A new realization - whether good or bad, but bad sticks more strongly, rewrites your brain. That disappointed feeling? Learn to embrace, accept and appreciate it. You're just learned something novel; that's why it feels strange. That novel learning will infiltrate your EVERY other thought like dominos and change the way you approach everything. It will even rewrite the memories of your past. Very powerful stuff. So how you handle it is important. If you ever saw "The Butterfly Effect", the way each time he travels through his own timeline and comes back, the new memories flood in? Well, real life is like that, and that's how our brain works. A new realization - whether good or bad, but bad sticks more strongly, rewrites your brain.