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Stardate: 20250818.0913
Location: Living Room
Input Device: AlphaSmart dana.wireless
Audio: Static in my head.
Visual: Living Room furnishings
Energy: 60%
Emotional: Getting there.
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Day 41of60(?) of The Occupation.[1] The first wave left the other
day and the second wave is here until the end. Unsure when that
will be since my father-in-law ended up in the hospital and might
have to go for extended play.
I'm pretty worn out and have been in NPC (Non-Player Character)
mode. It can be exhausting being an automaton, but is the path of
least resistance for the time being. I just need to break
character at regular intervals so I do not get stuck there, like
before.
NPC mode can be useful in certain circumstances, but is not
something I am interested in becoming...tho at times it seems that
the older I get, the more those skills are called for. Sometimes I
practice so much that I become consumed by it. I cannot forget the
face of my father.
DIR [1] The Occupation of 2025
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