Ok good. Like I say, I'm slow to implications and I usually get
   them wrong. Not my forte. I'm honestly amazed I have a mortgage,
   a house, a functioning business, had decently paying jobs in the
   past, did well on the stocks a while back, and actually honestly
   say now that I understand women and the most skeptical
   eventually believe me. I'm probably a nut-ball but I think I
   just drink too much coffee. == If my main purpose in life
   (meaning of life - OP RELATED - ) turned out to be: "Kenneth
   Udut makes *me* feel normal by comparison", then I've done well
   tongue emoticon == Well, we've talked - you've heard some of the
   darker aspects too. I'm no role model of "This Is A Human Who Is
   Doing Things Properly" and wouldn't want to be, certainly not
   yet. ==