I still smoke. My two addictions are coffee and nicotine.
   Rational arguments? I've heard them all. Emotional appeals? I've
   heard them all. Fact is, I don't mind it. I've done the typical
   delusional thing of justifying it as medicinal (substituting for
   some unknown [x] medicine that I *probably* should be on
   instead] but ultimately I know I do it because I do it. == The
   #1 one thing I hear from people who find out I smoke is: "You
   don't look like a smoker". I don't look like one. I don't act
   like one. I don't 'think like one'. But then again, I'm up all
   hours of the night. I have strange sleep patterns. I have vivid
   dreams. My brain goes 100 miles an hour. I furiously write
   110wpm at the keyboard and I can make lateral connections faster
   than a set of magnetic trains on parallel tracks that are too
   close and the cars JUMP off each others tracks, meet in the
   middle and suddenly fly away as somebody just turned gravity
   off. I'd probably be like that anyway but I think it keeps me
   off of other medications and bad habits that I'd likely
   substitute it with. [justification === Very much smile emoticon
   Maybe with health insurance I'd find out something more proper.
   Probably some kind of ADD medicine I guess or anti-anxiety.. But
   outside of a brief stint with Lorazapam in my 20s, and even then
   I only took it rarely, I have yet to enter the wold of
   pharmacopia == It also keeps people away from me. I like my
   space tongue emoticon