I think you've just summed up the experience of life for me.
   Ever since I was little, I was fascinated by musical savantism
   and synthesthesia, and I've been told by various people that "I
   think you have synesthesia" to which I usually reply, "Oh, I
   believe everybody does, they just can't see it".

   But - heck, maybe they were right, I dunno. Hard to tell from
   the inside looking out. They _did_ say I had cerebral palsy when
   I was born and my mom brought me into special physical therapy
   which improved me enough so I could enter school regularly,
   which somehow I managed to muddle my way through.

   I just don't feel like paying some expert to put their
   stamp-of-approval on it. I just do what I do - never quite sure
   what it's going to be next. It's like life is continually
   unfolding before me, always fresh. I rarely feel stale.