My biases: a) I tend towards a systems view. It is not exclusively a systems view. [ie - mapping is not perfect] b) I am contrary to narratives that make too much sense. c) I take what's good from fields that are good and I find the areas of speculation. d) The areas of speculation, I categorize as religious belief. e) I'm slow to accept systems-as-true-as-they-stand. Analogy: I see a rope bridge. I know the engineer who built it is a good engineer. I know the rope they use is strong. I know the wood is a strong wood with a long time that's strong. I know the statistics. I know the numbers. I know the probabilities. that it will hold me. So, do I trust the bridge to cross it? Not yet. I look at the environment at present. Today. How is the wind? The wet? Did I eat well today? Am I physical capable of crossing the bridge? Is it NECESSARY that I cross the rope bridge at all? Is there another way across? Is there something better on the other side? This and 1000 other possibilities run through my mind. I choose VERY cautiously. Very very cautiously. I may never cross the bridge. I can see 10 smarter-than-me friends go across. Will I go because they went? Not necessarily. Then again, I might. I might cross the bridge. But my level of certainty has to be VERY high for me to take more than a few steps onto the rope bridge. Why? Because of all the factors that could end up with me dead at the bottom of a ravine. I have a "certain enough to go across" point. But it's different in every case.