so weird to me.. I GENUINELY didn't recognize my own words. I
   suspect I'm like that guy with the 7 second memory. I read
   something I wrote two days ago and, because my mind is in a
   different place than it was two days ago, I think, "What idiot
   wrote THAT!? Wait.. that's actually not half-bad... oh shit,
   it's me again isn't it?" tongue emoticon