Leaving (and Missing) Nicaragua May 2002:Leaving Nicaragua after so many years it has long since felt like home to me. After such a long and lovely stay, and wondering when it is I'll return to this place I love so much, I'm intensely aware of how much I'll miss. Here's just a taste of it: * Sense of humanity, connection, personality, 'confianza' * That pervasive, brute sexuality: a flowered skirt, a blouse tight against the * hip, a touch of lace, long hair flowing down over smooth, muscular skin, that * strong femininity * soft, flowery fabrics * affection, touching, cariƱo * People still dress up, the concept of your 'Sunday best' still exists, and * for a reason * A nation, a people, a culture that still makes the best use possible of the * little it has: cobblers, tailors, guys who fix electronics, not to mention * the intense recycling that goes on in the countryside * A people that still pays attention to its children, 'padres orgullosos' * carrying their little ones around on their shoulders or the handles of their * bicycles * The lack makes things easier to appreciate; scarcity leads to value * The tropical colors, Latin architecture of open houses set around courtyards, * patios full of palms, the ironwork, the openness of everything And the list goes on and on ...