Sat Nov 26 21:36:53 UTC 2022


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# Location: Epoch Coffee
# Input Device: iPhone
# Audio: coffee shop ambient
# Visual: cozy interior windy outside
# Energy: medium kind of full
# Mental: aware - active
# Emotional: anxious
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It has been a long time since i wrote one of these at the coffee 
shop. The forced line wrap is funny on my small small phone 
display. lately I am finding myself more irritable and cranky. I 
do not feel like I belong and that is the root of all the trouble 
, I fear.

I went to visit my god mom and it was very pleasant. it was very 
grounding and restorative. i think that i want to go hang there 
in a remote work week kind of setup. i did not test bandwidth for 
remote accessing things on the VPN though. i think it would be 
fine. ill ask her about it. i want to try a week in my moms house 
too. they have more bandwidth. in the end i feel like a smaller 
town with family around might help. that or it will drive me mad!  
we will find out i guess ha ha!

I am happy gopher is here, and I am happy you re reading my 
journal.

let me know if you see this on mastodon or in com during a news 
to me :-)

@mnw@tilde.zone