Tue Oct 18 01:45:07 UTC 2022


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# Location: home
# Input Device: voice input
# Audio: bob's burgers
# Visual: burrito bowl
# Energy: medium low
# Mental: alert
# Emotional: sad anxiety
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Today was pretty good. Last night I took a shower and washed 
laundry. I put off washing laundry for a full week and usually  
delaying on cleaning is one of the signs of a big sad coming 
on for me. But yesterday I had a motivating factor. I think this 
is something that other people deal with or at least describe  
but I don't remember what condition it is where this applies.

Essentially unless there is some hard deadline that requires Some 
action for me or if there is an action it will cause distress or 
harm to another. When the pipe broke in my closet that was the 
motivating factor for me to clean my entire closet out as well as  
the bedroom and the living room. That was actually the last time  
I did a big clean of the entire apartment I am making progress  
towards the goal of cleaning again but it's a real challenge.  
Last night I had to clean out my car and make it nice because we  
had a guest coming into town at work and I had said that I would  
give them a ride to work on Monday if they wanted one. It was 
this potential obligation to help someone that would not have a 
ready alternative that had me begin to clean the car. Once I  
started I was very effective I think and was able to clean the  
car and I swept the parking space of my spit my car and my  
motorcycles and I also swept out the area behind the parking  
guards for all the cars nearby.I then get hit up the tires on the  
car and cleaned out some of the trunk. Once I got home I then  
went and got supper and came back and then brought all my clothes  
to wash and washed clothes.

I think this is called executive dysfunction if you know let me 
know somehow. Once I had wash clothes I took a shower and laid 
out clothes for today and slept all right. I've been having  
trouble sleeping lately not really trouble, but I wake up with a  
headache or I wake up not having moved at all overnight.

This is a bit more journal / daily life, but I am glad I had a 
place to get it out! 

Two things kind of made the day today besides having had a good 
set up from yesterday. I got to socialize by giving a tour to the 
out-of-town person along with local coworker, then after 
work I went to get a burrito and the workers were friendly and  
kind.My experience after work getting food is that the workers  
are so miss treated but they're not happy and at best they're  in 
different.

The big let down was that I didn't get my news show out. I think 
that I'm going to record it at night before I go to bed. Even  
though the news will be a little old at least it'll be new news.  
I'm kind of bummed because I spent so many years in so much time  
with anon radio. Works just taken over for now.

Thanks for reading all of this I'll have a post again tomorrow I 
hope, bye!