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It's amazing how addictions work at a different layer of the psyche.
I've read so much about addiction and know one never gets rid of
them, but just keeps them under control on a daily (even hourly)
basis. I know how prejudicial they are to me. Yet all this knowledge
isn't enough - it operates at a different layer than addictions.
I have a lot of thinking and self-analyzing to do.