lol! Well, in my church-hopping days way back when, and visiting a monastery for a few weeks, talking to some monks (both online and offline - this was back in '95-97 - somewhere around there), I realized two things out of all of it: 1) I can easily live that life and 2) it is my backup retirement/homeless plan in case everything I worked on goes "ka-fooey" - I can always find a monastery to settle down in. i can keep studying science/language/etc and I have no problem praying for folks. i like singing and there was lots of it. "