Oh, I have no regrets. I love all of the life-choices I've made so far. I see the alternative-history Kenneth Udut's when I see someone doing something that I could do had I been put in their bodies as it were with the experiences, parentage and life-choices - and I'm grateful that they took the time to write those words because then _I didn't have to_. - it's freed me up to live THIS timeline. I don't get that sensation with most people, but when I do, it's an awesome sensation.