I've learned to learn to "play it cool" through the years as a
   defense mechanism somewhat, but more often than not, i express.
   If I have a thought/feeling, I express. I'm always asking
   questions. Rarely raised my hand in class - I just... responded.
   I didn't care about the other kids in class - they always seemed
   like a bunch of aliens to me, although it was probably me tongue
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