20 years ago today: February 19, 1996. I was "at a crossroads". I was projecting 20 years into the future. I made a few predictions in that message (to an online group) of potential futures I could see for myself, but this was the bleakest. "While my skills may be in computers, and I could make a lot of money doing programming, computer repairs, and the like, I see myself 20 years in the future, miserable, lonely, depressed, and suicidal." Age 24 Well, 20 years have gone by. I'm glad to report that THAT potential future was false. Did I circumvent potential tragedy by being aware of it at the time? Did I AVOID the very future I predicted by speaking it aloud? Or was it never to be? I don't know. I'm just glad I was wrong :)