MYSTERY OF FAITH
        Are the atheists on the right track? 
        I doubt it.
        I bulldoze through with blind faith.
          Doubt is allowed. I embrace doubt.  
           I am anointed.
        Demons will suck your brain out like 
        vampires, the illuminati.
        Don't consort with them.
    
So why do you need faith, well if everything clicks
into place in life you don't  really need it.

If you had setbacks along the way you need all 
the help you 
can.
In spirit you can lie at the foot of the cross. 

But faith won't make things click into place.
In fact they get worse.
That's why you need faith. 
One who was, in the depths of despair,
scarred, and keeps the faith is the best.
Because that one is keeping it real.

But if one didn't keep the faith and comes 
to the faith at the eleventh hour?
Even better.
A life when everything
 clicks into place is not real.
  Those perfect lives or homes are a sort of mock-up.
   We're not meant for that.
    Christ always pre-existed as the Word.



        The Word, the Logos, became flesh.
        He lives an unusual life, knowing what was
        coming, the gospels before they would be
        written, there is a recursiveness there.
        He is the gospel.
        Christ told Peter that Peter would deny Christ three
        times and when put to the test, that happened. 
        So why couldn't Peter resist that, did he not 
        have free will? Mysterious.
        St Peter was the rock, in the gospel,
        on which the church would be
        built. Later, Vatican was built on
        his grave. Jesus knows all things.

        Ancient Romans hammered nails through people,
        things that should never be done. Kicking a man 
        when he's down. This is not right. 
        They were forgiven. They had  
        luxury, but their empire was built on slaves. 

        The Lamb of God laid down his life then took 
        it back up. He continues to live in Heaven, 
        scarred, and is the Eucharist on Earth. You can
        consume it or just look at it. How so? It is a 
        mystery.
        He loves us which is hard to imagine.
        His church emerges with the cross as its symbol.
        Romans burnt the followers on grills, or threw 
        them to lions. St Bartholomew skinned alive. 
        Pax Tecum Bartholomaee.
        All eternally glorified in heaven.
        The martyrs help us to believe. 
        The mother church grew stronger. She will continue 
        forever beyond even time.
 So the humans did the worst thing which ever happened. 
 They assaulted, lashed out, flailed, crowned
 with thorns, impaled God. But this was meant to be.

 There are many people with a low opinion of God. 
 The apostles wanted the resurrected Christ
 to stay forever. 
         God wants to do his work through us.
        He doesn't want you getting laid, He wants
       you getting killed. Think Joan of Arc. 
      Virginity is sacred.  
     A lot of this stuff
    is counter intuitive.
   We are not meant for
  this world. He abided here for a while but
 he was not of this world. Christ is king 
of the universe,
that's why the passage of time is measured
from the Nativity. Mother church survives two 
thousand years because God wills it.
	
	/iolfree