Tuesday, December 16th, 2025
Yesterday when I talked to a friend, it felt like they had had
the life sucked out of them, and it spread to me, today felt no
different. Almost instinctually, whenever a scenerio like this
transpires in my life I have this I have this inextricable urge
to remove myself and cut them off, no matter how small the event or
how much context I know. For all I know, they had a shitty
weekend, or maybe nothing happened and I am completely paranoid.
For now, I am holding steady, although the winter has drained
much of my joy and school has rung out all the drops.
TEXT Continued...