and even if you decide, NOT to do it, that's also ok. I'm not
   going to hold you to anything. Let the creativity take you where
   it wants to. I let boredom be my guide. I pursue an interest
   with as much fervor and focus as I can muster. I... drive ppl
   nuts with my obsessiveness over things.

   And then... sometimes.. I just stop.

   I get bored of it. It becomes a chore instead of a pleasure. I
   used to suffer and continue, thinking suffering was a virtue.
   And... it _can_ be of course.

   But it doesn't have to be. I let myself get 'into' things, I let
   myself "get out of things', and I allow others that same freedom
   I want for myself.