14 November 2024 ================ The flu seems finally on its way out... though i have still a nasty cough that is seemingly trying to break my ribs sometimes. After spending the last week at home on sick leave this week really drags on, i know i have enough to do (and some quiet interesting things too), but my motivation to get things done is totally absent, perhaps due to a combination of that god damn flu and the dark, grey november weather we have now that is so typical for the part of germany where i live. A positive thing: In october i installed a small solar system to aid with keeping the electric bill down and even in this heavily overcast weather its producing (a little bit) of power. Quiet amazing. A weird thing: After hearing that Trump won the election and shortly after, that our (german) government was falling apart i got really excited, which is totally weird for me. As far as i can analyze myself i would guess that my subconsciousness thinks that now the time to pretend that things will move into a better direction will end and is going into full accelerationist "LET IT BURN!1!" mode. Whatever... lets see how things will turn out.