Aw, no need to feel defeated though. I have no problem with
   atheism - I just couldn't adopt it myself. I mean, if you find
   atheism a sane, logical choice, by all means. I wouldn't say
   that declaring myself agnostic was sane or logical... it's just
   generally more accurate for me. But I wouldn't say it's right
   for anybody else. i don't know what the objectively correct
   answer is for everybody. I'm just trying to find what i can
   stand by. It's a pain in the ass too. I only found a few things
   I could stand by. Agnostic. Embodied cognition.
   Metaphors-as-basis-for-understanding, the importance of
   creativity. Getting along with fellow humans is more important
   than being winning a battle. Stuff like that. But not a whole
   lot. I figured by now I'd have a lot more answers that I could
   stand by honestly. But I suppose i can be happy for where I'm at
   so far. The journey of understanding one's own perspective in
   the world is likely a lifetime endeavor for people who are
   curious and questioning and for me personally, I find it a lot
   of fun. I love being wrong now for I learn how to be right
   better next time. Well, I prefer to be right but rather, I
   embrace being wrong not as a bad thing at all but an awesome
   thing. What did they see that I didn't see? What's missing from
   my perspective? How am I being thick headed right now? Every day
   I get an opportunity to screw up and fix. I love it. That's
   something I could recommend.