" - movements of which Epicurus himself was a part of and founded]... ... and, well, shit.. I'm just drawing lines across a History of Western Civ timeline of history with a crayon and pretending that it means anything significant aren't I? Well it does. Nobody make fun of my crayon. I peeled off the paper because I want to. References Visible links 1. https://www.facebook.com/jon.blackburn.121?hc_location=ufi