love ya man :D** Each time I do something like this and unleash
   it and gain acceptance, it gives a deep sense of validation.** I
   understand the kind of urge towards competitiveness you
   describe;* I get it too now and again, and I take* "showing how
   awesome a bit of abnormal is" is the highest of compliments to
   me.* I want to fully express myself and while there are always
   constraints, I try my best to be myself which, in the end, is
   about the only thing I can attempt to control somewhat.
   [in response to:
   Good Om, Kenneth, you post such strange things, and with such
   frequency, that I feel like competing with you at it sometimes.
   Like I should be a bit stranger myself. And by that I mean, it's
   good that there are people like you showing how awesome a bit of
   abnormal is. Keep on keeping on man. Keep on keeping on. ]