Date: Fri, 9 Oct 1998 20:37:47 EDT
From: DBannon@aol.com
Subject: Entering Donna's World TS

			   Entering Donnas World
				 By  Donby

           I entered the world in which I now live two years ago after my
mother died of cancer. I never knew my father because he had deserted my
mother and I when I was a baby. Because we had no other living relatives,
my mother and I were practically inseperatable. I was always sickly as a
young child.  Because of this my mother was extremely overprotective of
me. She wouldn't allow me to play any sports because she said I was too
small and she didn't want me to get hurt. She never allowed me out of her
sight for any length of time until I started school. All during grammar
school she arranged her schedule at work so she was able to drop me off and
pick me up from school. During high school I had to take the bus to the bar
and grill after school and sit in a booth doing my homework or reading a
book until she finished work. I took a lot of abuse from the regulars at
the bar about being a Momma's boy.  It never bothered me because I would
rather be with my mother then with anyone else anyway.
         The closest we had to relatives were my mothers best friend Marge
and her daughters Sally and Terri. What little social life my mother had
always included me. Because of this most of my time was spent in the
company of women and girls. Marge owned the bar and grill where my mother
worked as a waitress. Marge and my mother grew up together and had gone
through each others heartaches over the years. Marge was there for my
mother when my father deserted her and my mother was there for Marge when
her drunken husband would abuse her and her daughters. Shortly before my
mother died Marge's husband gratefully ended his life by driving his car
off the side of a mountain while in a drunken stupor.
    My mother had practically no social life and only afforded herself one
luxury and that was her weekly trip to the beauty parlor. Naturally I
always accompanied her on these trips. I always found it fascinating to
watch the transformation of the women from the time they entered and the
time they left.  As they went through the beauty rituals reserved primarily
for women I could see a change take place that was not only in physical
appearance but also in their attitude. They would enter looking unkempt
with their hair a mess and not wearing makeup. Most of the women would be
wearing jeans or sweatsuits. It didn't seem to matter what ritual they
underwent they always left with a look of satisfaction on their face. Most
of the women had their hair permed, cut or colored.
     What really left an impression on me were the women that came in for a
complete makeover as the beauticians called it. Their reasons for the
makeover would vary from proms, weddings, anniversaries or to some special
occasion in their life. A lot of the women would come in carrying garment
bags containing the clothing they were going to wear for the occasion. They
would undergo hours of beauty rituals that not only included their
hair. They would have facials, pedicures or manicures. Some had false
finger nails applied and also had their makeup done by the beauticians.
     The beauty parlor had rooms equipped with tanning beds, sauna, steam
and bathtubs. Any woman wishing could also have a complete full body
massage. There were changing rooms that could be used after the beauticians
performed their magic. In these rooms the women could put on all their
feminine finery to complete their transformation. I would sit in awe and
watch them enter as moths and exit as beautiful butterflies. There was
always something about dresses, nylons and high heels that was sexually
stimulating to me. Watching these women change from seemingly sexless
beings into women that exuded the ultimate in feminity always stirred my
imagination. I oftened wondered just what a transformation like the ones
they underwent would feel like. I knew as a boy I shouldn't think about
such a thing but for some reason I couldn't help myself from having these
thoughts.
             It was at times like this that my thoughts would drift to a
time when I went through a partial transformation from boy to girl. I was
nine years old at the time. My mother always kept my hair long and for some
reason I can't explain I liked it that way.  She never cut my hair until I
entered grammar school but only cut it shoulder length when she finally
did.  I was often mistaken for a little girl which should have bothered me
but for some reason didn't.
            My mother's friend Marge was having a Halloween masquerade
party at the bar. The theme of the party was to be based on characters from
movies or cartoons. Marge and my mother decided to base our costumes on the
story of Cinderella. Marge decided to be the wicked stepmother and my
mother would be the fairy godmother. It would be right that Sally and Terri
would be the wicked stepsisters. The only role left was Cinderella and all
the women decided I should play the part. I protested saying the role was
for a girl but everyone agreed due to my size and my long hair I would be
perfect for the part.
           My mother dressed me in a beautiful long silk gown with a
matching camisole panties and full nylon slip underneath. Marge took a long
time applying makeup to my face. She told me what beautiful eyes I had as
she applied mascara and eye shadow to them. She put powder and rouge on my
cheeks and lipstick on my lips. My nails were polished with pink nail
polish.
           My mother supplied clip on earrings, a pearl necklace, a
bracelet and a cocktail ring. Marge applied pink nail polish to my toe
nails before slipping ankle high nylons and patent leather pumps on my
feet. My mother used a curling iron to get the results she wanted from my
hair and cut it so I now had the cutest bangs that almost covered my
eyes. My mother and Marge had me stand before a full length mirror so I
could see the way I looked. They told me how beautiful I looked and I had
to agree with them. The image the mirror reflected was of a pretty girl not
me. My mother said she always wondered what her daughter would look like if
she had one and now she knew. My mother insisted on taking pictures so she
could have them as a remembrance of what her daughter would have looked
like.
      The party was a lot of fun even though I had a strange feeling
walking around wearing girls clothing. At the time I was too young to
realize that most people didn't accept boys wearing girls clothes. Everyone
accepted me as a girl that night especially the women and were all fussing
over how cute I looked. They would tell me what a darling costume I had and
how beautiful my hair looked.  With my makeup they thought I was much older
than nine years.
                 They held a contest to see who had the best costume and I
won first prize. When it was announced that I was the winner everyone
started hugging and kissing me. I was embarrassed but I was also thriving
on all the attention I was receiving. A feeling was released deep inside
that would stay with me for as long as I lived. It was the most intense
feeling I had ever experienced in my life and it was happening because
everyone believed I was a girl. I didn't realize it then but the seed was
firmly sown in my mind that would continue to grow for the rest of my
life. A seed that would always want to blossom into that beautiful girl in
the mirror. The words cute, pretty and beautiful were now submerged in my
subconscious mind. They were not words a boy would normally use when
thinking about himself but they were now part of my subconscious vocabulary
whenever I thought about myself.
          When I was about to begin school my mother finally cut my hair
but only shoulder length. A lot of the boys had long hair so this never
presented a problem in grammar school. When I started high school I let my
hair grow way past my shoulders and always wore it in a pony tail ala Van
Damm which was accepted. At home I loved to take out my pony tail brush my
long hair and let it fall over my shoulders. For some reason I could not
explain, it just felt right to have long hair.
     Once every month or two my mother treated me to a hair cut at the
beauty parlor. I loved it as her beautician washed my hair wrapped a towel
around it and had me sit in one of the same chairs I watched the women sit
in as they went through their beauty rituals. As she combed and trimmed my
hair she would say, "Your hair is too beautiful to be wasted on a man. You
don't know how many women would kill to have hair like yours." Her words
always embarrassed me in one way but made me proud in another. She would
never let me put my hair back into a pony tail because as she said it would
ruin all her hard work. I always enjoyed the ride home from the beauty
parlor with my hair flowing down my head and past my shoulders.
            Many times Marge tried to get my mother to move in with she and
her daughters but my mother always refused. She had this pride about always
being able to take care of herself and her son that would not allow her to
let anyone support her. We were living in a one bedroom apartment and with
the cost of my mothers medications there was little money left for anything
but bare necessities.  My clothes were mainly hand me downs or purchased at
resale shops. My mother did allow Marge to give me clothes but only ones
her daughter Sally had outgrown. Sally is two years older than myself and
very tomboyish. She wore a lot of unisex clothing thank goodness because I
would have been embarrassed if any one knew I was wearing girls clothes
although I didn't really mind wearing them.
                All through grammar and high school I was the runt of my
class and took a lot of abuse because of my size. I was not involved in any
extracurricular activities at school and consequently made no
friends. Because of my mother's attitude I was never involved in sports and
spent most of my time in the company of my mother, Marge and her
daughters. I got along best with Terri who was two years older than Sally
and the complete opposite of her younger sister. She was completely
feminine.  She always wore dresses, skirts, nylons and high heels. She had
platinum blond hair that came half way down her back. She always wore
makeup, earrings and jewelry.  At least whenever I saw her which was
usually as she returned from work. She was the object of many masturbatory
dreams for me. She never picked on me about being so small or wearing my
hair as long as I did.
            Sally kidded me about being sissified because of my size and
because she was better at any sport then I was. When she was in a
particularly mean mood she would call me Cindy, show me the pictures of me
dressed as Cinderella and ask if I wanted to have some of Terri's hand me
downs also.  She would tease me and tell me I had a bubble butt which was
why her jeans and slacks fit me so well.  She knew her mother gave me her
clothes when she outgrew them because she recognized them. She would tell
me I was too pretty to be a boy anyway. These words reinforced the words
already implanted in my subconscious. Terri was constantly sticking up for
me and telling Sally to stop teasing me. It hurt a lot when she ran away
from home.
        When my mother became terminally ill and needed to be hospitalized
we were unable to pay our rent and the landlord was threatening to have us
evicted. My mother died on a dreary October morning.  The wake and funeral
were attended mainly by customers from the bar and grill, Marge, Sally and
myself. Marge paid all the funeral and burial expenses.
                After the funeral we dropped Sally off at home because
Marge wanted to talk to me alone about what I was going to do now that my
mother was gone. I was trying to think of an answer as we turned the corner
of the street on which we lived. I will never forget the feeling of utter
hopelessness and desperation I felt finding the remains of our possessions
on the sidewalk in front of our apartment building. Our landlord had made
good on his threat and proceeded with the eviction. Since the eviction took
place early in the day the vandals had their way with our things. All of
our clothes and most of our furniture were gone. Marge drove past what were
the remnants of my life and merely said it would be best if we went to her
home.
            Marge's home was out in the country up on the side of a
mountain. The closest neighbor was almost a mile away. To get to her house
we had to drive almost a hundred yards up a private road from the main
highway. It was a very large home, almost too large for only two people as
Marge explained.  So I needn't worry about being any inconvenience and from
now on I would live with she and Sally.  Besides Marge said she was sure
Sally would like having someone as a companion and to help with the chores.
            Marge had kept up a constant flow of conversation all the way
from the time we past the apartment until we got into the house. Once we
entered the house it seemed that everything hit me at once and I broke down
in tears, crying uncontrollably. Marge and Sally were very consoling and
hugged me as I cried my eyes out. Marge had her arms around me and was
running her hands through my long hair as I slowly regained my
composure. She suddenly let out a scream. "Look at his hair Sally, it's
full of lice. I won't have him living here like this. We'll have to cut his
hair and shave his head to get rid of them. He probably has them all over
his body also," she said. I cringed at the thought of becoming bald as I
had always been proud of my hair. While my mother was in the hospital I had
not been taking care of myself the way I should have but I couldn't imagine
where I could have gotten the lice.
          Sally came over looked at my hair and agreed with her mother
about the lice but not what to do about my hair. "Your hair is so pretty
and I'm sure it took a long time to grow. I'm sure you'll be willing to try
anything to save it won't you Don?"she asked.  The comment about my hair
being pretty registered in my subconscious and Sally was right. I was
willing to do anything to save my hair. Little did I know what anything was
going to entail.
          Marge said she was too tired to argue and needed to get to
sleep. She said she would be up early as she was going to catch a plane to
take her yearly vacation. She told us she would be gone before Sally and I
woke in the morning. She told me she was sorry she had to leave but she had
made these plans before my mother died. In order to take a vacation she
always closed the bar and grill for two weeks. Since all her suppliers and
customers had been notified about the closing she had no choice but to go
on with her plans. She said she really needed the rest and that Sally would
take good care of me while she was away. She told Sally she could do
whatever she wanted with my hair but if she found any trace of the lice
tomorrow to cut my hair and shave my head. She told Sally to make sure she
removed all my body hair to ensure she got rid of all the lice. She also
told me I better listen to whatever Sally said if I wanted to keep the hair
on my head. From the sound of her voice I knew I better go along with
Sally.
      Sally took me upstairs to the bedroom that was going to become
mine. It had belonged to her older sister Terri. Terri ran away from home
almost four years before to get away from her abusive father.  She never
forgave her mother for not standing up to her father and never told her
where she lived. All Marge and Sally knew was that she was living out of
state with her lover.
              It was quite a feminine room all done in shades of pink and
mauve with a large canopy bed in the center. The bed had satin sheets,
pillow cases, covers and a very lacy canopy and dust ruffle. The windows
had light mauve mini-blinds and the soffit and drapes were also trimmed in
lace. The carpeting was as soft as silk and also a mauve color. For a
girl's room it was decorated impeccably.  There was a sense of feminine
presence throughout the room. My subconscious mind registered the words my
room and feminine presence while my conscious mind said I would have to
talk to them about changing the decor to something more masculine. But
right now I had to worry about keeping my hair.
        Sally told me to go in the bathroom remove all my clothing
including my underwear so she could dispose of them to make sure all the
lice were gone. I told her that these were all the clothes I had in the
world and asked her why she couldn't just wash them. She wouldn't hear of
keeping any of my things and she told me not to worry as she was sure she
would be able to find some things of hers that would suit me just
fine. "You should be used to wearing my things by now anyway. I know my
mother has been giving you my old clothes for a long time,"she said. I did
as she told me, wrapped a towel around myself and handed her my clothing
through a half opened bathroom door. When she returned she told me to take
off the towel as she had to apply a depilatory to my entire body in order
to remove all my body hair.
     I started to protest but Sally said "Would you rather do as my mother
suggested or do it my way. I am a registered nurse and you have nothing I
haven't already seen." Feeling the hopelessness of my situation and hearing
the authority in Sally's voice I let the towel drop to the floor. Sally
applied a pink cream to my entire body including my neck, underarms and
genitals. She seemed to take quite awhile around my genitals and smiled at
my embarrassment as she could tell I was getting aroused. I felt a tingling
sensation as the cream did its work. After about ten minutes Sally ordered
me to take a shower making sure I shampooed and conditioned my hair. She
told me she was going to find me something to wear while I was in the
shower. After the trying day I had gone through the hot shower felt
good. As I soaped and rinsed my body however, I watched in awe as all my
body hair went down the drain. I kept wondering what Sally was going to do
to my hair to rid me of the lice.
           I didn't have long to wonder as Sally was back telling me to get
out of the shower because we had a lot to do before she was through. She
handed me a fluffy pink towel to dry myself with and proceeded to powder my
entire body with a very sweet smelling talcum powder as soon as I was done.
She asked me how it felt to be as hairless as a woman and I know I turned
beet red with embarrassment. She said she had looked all over for something
for me to wear that wasn't truly feminine. She handed me a pair of blue
satin tap pants which had lace on each leg. When I protested she said I
should just think of them as undershorts and that blue was definitely a
boy's color.
          I had been standing there holding the towel in front of me to
stop her from having full view of my naked body and thought at least the
panties would give me some semblance of modesty. As I pulled the panties up
my now hairless legs I turned my back to Sally only to hear her say, "You
know you really do have a cute ass Don. Those panties fit your ass as well
as they did Terri's, she said." As she said this she proceeded to stroke my
ass through the satin which sent a chill up my spine. I turned around as
quickly as I could only to find her smiling and holding out a matching blue
camisole which she told me to think of as a tee shirt. As I slipped the
camisole over my head and let it drift down over my now hairless chest I
wondered to myself why I was allowing her to make me wear these
things. Just as my thoughts started to drift she handed me a pair of pajama
bottoms which also had lace on the cuffs and a top to match. I didn't even
question her anymore and put on the pajamas without any protest. Sally
helped me button the pajama tops as the buttons were really tiny. The
sleeves of the pajamas had puffy shoulders with lace around the cuffs and
bodice.
         I had avoided looking at Sally when she handed me the lingerie and
pajamas because I was too embarrassed. When I finally looked at her she was
standing in front of me wearing the same set of pajamas as I, only hers
were pink. "My sister Terri and I used to wear these same pajamas and
pretend we were having a slumber party whenever our parents were out. We
could never wear them when my father was around because he molested us
enough without needing any of us giving him ideas. We could never have any
friends over to have a real slumber party because we never knew how he
would act when he was drunk. So we had our own slumber parties and always
ended up falling asleep together. After your hair is done maybe we can have
our own slumber party. I really miss my sister and those pajama parties,"
she said.
         Sally stopped talking for a minute and closed her eyes. I watched
in fascination as she caressed her breasts through the satin of her pajamas
and camisole. The nipples of her breasts were hard and protruded through
the pajamas. As she opened her eyes and saw me watching her she said, "I
just love the way satin feels against my naked skin don't you Don?"  I had
to admit I liked the feeling, especially the double layer of satin against
my hairless skin. I just wasn't ready to admit it to her.
       .  Sally now told me we had a couple of hours of work to do on my
hair and that we better get started or we would be up all night. She sat me
down at the vanity and covered me with a smock which she secured around my
neck to make sure my pajamas didn't get wet. She started to put my hair up
in rollers and when I protested she reminded me of Marge's words that I had
better let her do whatever she wanted or I would surely lose my hair
tomorrow. I had no choice except to sit there and let Sally do whatever she
wanted with me. I had to admit to myself that I was enjoying what Sally was
going to do just as I had enjoyed having my hair done by my mother's
beautician. After she had my hair totally in rollers she applied a liquid
to all the curlers that she said she was sure would rid me of the lice. She
told me to close my eyes as she used a small brush to brush my eyebrows
with the same liquid. My head began to tingle and I asked her what the
liquid was. She told me the liquid was peroxide and it would turn my hair
blond but not to worry that she would dye my hair back to its original
color if the lice were gone.
           She told me I would need to let the peroxide work for about
thirty minutes and handed me a magazine to read while she went to her room
to wait. The magazine she handed me was a woman's magazine with stories for
women about finding and seducing a man. The articles included tips on
dressing and undressing for a man. What a woman should do to get a man
interested and when she knew he was interested how to seduce him using sexy
lingerie. There was also an article on the latest in women's lingerie with
five pages of women wearing sexy lingerie that really turned me on.
                       I didn't realize that Sally had returned and saw
what I was admiring. "Those are some really sexy outfits don't you think,"
she asked as she removed the smock from around my neck. I started to mumble
something about just killing time when Sally reached between my legs and
stroked my erect penis. As Sally stroked she said, "You must have spent a
lot of time exercising this muscle to get it to this size . Is that what
you did when your mother wouldn't let you play sports.  "Don't be afraid to
admit that you are turned on by the pictures," she said. "Is it the
pictures of the women that turn you on or are you having thoughts of
wearing lingerie like they are wearing?" she asked.
        I couldn't reply because of the pleasure I was feeling from Sally
stroking my penis. Just as quickly as she had started stoking me she
stopped. "I'll let you think about the question I just asked you while we
finish up your hair," she said. Sally rinsed my hair and applied a
neutralizer to it. She told me it would need to remain in my hair for
fifteen minutes. "Now that I know what kind of pictures you like to look at
I am sure you will enjoy looking at this," she said as she handed me a
lingerie catalog. I said nothing until Sally left the room but as soon as
she was gone I immediately opened the catalog. The catalog contained page
after page of every conceivable feminine undergarment imaginable. The women
modeling these garments exuded the ultimate in sexuality. My subconscious
registered the words lingerie and sexuality. It also wondered what it would
feel like to be wearing garments such as those in the pictures. Once again
I found myself getting aroused and wondered about Sally's question.
      Sally was right about my exercising my penis. I was constantly
masturbating sometimes as often as six times a day. From the time I reached
puberty and when Terri wasn't the object of my masturbatory dreams I had
often masturbated while looking at pictures such as the ones in the
catalog. I had often gone into the laundry basket and used one of my
mothers soiled slips or panties to stroke my cock as I masturbated. I loved
the feeling of the silk and satin of her lingerie on my cock and for the
first time I was having that same feeling all over my body.
               As I sat waiting for Sally's return I found myself stroking
my nipples with one hand and my penis with the other. I was so caught up
with the pleasure I was feeling I missed Sally's return once again. She
moved the hand I was using to stroke my nipples and replaced it with both
of her hands. She took both of my nipples between the fingers of her hands
and ever so gently began squeezing them. She told me to continue stroking
my penis as she alternated between squeezing my nipples and then massaging
them through the satin. It didn't take long before I orgasmed into the
panties and pajamas I was wearing. I had not masturbated in over a week
because of the funeral and the load I released was quite large. I could not
see Sally's face but if I had I would have seen a look of delight as she
smiled to herself.
          "Now that you have made a mess out of your panties and pajamas
we'll have to find something else for you to wear," she said as she began
removing the rollers from my hair. I was so caught up in the pleasure of my
orgasm that I barely heard what she said but was really glad to be getting
rid of the rollers.
      Sally thoroughly rinsed my hair, put the smock back on my shoulders
and began trimming my hair and as I would soon see cutting my bangs in a
definite feminine style. I felt the uncomfortableness of the spent sperm
between my legs and thighs but was too embarrassed to say a word. Sally was
trimming the hair around my forehead when she said "We'll have to do
something about those eyebrows of yours tomorrow but right now we have to
clean up the mess you made. Take off everything you're wearing and wash
them and yourself while I find some thing else for you to wear."  For some
reason I was no longer even thinking about questioning Sally. I removed the
soiled garments, cleaned the now dry sperm from myself and began rinsing
the panties, camisole and pajamas in the sink. I hung the garments on
hangers to dry. I was totally naked as I finished my task. Sally called
from the bedroom to tell me she was ready for me. I didn't even bother with
wrapping a towel around myself because I knew that she would only make me
take it off anyway.
        As I walked naked into the bedroom Sally just grinned like the cat
that had just swallowed the canary. The look on her face told me she knew
she was in total control. Sally looked at me and said, "Let's see how these
pretty things look on you. Since I know you like the way satin feels on
your naked body I know you'll like the feel of these garments even better
because they are all made of pure silk." I couldn't believe my eyes at what
she had laid out on the bed. There was another camisole and tap pants set
in the prettiest shades of mauves almost the same color as the satin sheets
and bed covering. The camisole had thin spaghetti straps and lace around
the bodice and bottom. The tap pants were totally hemmed in lace. There was
a full length waltz gown with two inch shoulder straps trimmed with lace.
Not only was there lace around the bodice and hem but both sides of the
gown were slit almost to the waist and trimmed in lace. A full length robe
completed the ensemble. The robe had long sleeves that puffed at the
shoulders and was trimmed in lace at the cuffs, bodice and hem.
      There was no way I could think of these garments as underwear or
pajamas.  They were definitely feminine nightwear and for some reason I was
feeling a sense of anticipation knowing I would soon be wearing them. Sally
told me to sit on the bed and proceeded to roll a pair of dark purple thigh
high nylons up my now hairless legs. She explained that she preferred
garter belts or corsets to hold up nylons but the elastic in these would do
for tonight. She placed a pair of mauve colored mules with two inch heels
on my feet and told me to stand up so she could finish dressing me. As I
stood I almost stumbled from the way my feet were angled because of the
high heels on the mules. I asked Sally why I couldn't just wear
slippers. Sally merely answered, "Because the mules are the right color for
the rest of your ensemble. I don't have any slippers that match the color
of this lingerie. You'll get used to wearing them soon enough."
          I wondered what she meant by that comment just as she was in the
process of dropping the camisole over my head and having me step into the
tap pants. When she told me to raise my arms so she could put the nightgown
on me I knew that my life was about to change forever. As that second layer
of silk floated down and encompassed my body I felt as if I had suddenly
entered a world from which there was no escape. A world in which I belonged
and had no desire to leave.
         I looked down at my legs as I was standing with them spread apart
to keep my balance and saw the dark purple nylons covering them surrounded
by light mauve colored lace. The sight of lace and dark nylon covered legs
had always been a turn on for me and now was no exception. What I could not
believe was that it was my own nylon covered legs and the lace that
surrounded them turning me on and causing the start of an erection between
my legs. The robe was all that was needed to complete the transition into
my new world and subconsciously I welcomed the third layer of silk.  Every
fiber of my body had become one with the silk that encompassed me. All I
wanted was to be able to continue feeling this exquisite feeling for as
long as I lived. If Sally were to be the one to allow me to feel the way I
was feeling now she would be able to do as she wished with me with my full
cooperation.
       I was so caught up in the reverie of the feeling of oneness with the
silk that encompassed my body that I had lost track of where I was. Sally
brought me back to the reality of the situation by taking my hand and
leading me into her room which had a full length mirror so I could not only
feel my oneness with the silk but would also be able to see the results of
her handiwork. I was not prepared for the image the mirror
reflected. Instead of the unkempt runt I had been a few short hours ago the
mirror reflected the image of a curly haired platinum blond woman all
dressed in silk and lace with a look of total contentment on her face. I
looked around to see if I could find where this woman had come from but
every move I made the woman made. Sally stood right behind me watching my
every move and every expression on my face. I didn't understand why but at
that moment I wanted nothing more then to be able to continue wearing these
beautiful things for as long as I lived.
           "Do you like what you see Donna?" she asked as she put her arms
around me from behind. I could feel the softness of her satin encased body
especially her breasts as she pressed against me. She held me like that for
a few minutes all the while stroking me through the silk that encomppased
me.  Sally then loosened her embrace and began moving from side to side. As
she moved I could feel the hardness of her nipples as they played against
my back.
                  "You see Donna I am also turned on by the reflection of
the woman in the mirror and her silk encased body," she said. "I know you
can't explain why you feel the way you feel wearing womens lingerie and it
doesn't matter to me. I know you don't understand why the feel of satin and
silk against your skin gives you erotic feelings. I know you are helpless
to stop the effect the sight of lace against dark nylon covered legs have
on you. I know when you admire women wearing dresses you subconsciously
wish you could wear a dress. All these thoughts and feelings have been
locked up in your mind since you were a small child. They have the same
effect on you as a narcotic that sends you into another world. I know that
you are addicted to these feeling and have no control over them. So why not
enjoy them? As you can tell my pretty one, I like the effect they have on
you and will help you enjoy them as long you please me."
    "How could Sally know so much about me. Everything she said is true. I
am just now starting to admit them to myself," I thought.  All the years of
subsconcious yearnings that I had buried so deep were about to end. The
words pretty and beautiful were no longer subconscious words. They
described the reflection the mirror projected. They described me. My
feelings were no longer going to be only masturbatory feelings. They were
about to become real. I couldn't believe a woman understood me so well by
telling me she knew what I thought and felt. Was it possible a woman truly
understood and wanted me to think and feel this way.
        Once again Sally was playing with my nipples as she had done
before, except now she was the one who was also playing with my penis. "I
think you really like wearing all these pretty things don't you Donna. You
cannot deny the way you feel to yourself, so why not admit it to me also.
We can have a whole lot of fun if you do,"she said. I tried to say my name
was Don not Donna but I kept looking in the mirror and all I could see was
Donna and that is all I really wanted to see. Suddenly I knew all the years
of the subconscious words and the feelings they had kept pent up inside
were about to come to an end.
    Sally began kissing my neck and ears and whispered, "Admit your true
feelings to me Donna and you can spend the rest of your life wearing
nothing but feminine things. If you don't admit what you truly feel I am
going to totally undress you and give you an old sweatsuit to wear. I'll
tell Marge that I was not able to get rid of the lice and you will be as
bald as a baby when you go to bed tomorrow night.  The choice is yours but
you must choose now."
            The only words I could get to come out of my mouth were the
only words I truly wanted to say.  I said "Yes Sally Yes. I really want to
be Donna and wear all these pretty things. Please don't undress me I will
do whatever you wish."
          Sally said not a word but took my hand and led me as I walked
unsteadily on my high heels back into Terri's bedroom. My bedroom now. She
pulled back the covers of the canopy bed and the top satin sheet. She told
me to lie down on my back on the bed and helped me arrange my lingerie so
that I felt as if I was floating on a sea of silk and satin. She began a
slow massage of my entire body through all the layers of silk. Sally said I
reminded her so much of her sister and how she used to give her sister the
same kind of massage she was now giving me. She said it always ended with
their making love to one another. Sally said "Before this night is through
you too will know what Terri felt as I made love to her. She told me that
when Terri ran away she left clothing and lingerie behind and since I was
the same size as Terri that I now had all the clothing I would need for my
transition into Donna's world.
         She told me to look into her eyes as she slowly stroked my penis
and nipples. "You belong to me now and you will do whatever I tell you to
won't you my pretty Donna,"she said. I had no chance to answer as she
opened my robe, pushed the bottom half of my lace covered nightgown up to
my waist and pulled down my panties just enough to expose my throbbing
penis. She climbed on the bed and told me to spread my legs and be prepared
to wrap them around her when she was ready for me. She said to close my
eyes and remember only that I was Donna.
     "You are the woman in the mirror and as pretty as you look tonight,
tomorrow we will make you even more beautiful," she said.  Sally began a
slow series of kisses all over my face, eyes and nose.  She kissed my lips
again and again never stopping her persistent massaging of my nipples
through the layers of silk that were now my new world. She ground her satin
covered vagina against my exposed penis. Sally continued teasing me until I
thought I would faint. She finally told me to form an opening with my lips
into which she could slip her tongue and when she did slip it in she
expected me to suck on it.  She said she would also expect me to suck on
anything else she decided to slip between my lips.  As I formed the kind of
opening I imagined she expected with my lips she told me to wrap my legs
around her. As I did I felt myself being engulfed by a warm wetness that
was as pleasurable as the sea of silk that consumed me.
        At that same moment Sally's tongue began a rhythmic in and out
motion in my mouth that matched the thrusting motion between my legs. I
wrapped my legs as tightly as I could around my lover's body and sucked as
hard as I could on my lover's tongue. I was surrendering my virginity to my
lover as a woman would lying on her back with her legs wrapped around her
lover. As I looked at my nylon covered legs wrapped around my lovers back I
thought how slender and sexy they looked and could not believe they were
really my legs. I began matching Sally's thrusts begging her to fuck me
harder.  Just as Sally tensed and began her orgasm a feeling began in my
toes and spread throughout my entire body. Every nerve of my body and soul
were in that feeling.
      All I knew was that I was now Donna and was having this intense
orgasm because my lover dressed me in sexy, lacy lingerie, laid me down on
a bed of satin and silk and fucked me until I reached an orgasm. My
subconscious registered the words loss of virginity as a woman and floating
on a sea of satin and silk with the intensity of my orgasm. Our mutual
climaxes sealed me forever in my new world and I was happier and more
content than I had ever been in my life. As Sally kissed me goodnight and
snuggled against me I thought to myself how wonderful my new world was and
couldn't wait for the dawn of a new day in it.
 The Dawn of Donna
                                                                                                                                                  
           Through half open eyes I could see the sun slipping through the
window blinds. As the sun made its way into the room and I began leaving
the subconsciousness of sleep once again I had the feeling of floating on a
sea of satin and silk. I felt a sensation between my legs that could only
be described as a heavenly experience. As I looked down past all the silk
and lace that encompassed me I found myself looking into Sally's beautiful
green eyes. Her red haired head was bobbing up and down between my
nylon-covered legs. As soon as she knew I was awake she stopped her
ministrations and smiled at me. "Good morning Donna," she said. "I just
wanted to thank you for last night and be sure I had your undivided
attention. We have a lot of work to do to complete your transition into
your new world. Your reward may just be the completion of what I just
started if I am happy with your progress.  But for now I want you to
satisfy me."
                Sally came up next to me and laid on her back. She was
completely naked and for the first time I took a good look at her. Her body
was tight and taut like an athlete. Her red hair was cut in a very mannish
style. Her skin was deeply tanned but showed no tan lines.  She must sun
bath in the nude I thought or use a tanning bed. Sally had a perfectly
rounded ass, smooth thighs and beautiful long legs.  Her body was as
hairless as mine including between her legs. Her breasts were firm and full
and her nipples were hard. Sally told me to kiss her nipples and suck on
them until she told me to stop. I eagerly began to suck on her nipples as
she took my hand and placed it between her legs showing me where to stroke
her clitoris. I alternated between her breasts sucking one for a while and
then sucking the other as I played with her clitoris.
                       After she reached an orgasm Sally said, "Now I want
that pretty head of yours down here between my legs so you can learn some
more of what I want you to do for me. You'll be spending a lot of time down
there so I want you to listen carefully to what I tell you. I keep my pussy
free of hair so I can feel every lick of your tongue or kiss of your
lips. You will give me great pleasure if you do exactly as I say.  Spread
the lips of my pussy very gently as wide as you can with your fingers and
slip your tongue inside. Lick up and down and from side to side. Alternate
between licking my pussy lips and slipping your tongue inside. Pretend your
tongue is now a sex organ and the only reason it exists is to give me
pleasure. Keep doing what I have told you until I tell you to stop or you
feel me orgasm."
         I loved the taste of Sally's pussy and the moist feeling on my
mouth and tongue. I tried to do exactly as Sally had told me and she was
soon moaning with pleasure. I suddenly felt a sense of belonging with my
head between my lovers legs and giving my lover pleasure. What I loved the
most was Sally telling me exactly what to do to satisfy her. Sally kept
telling me what a good little pussy licker I was. She said it was hard for
her to believe that this was the first time I had ever eaten pussy. I was
trying to tell her every thing we had done last night and were doing now
were all virginal experiences to me. She said she didn't want to hear me
talking, she only wanted to feel me licking. I went back to licking her
pussy and just as my tongue was beginning to tire Sally orgasmed. She told
me to keep my head where it was but to rest for a while.
     Sally ran her hands through my hair and told me how beautiful my hair
was. "I think I will keep you as a blond since all of Terri's clothes are
designed to go with blond hair. I can't wait to get you all dressed up in
her things and teach you what it feels like to be a woman. But for now I
have something else to teach you." she said. Sally pushed my hair back from
my ears and grabbed hold of them. As she pulled my mouth to her clitoris,
she told me to form the same opening with my lips that I had formed for her
tongue the night before. "Begin sucking my clitoris the same as you did my
tongue last night and don't stop until I tell you to. You will find that I
have a larger clitoris then most women. I think it became that way because
of all the sucking Terri used to do on it. She just couldn't get enough of
me and I loved every minute of it. Since you are going to take her place
you will also be doing a lot of sucking and I want you to learn how to do
it right," Sally said.
              Sally held me by the ears as I formed the same opening with
my lips as I had last night and began sucking on her clitoris. Sally was
right about the size of her clitoris. Even though I had never sucked on one
before I just knew this was not the size of a normal woman's clitoris. It
almost seemed to be the size of some of the lesser endowed boys I had seen
in the showers after gym class. As I sucked her clitoris in and out of my
mouth another thought registered in my subconscious mind. I wondered to
myself if this was the way a woman felt as she sucked on a man's
cock. Sally must have been reading my mind because she said, "As good as
you are at sucking my clit you will probably make an excellent cocksucker
also. Terri was also bisexual and loved sucking cock or pussy. She told me
I had a larger clit then some of her boyfriend's cocks. What Terri really
loved was my strapping on my double headed dildo and having her suck it
until I orgasmed. She had the best of both worlds as far as she was
concerned, a female lover with a big cock for her to use as she pleased.
             Sally released my ears and moved her hands to her breasts
which she began stroking as she said, "Keep sucking my clit and remember
that you are Donna my pretty sissy. You will remain my sissy and do exactly
as I tell you if you want to continue your transition into Donnas
world. You do want to continue don't you Donna?" she asked. Sally's words
made me suck harder and faster because all I could think about was pleasing
her so she would keep me in my new world. Sally once again grabbed my ears
as she shuddered and reached her first orgasm.
              Sally lay very still for quite a while but was breathing
heavily. "You did very well Donna but you didn't answer my question," she
finally said. "You need to tell me what you want now that a new day has
dawned and you now know some of what I want you to do. If we continue, you
will have no say in your transition whatsoever. You will do exactly as I
tell you. You will dress and act as I tell you with whomever I tell you,
whether it is a man or a woman. Do you understand, Donna?"
            I said, "Yes Sally I understand. I will do whatever it is you
want me to do if you let me continue to be Donna. All I want is to please
you. If that means I am your sissy and you want me to be with another woman
or even a man I will do it for you." The thought of sucking a cock would
have been repulsive to me a few days ago. But now that I admitted I wanted
to wear nothing but women's clothes and begin living as a woman I had no
idea how I would relate to men.  All I knew for sure was that I would do
whatever Sally wanted me to do if she allowed me to stay in this wonderful
new world.
                                I WAS TRULY HERS AND WE BOTH KNEW IT.
       Sally once again took me by the ears and pulled me to her clit and
told me to begin sucking. As I sucked, more words were implanted in my
subconscious. Words such as woman and cocksucker were now a part of my
subconscious vocabulary when I thought about myself. In my mind I knew I
was sucking a clitoris but as a woman I wouldn't be sucking another woman's
clitoris. As a woman I would be sucking a man's cock. As these thoughts
were going through my mind Sally reached her second orgasm.
           I had a raging hard on and needed to go to the bathroom. I told
Sally of my problem and as she smiled she said, " Be sure you sit on the
commode as all women do and wipe themselves with toilet paper when you are
through. Take my soiled pajamas and lingerie with you, wash and rinse them
along with your nightwear. Then take a shower and be sure to powder your
body with talcum. I'm going to rest while you do that but be sure to wake
me when you finish and we will continue with your transition. Be sure to
use a shower cap because I don't want your hair wet when we continue."
             As I climbed from the bed I once again felt a rush as the silk
flowed down my body. I picked up Sally's things, put the mules on my feet
and walked to the bathroom. The mules didn't seem as mountainous as they
had last night. Sally was right I would get used to wearing them soon
enough. As I walked the silk and nylon swished against my body. My penis
was fully erect and the silk was adding to my arousal. I entered the
bathroom, took off my robe and once again couldn't believe the reflection
in the mirror. From the neck up I saw only the face of a woman. A very
plain looking face with no makeup and very bushy eyebrows. It was the first
time I noticed that my eyebrows were as blond as my hair. From the neck
down all I could see and feel was silk, nylon and lace. I turned so I could
see my ass in the mirror and had to admit Sally was right. What she had
called a bubble butt when I had worn boys clothes now filled out the rear
of the nightgown the same as a woman's ass would. My legs surrounded in
lace and covered in dark nylons were sexy and shapely the same as a
woman's.
                     I looked at my chest which was as flat as a board and
wondered what Sally had in mind for it. I couldn't wait to find out. My
nipples were hard and I couldn't resist rubbing them through the silk as I
imagined what it must feel like to have real breasts.  My penis was making
a tent in my nightgown and I began stroking it through the silk covering
it. As I began to masturbate myself to enhance all the erotic feelings
flowing through me, I suddenly heard Sally say, "Don't even think about
masturbating Donna. Save all those feelings for after your transition." I
wondered how Sally knew what was going through my mind as I reluctantly
stopped playing with myself, undressed and washed all of our nightwear. I
hung all of our lingerie on hangers knowing full well Sally would want me
to iron them later. I couldn't wait for Sally to tell me to iron them. I
had washed and ironed my mother's lingerie for as long as I could
remember. I knew now this was also a part of my subconscious indoctrination
that had brought me one more step closer to my new world.
               As I lathered myself in the shower, it was sensuous to feel
the total nakedness of my now hairless body. I stepped out of the shower
spray and soaped my entire body. As I rubbed my hands over my nipples they
hardened and caused me to have an erection. I began stroking my
soap-covered penis. Without any hair around it seemed to have grown about
two inches. My penis was the only fully developed male part of my anatomy
due to all the exercise I had given it by excessive masturbation.  Sally's
words about masturbating flashed in my mind and I backed into the shower
spray once again, turning the cold water up full blast. All erotic thoughts
past quickly as the cold water hit my body and I immediately became
flaccid. I didn't fully understand yet but I would soon learn it was Sally
that would control my sexual desires.
           I finished my shower and powdered my entire body as Sally had
told me. I was beginning to realize that I loved being told what to do by
Sally.  As Sally said, I would have nothing to say about my transition into
Donnas world. It was strange to admit to myself that I truly loved the idea
of not having to make any decisions about my life. Up until now my mother
had made all my decisions for me and now that she was gone I had Sally to
take her place. Another bubble burst inside and I was finally ready to
admit to myself my submissive nature. A feeling of total contentment spread
over me as I once again removed a subconscious barrier from my mind. I
wanted to be told what to do by a woman and Sally would be the woman to do
it. As Sally said I couldn't deny my true feelings to myself so I might as
well admit them not only to myself but to her also.
            It seemed strange to be naked and I longed for the feeling of
silk, satin and nylon against my skin once again. I wrapped a towel around
myself slipped the mules on my feet and went into the bedroom to waken
Sally from her rest. Sally was lying on her back with only her head and
arms outside the sheets. Her body was outlined through the satin. It seemed
to have molded itself to her naked body.  There was no way to deny the form
under the satin was that of a woman. The satin enhanced all her womanly
charms. Her breasts jutted outward and the aureoles protruded through the
satin. The satin flowed downward outlining her vagina, round hips and then
narrowed over her thighs and legs.  Everything under the satin said, "This
is a woman."
        Sally's face and hair were a stark contrast to her body. Her short
red hair was cut to give her a manly appearance including long
sideburns. She wore no makeup and I thought to myself that I never
remembered Sally ever wearing makeup. Her eyebrows were very bushy much
like mine. I wondered to myself why she would want to wear her hair in such
a mannish style when I had always subconsciously wanted my hair to look as
feminine as possible. I looked at her ears and realized they were not
pierced as most women's ears were. If I were only looking at her face and
hair I could almost believe I was looking at a man's head.
       I wondered what caused Sally to act so mannish and why she preferred
women to men sexually.  She always dressed in a mannish style also. Even
her nurses uniforms consisted mainly of slacks and tops. As these thoughts
were going through my head Sally opened her eyes and smiled at me. "I see
you are ready to continue with your transition Donna. I hope you are as
anxious to continue as I am," she said.
             Sally slid out of bed and put on a satin kimono and
slippers. She went to the dresser and began removing the undergarments I
knew I would soon be wearing. I shivered in anticipation as I saw item
after item laid out on top of the dresser. When Sally had all the items she
needed arranged on top of the dresser she looked at me and said, "I want to
watch you prance around naked for a while. Drop your towel and turn your
back to me. Let me see you walk taking short steps so your hips and ass
swivel from side to side as you walk." I felt completely vulnerable to
Sally's gaze as I walked around the room with only the mules on my
feet. Sally kept telling me to take shorter steps and to let my hips sway
from side to side. I continued walking until Sally decided I had a pretty
good idea of how she wanted me to walk. "I like watching you prance around
naked Donna but I know you can't wait to get dressed," she said. "We will
practice your walking some more after we have you dressed properly. Then
you will know you are walking correctly by the way your dress and slip
swish around your hips and legs," she added.
               Sally beckoned to me to come and stand by her so she could
dress me. As I walked toward Sally I saw the first garment she intended to
have me wear. It was a very pretty blacked boned corset.  Sally told me to
turn my back to her as she wrapped the corset around my waist and proceeded
to tighten the laces and tighten the laces and tighten the laces. I thought
I would never be able to breathe the way Sally had tightened the corset
around me. Sally told me to relax and to take short breaths until I got
used to the tightness of the corset.  The uncomfortableness soon past and
the bones in the corset seemed to become a part of me. From my neck to my
waist my body was completely flat but my waist seemed to be four inches
narrower than before Sally put the corset on me. My hips and ass seemed to
have increased in size. As my body adjusted to the new feeling I began to
feel a sense of security from the tightness the corset provided. I knew I
now had a thin waist and the corset enhanced my already womanly looking
ass.
         Sally next secured a sexy black garter belt around my waist. The
garter belt had four straps on each side that hung down against my
legs. Sally was holding black laced topped nylons in her hands as she told
me to go and sit on the bed so she could put them on me. As I walked toward
the bed, I had a raging hard on. Sally smiled and said, "I was afraid you
might have a reaction like this so we better find you something to wear to
keep that under control." Sally went back to the dresser and rummaged
through it until she found what she wanted. She held up a black panty
girdle and said, " I'm sure this will do the trick."
         Sally worked the panty girdle up my legs and stopped at mid
thigh. Sally took my erect penis in her hand and began stroking it as she
said, "You are going to be beautiful my little one. As you will find, I
will be the one who decides when this organ is to be used from now on."
Just as I was enjoying her ministrations Sally stopped stroking. She used
her fingers to find a spot somewhere near the base of my scrotum and
squeezed it between her fingers. My penis went limp immediately. "That's a
little trick we nurses learn to use to control male patients if they become
aroused while we attend them. As you see I can truly control when you will
have or keep an erection," she said. She again used her fingers to find the
cavity she wanted and pushed my testicles upward into the cavity. She
pushed my now flaccid penis between my legs as she finished tugging the
panty girdle around my ass and closed the snaps at the crotch. I knew I
would have no erection or any relief as long as those snaps remained
closed. This was the third time in less than an hour I had been fully
aroused and was not allowed relief. I was starting to wonder if I could
handle this kind of sexual frustration.
          "You really don't need any other panties if you are wearing a
panty girdle but I think you want to wear as many items of lingerie as you
can. Don't you Donna?" she asked. My frustration kept me from
replying. Sally against sensed my thoughts. "Maybe you are having doubts
about your transition now that you feel some uncomfortableness," she
said. "It doesn't matter my pretty one because you belong to me now. I am
not concerned if you are frustrated or uncomfortable. I will control your
every thought and feeling from now on. You and I know you belong in this
new world. I will be the one to bring out the woman waiting inside of
you. The woman you know you want to be. You will just have to put up with
whatever I decide to do to you whether you like it or not. You will be my
lover or anyone else's lover if I so choose. So answer my question now so
we can continue," she said.
      Sally's words frightened me because I thought I had angered her. My
conscious mind was fighting my decision to go further into Donna's world
while my subconscious knew I belonged in it. The conflict between my
conscious and subconscious was the problem I needed to overcome. How could
I fight my subconscious mind? Sally was helping me change my conscious
thinking and my subconscious was helping her. All the thoughts and feelings
she was making me bring to my conscious mind were an accumulation of ideas
already imprinted in my physche. The ideas existed because they
existed. Where they came from or why they existed were of no
importance. They were the essence of my being. I had absolutely no control
over them and now they were helping Sally control me. I could try to
suppress my inner desires, adhere to conventional thinking and continue to
live my life as I had done until now. Or I could allow Sally to continue
with my transformation.
       Sally's words and actions had removed all the obstacles that crowded
my conscious mind. I no longer had a valid reason to keep my feelings and
desires suppressed. Sally not only accepted my feelings but was encouraging
me to accept myself as the person I truly wanted to be. I finally said,
"Please don't be angry with me Sally. Yes I want to wear as many articles
of lingerie as I possibly can.
 Please continue dressing me." Sally told me to sit on the bed as she
rolled the dark nylons up my smooth legs and attached them to the straps of
my garter belt. Next came French cut tap pants with pretty lace on each
side and a black half slip with two inches of lace around the hem. The half
slip just covered the tops of my nylons. Sally slipped black four inch
heels on my feet and told me to stand up.  The heels were a good two inches
higher then those of the mules. As I stood, I felt I would surely topple
from this new height. "When walking in heels such as these not only do you
need to take short steps but you must always put your toes down before your
heels," she said. Sally told me to practice walking because she needed to
use the bathroom.
       Sally closed the bathroom door and I proceeded to walk gingerly
around the room. I walked with tiny steps for fear of toppling over. As I
walked, I could feel the taughtness of my garter straps that tugged at my
nylons. I could feel the tightness of my corset and my panty girdle that
gave me a very womanly looking waist and flat crotch. I was glad I had an
ass that was considered large for a man because it now made my ass very
womanly looking. I liked my womanly looking ass surrounded by lycra and
silk. I liked the feeling of my slips swishing around my legs as I
walked. I practiced until I felt comfortable walking in the heels. Again
words entered and registered in my subconscious. Words such as my corset,
my slips, my nylons, my panties, my womanly looking ass, my garter belt, my
swishing hips and my high heels.
               Sally returned, complimented me on my walk and said it was
time to finish dressing me. She picked up a very sexy lace encrusted, push
up bra from the dresser and said, " This will be the start of giving you
the illusion of breasts. I can't wait to see how you will feel when you are
wearing a bra."  Sally held the bra out and I slipped my arms through the
shoulder straps. Sally was standing in front of me and as she reached
around me to close the clasp of the bra her satin-covered breasts touched
my chest. I could feel her hard nipples as she moved against me. I wondered
what it would be like to have real breasts like Sally. Sally seemed to read
my mind once again. As she was inserting a pair of pads into the bra cups
she said, "These will give you the appearance of real breasts but they will
not feel the way mine do. Wouldn't you like to have real breasts? If you
had real breasts, you would be able to tease your lover with them the same
way as I am teasing you."
               Sally was moving from side to side as she talked to me and
rubbing her hard nipples against my false breasts. She still had her arms
around me and pulled the back of my bra away from my body and let it snap
back. She did the same with the shoulder straps. As the bra and straps
snapped against my body I knew I wanted to wear a bra for the rest of my
life. I wanted to feel the tightness of the bra around my breasts and the
tugging of the straps against my shoulders.
                  All at once I began to feel an exquisite tightness
beginning in my bra. It seemed to be pushing all my flesh upward and toward
the center of my chest. As I looked at my chest, I could see real cleavage
between the lace encrusted bra cups. It really did seem to me that I had
real breasts. The sight of twin mounds protruding from my chest and the
cleavage between them made me lightheaded. I felt a stirring between my
legs as I was again sexually aroused. I couldn't believe I was looking at
my own body adorned with feminine lingerie and getting sexually
aroused. Sally knew what I was thinking and feeling because she had a look
of complete satisfaction on her face. She merely smiled and said, "It is
truly amazing what these new wonderbras do for flat chests isn't it Donna?"
I had no answer as I was caught up in my sexual urges and found myself
running my hands over my breasts. Sally said, "That's enough of that my
pet. We've still got more dressing to do and maybe when we are through I'll
let you have some relief."
                 Sally had me raise my arms and dropped a beautiful black
camisole over my head and arranged it around my bra-covered breasts. The
bodice had a plunging neckline that was surrounded in lace. Sally then
raised the most gorgeous lace covered full slip I had ever seen in the
air. As I looked up into the folds of this feminine garment, I knew it was
a view reserved only for a woman. I raised my arms and as the slip floated
down over my body I knew I would have no more doubts about my new
world. The slip and camisole were fitted so they adhered to every curve of
my body. The shoulder straps and bodice were reinforced with elastic which
molded them to my new shape. The slip had the same plunging neckline as the
camisole and there was lace everywhere I looked from bodice to hem.
          Sally had me stand in front of the mirror so I could see my new
shape. Staring back at me was a very sexily dressed woman. She was wearing
black lingerie, nylons and four inch spiked high heels. She had the
classical hour glass shape that enhanced the sexy lingerie she was
wearing. She exuded sexuality and as a man I knew I would have wanted to
take her to bed. As I turned sideways, I got another image of the woman in
the mirror. Her pert breasts protruded from her chest like twin mounds.
They were soft and round and I looked at her deep cleavage surrounded by
lace. Her stomach and crotch were as flat as a board.  Her ass was the kind
of ass any woman would be proud to have. It jutted from her narrow waist
and flowed into a beautiful set of hips. Her nylon-covered legs and the
high heels she was wearing added to her sexuality. This was definitely my
kind of woman I thought. My years of masculine thinking were responding to
the image in the mirror as a man would. Suddenly reality hit home. This was
not my kind of woman. This was not a woman I would ever have a choice about
taking to bed. The woman in the mirror was me. My subconscious asked, " If
my conscious male mind reacts to this woman in this way how are men going
to react to her."
           Sally came up behind me at the same moment that thought was
going through my mind. She began kissing my neck and slipping her tongue in
and out of my ears. "I have never had anyone turn me on the way you do,
Donna. Even Terri never got me this hot when she wore this lingerie," she
said. She ran her hands over my entire silken encased body and kept telling
me how beautiful and sexy I looked.  She found every strap of my lingerie
and the elastic bands of my half slip and panties. She took her time
pulling on each one and letting them snap back against my body. My
subconscious registered each snap with an exquisite shiver. The feeling of
each snap would remain as invisible but indelible marks on my naked
body. My subconscious no longer had a choice accept to cover these marks
with the same kind of feminine garments that now adorned them. Sally pulled
the lacy hems of my slips up so I could see the white of my thighs between
the black lace of my nylons and panties. She snapped the garter straps of
my corset, one at a time against the white flesh of my thighs sending
sexual shivers up my spine.  Once again implanting my flesh with indelible
markings.
             Sally rearranged my slips and began playing between my legs
with one of her hands. Somehow she found my real nipples under my wonderbra
and began squeezing them with the fingers of her other hand while
continuing her playing at my crotch. She had her pelvis ground against my
ass and I could feel the hardness of her clitoris. Sally began thrusting
her clitoris into my ass as if it were a cock. As she did this she said,
"Someday soon I will show you my double headed dildo that Terri so loved. I
know you will learn to love it as much as she did my pet." Sally's entire
body suddenly tensed and I knew she had reached an orgasm. The thought of
Sally's words about her dildo frightened me but also excited me. My
subconscious registered the words love and dildo along with my causing
Sally to orgasm.
           My penis was aching from trying to escape the prison of my panty
girdle. Sally sensed my frustration and said, "I promised you a reward if I
was pleased with your progress today. Now I will keep my promise while I
teach you yet one more lesson you will need to learn as a woman. Pull your
slips up and your panties down." As she said this, she dropped to her knees
in front of me. Sally unsnapped my panty girdle releasing my hard
penis. "Watch carefully as I show you how to give a proper blowjob".
                "I have never liked sucking a man's cock.  My father not
only forced me to suck his cock but also to have sex with him. He did the
same to my sister Terri. Terri saved me many times when I was younger by
letting my father use her instead of me. That is the reason Terri and I
became lesbian lovers. Somehow Terri was able to maintain relationships
with men but she always preferred women to men the same as I do. I think
the reason I have always been tomboyish and worked so hard at being strong
was to stop my father from abusing us. When I became old enough and strong
enough I was able to threaten my father to get him to stop molesting us. I
think that is what caused him to drink even more than usual and eventually
it killed him. I was so repulsed by what my father did to myself and Terri
that I have always felt threatened about having a relationship with a
man. That is until now. But you will never be a threat because I will be
the one to control this relationship. You will be my woman with a male sex
organ. As my woman I may decide to have you suck a cock even if it is only
my double headed dildo. So you see you will have no choice whether or not
you like sucking cock. You will do it if and when I tell you to my pretty
sissy," she said.
              Sally took my erect penis in her mouth and proceeded to give
me a long lingering blowjob.  She licked and sucked until I was ready to
explode. She seemed to know just how long to lick and suck my cock and when
to stop to keep me from exploding in her mouth. Just when I would be ready
to orgasm she would remove my penis, lick my cock and suck on my balls. I
watched in awe as she sucked my penis in and out of her mouth. It seemed as
if she would be able to swallow all of me if she so desired. Her mouth and
lips alternated between reaching the base of my penis and just sucking its
head. While I watched Sally, my subconscious mind registered the thought of
what it would feel like to have an erect penis in my mouth. Would I be able
to suck another mans cock it wondered? I already knew if Sally told me to
suck cock that I would be unable to refuse. As these thoughts were
registering in my mind Sally finally brought me to a climax and swallowed
every drop of my sperm. The intensity of my orgasm was so great I dropped
to my knees and threw my arms around Sally. We lay there hugging and
kissing while I recovered. When Sally felt I had come down enough she stood
up, removed her robe and told me it was time for me to return the favor.
         I assumed a kneeling position in front of Sally and I arranged my
lingerie so I could feel the hems of my slips touching my nylon-covered
legs as I readied myself for eating her pussy. I willing performed oral sex
on Sally but I couldn't help spending most of my time sucking on her
enlarged clitoris. My subconscious registered me sucking on a man's cock as
I did. Sally played with her breasts as I sucked. "If you suck some man's
cock the way you are sucking my clit you will make a fine little
cocksucker," she said. Just as she said that Sally grabbed my hair and
pushed her clitoris and pussy into my mouth as she climaxed. Sally sat on
the vanity chair as she recovered from her orgasm with my head in her
lap. "You will do just fine as a woman my pretty one and we will have many
more sessions like this," she said.
       Sally left me sitting on the floor and went into Marge's
bedroom. When she returned, she was carrying one of Marge's satin waitress
uniforms along with a frilly black apron trimmed with white lace. " I have
to go to the hospital to speak to Doctor Ted about you and it is time for
you to earn your keep around here. Stand up so I can put this uniform on
you," she said. I wondered to myself why Sally needed to talk to a doctor
about me as I stood up to allow her to dress me in the uniform.
             Sally once again used her fingers to find the cavity she
needed into which she could position my testicles. Finding it, she once
again pushed my testicles upward and arranged my flaccid penis between my
legs. She then snapped the crotch of my panty girdle. In my mind I knew
even without a lock it would be as effective as any medieval chastity
belt. Sally's power over me was growing with each step I took further into
Donna's world. And I loved each new step.
             Once my slips and panties were arranged properly she dressed
me in the uniform and tied the apron around my waist. The hem of the
uniform just covered the lace of my slips which in turn barely covered the
tops of my nylons. As I looked at my legs in the mirror, I couldn't believe
they belonged to me. They were as shapely as any woman's legs I had ever
seen. Wearing high heels and the shortness of my uniform with just a hint
of lace at the hem made them look longer and sexier. Sally had left the top
three buttons of the uniform open so I could see my cleavage and the lace
of my lingerie. The uniform hugged every curve of my body. With the short
skirt of my uniform and my exposed cleavage I knew I could make a lot of
tips if I were really a waitress.
                Reading my mind yet one more time Sally said, "You may one
day have to earn your keep wearing that uniform to work. You would
certainly excite all the male customers at Marge's bar with your tits ready
to pop out of your uniform top. All you would need to do is to bend over a
table and that gorgeous ass of yours would come into full view.  Those
pretty panties and lacy nylons would make quite a sight for all the male
customers. I am sure you would have all of them falling all over you
dressed like that. They would all be having sex with you in their minds and
would be fighting each other to date you. But since you belong to me you
will wear this uniform only for me for now. While I am gone, I expect you
to thoroughly clean the house," Sally said. "I also expect you to iron your
nightgown, robe and our pajamas along with last nights' lingerie," she
added. Sally didn't see me smile as I anticipated doing that task. I would
save it for last because I knew I would get aroused as I always did when I
ironed my mothers lingerie.
         I didn't realize just how tightly the uniform fit my body until I
started to clean the bedroom. It was tailored in such a way that it clung
to my ass and hips but narrowed around my thighs and legs. It was designed
to show every curve of the body. The tightness of the skirt not only forced
me to take short steps but also followed every move of my ass and
hips. Between the smoothness of the nylons on my legs and the sleekness of
the double layers of my satin slips my uniform was constantly riding up my
legs. First I saw the lace of my slips exposed, then the lace edged tops of
my nylons and finally the tabs of my garters came into view. It seemed I
would be spending more of my time pulling the skirt of my uniform down then
I would be cleaning. Looking at my cleavage surrounded by lace and
constantly seeing the lace of my slips and nylons as I rearranged my
uniform skirt kept me in a constant state of arousal.
      Sally finished dressing just as I finished cleaning the bedroom. She
gave me a long passionate kiss while her hands roamed over my ass. Sally
said she was excited about seeing Doctor Ted because he was going to be
instrumental in my transformation. She reminded me that I belonged to her
and that no matter how aroused I became I wouldn't be able to do anything
to relieve myself. "I control your sexual desires now and I will decide if
and when you get relief," she reminded me one more time.
         Sally left to go to the hospital and I resumed my chores. I
finished cleaning upstairs and as I made my way down the staircase I
learned another lesson that only women wearing high heels know. The first
time you go down a set of stairs wearing high heels is a hazardous
experience. I found myself holding on to the handrail to keep myself from
falling. When I finally reached the bottom of the staircase and began
walking on the marble entree I thrilled to the sound of my high heels as
they clicked on the hard surface. I was once again able to walk with the
swishing movement I had done on the soft carpet upstairs. Except now I
could hear every step I took as the marble echoed the clicking of my high
heels. My subconscious registered the clicking of high heels as a sound
only a woman would make as she walked across the entree. I wanted to hear
that sound whenever I walked across the marble entree.
          I spent the next two hours cleaning the rest of the house
anticipating Sally's return. When Sally returned she was extremely
excited. She told me Doctor Ted was more then willing to help with my
transformation. Sally explained that Doctor Teds specialty was working with
transsexuals. He was experimenting with a new technique that was not yet
approved by the hospital. Even though he had been successful with every
patient he used his new technique on, the hospital was reluctant to allow
him to continue for the fear of lawsuits.  Sally said that she felt I was a
prime candidate for his experimentation. She told the doctor all about me
and my reactions to wearing women's clothing. They had both agreed to use
me in his research. I started to ask Sally just what this experimentation
entailed when she looked at me and said, "Remember you are mine and I have
decided to let Doctor Ted use you as he pleases. If we are right, you will
be the most beautiful woman looking man on the face of this earth. If we
are wrong, you will become a full time woman with all the proper female
organs. Either way you will be my woman. I hope Doctor Ted is successful
because I prefer you as a woman looking man. I really don't want to waste
that beautiful sex organ you have between your legs."
         Sally took me in her arms and kissed me passionately. I melted in
her embrace and said, " I will do anything to please you Sally. I know I
belong to you and I will be happy no matter how the experiment ends."  We
were talking in the kitchen when Sally began kissing me. I put my arms
around her neck and our tongues were playing in each others mouths. Sally's
hands roamed over my entire body but they always returned to my ass which
she finally pulled tightly to her body. She worked the skirt of my uniform
and the layers of my slips upward until they were bunched around my
waist. She pulled my panties down with her hands until they were at my
knees. She raised one of her feet and used it to push my panties to my
ankles. She backed me against the kitchen table and raised me up so that I
was sitting on the table. She unsnapped my panty girdle and stroked my
erect penis. While she played with me with one hand she somehow undressed
herself with her other hand. She told me she wanted to fuck me one more
time before we started the experiment just in case I turned into a total
woman and lost my male sex organ. She said she wanted to make it a fuck to
remember.
             Sally unbuttoned all the buttons of the uniform and
practically tore it off of me. "I want to see you in all your sexy lingerie
as I fuck you. I want to use that gorgeous cock of yours surrounded in lace
just in case it ends up being the last time I get the chance to use it,"
she said. Sally pulled my legs around her waist and proceeded to thrust
herself against me. She played with me for a while as I lay spread out on
the kitchen table and finally she slipped my cock inside her moist pussy. I
was definitely in the position of the female in this sex act. I looked at
my legs wrapped around my lovers back and saw the straps of my garters
attached to my lacy nylons. I saw my high heels crossed at the ankles to
help pull my lover further inside of me. I saw the lace of my slips bunched
at my waist as I matched my lover as she thrust in and out of me. I had my
arms wrapped tightly around my lover's neck and I could feel the silkiness
of my lingerie as I slid back and forth on the table matching her
thrusts. Sally's tongue was in my mouth as I greedily sucked it. Sally and
I orgasmed almost simultaneously.
           After resting awhile Sally once again dressed me in the uniform,
put on her clothes and said, "Doctor Ted is coming over soon to give you a
complete physical examination. He is having some hospital equipment
delivered along with the drugs we will need to complete your
transformation. I want him to see you fully dressed so he can appreciate
just how beautiful you will be as a woman.  Besides I know you are not
going to like this but we need to undress you totally during the procedure.
We will need to keep you naked and sedated for about a week while we do the
procedures that need to be done. Once the procedures are completed, you
will not only be able to wear all the sexy feminine clothing you wish but
your body will not require any padding." Just as Sally finished telling me
this the doorbell rang. Sally quickly brushed my hair and told me to answer
the door.
             I started to resist when Sally said, "That will be Doctor Ted
and I know he is as anxious to meet you as I am to have you meet him. It is
time you got started having someone else other than me see you as the woman
you want to be my pet, so go and open the door." My hand was shaking as I
reached for the doorknob. I was also excited about what Doctor Ted's
reaction was going to be seeing me dressed as a woman. I opened the door to
find not only Doctor Ted but two delivery men carrying a hospital
bed. Having three men staring at me at one time caused me to freeze in the
doorway. The delivery men were looking me up and down and smiling. I had
the feeling they were undressing me with their eyes. Their eyes finally
stopped moving and I found them staring at my exposed cleavage. It was both
unnerving and exciting. They were looking at me as a woman and obviously
found me attractive. Doctor Ted broke the mood and said, "I am so glad to
meet you Donna. Sally was correct in her assessment of you. You are very
beautiful. If you allow these men to take their eyes off you long enough to
make their delivery we can get on with our work." I know I was blushing as
I thanked the doctor and moved out of the delivery mens way.
     Sally said, " Show the delivery men where your room is Donna so they
can set up the bed." I walked in front of the delivery men on my way to the
staircase. As I walked across the marble entree and heard the clicking of
my high heels my subconscious took over and said, "Make sure you give them
I good view of your ass." I took very short steps and could feel my skirt
and slips swish against my legs as I walked. I was hoping they were
enjoying the view as much as I was enjoying the feeling of knowing they
were watching my ass sway in front of them. As I walked up the stairs, my
skirt began riding up my legs first exposing my lacy slips and then the
tops of my nylons. I had to stop halfway up the stairs to rearrange my
uniform. As I did one of the delivery men bumped into me. He excused
himself saying he hadn't seen me stop. His hand was touching my ass and he
was smiling at me. When he didn't move away from me I quickly straightened
my clothing and practically ran up the remaining stairs. I pointed out my
room and started back downstairs as fast as I could. I was embarrassed
because another man had touched my ass with his hand but my subconscious
was happy because he had been touching me believing he was touching a
woman's ass.
                  I hadn't realized Sally and Doctor Ted had been standing
in the kitchen door watching the delivery men and me as we made our way
upstairs with the bed. Doctor Ted smiled at me but Sally looked upset as I
made my way down the staircase. When I reached the bottom Sally said, "I
can't blame that young man for wanting to touch your ass. That was quite a
tease show you put on for those men, wiggling your ass the way you did. If
you ever do something like that without my permission, I will pull that
skirt of yours up and spank that pretty ass until you are in tears." Doctor
Ted admonished Sally by saying, "It's really not all Donna's fault you
know. You are the one who dressed her so sexily and taught her to walk with
her ass and hips swaying so suggestively. Just looking at Donna dressed the
way she is now and watching her walk has the effect of saying, I am a woman
ready for sex. If you didn't want the delivery men to see her dressed the
way she is you should have locked her in another room. Once we have
completed the procedures, she will be even sexier looking than she is now
and you will need to learn to control your jealousy."
             The delivery men came down the stairs just as Doctor Ted
finished. They went outside to get the rest of Doctor Ted's supplies. Sally
came over, gave me a hug and said she was sorry about what she said. She
handed me two five-dollar bills, telling me to give them to the delivery
men and to thank them for helping us. As the delivery men were putting
everything in my bedroom, I stood by the kitchen door waiting for them to
leave. I couldn't help looking at my exposed cleavage with the lace of my
slip and camisole surrounding the twin mounds protruding from my chest. As
I looked down my body and saw the wideness of my hips I couldn't help
running my hands over them and my ass. I felt myself getting aroused
again. If I was getting aroused looking at my cleavage and touching my ass
I knew I was probably having the same effect on them. As they were leaving,
I held out my hand to the one who had touched my ass to hand him the
tip. He took my hand and raised it to his lips kissing it every so
gently. "The doctor and Sally are correct, you are extremely beautiful and
sexy," he said as he smiled at me. I know I blushed with embarrassment at
his compliment as I thanked him for his help. He held onto my hand as if he
didn't want to let go. I felt strange having another man not only kiss my
hand but also hold on to it as if it belonged to a woman. He finally
released my hand and both delivery men left.
                 Sally came up behind me, put her arms around me and as she
kissed my neck she said, "That young man is really turned on by you, not
that I can blame him. Did he turn you on?  Maybe you would like to go out
on a date with him. What would you do if he wanted to kiss your mouth like
he kissed your hand? What would you do if he put his hand between your legs
and discovered your little secret?  He wouldn't think you were so sexy
then, would he? Don't worry your pretty little head about anything like
that happening. You will never be in a position like that unless I choose
to put you there. Right now I want you only for myself and as long as you
please me it will stay that way. We have a lot of work to do to complete
your transformation and we need to get started".
         Doctor Ted had been upstairs preparing my room for his procedures
while Sally was talking to me and called to us to say he was ready to
begin. We went upstairs and when I entered my bedroom it had taken on the
look of a hospital room. The delivery men had moved the canopy bed and
replaced it with the hospital bed. There were gauges and monitors along
side the bed along with various stands to hold whatever medications would
be needed. There was an examining table with stirrups on one end. I
wondered how it would feel to have my legs in the stirrups and all my
private parts exposed for the doctor to see.
              I didn't have time to finish that thought as Sally unbuttoned
my uniform and pulled it over my head. She removed my half slip and pulled
up the hem of my full slip to be able to remove my panties and panty
girdle. Sally reached between my legs and as she took my penis out from its
hiding place it sprang to life. She then somehow removed by bra without
taking off the camisole or full slip. She said she would let me enjoy the
rest of my feminine garments until Doctor Ted needed me naked.
         Sally said it was now time for Doctor Ted to examine me. For the
first time I was able to take a good look at Doctor Ted. He was very tall
and had a muscular build. He had dark wavy hair and the most beautiful deep
blue eyes. He was wearing green hospital scrubs and had a stethoscope
around his neck. He had broad shoulders and a narrow waist. If I didn't
know he was a doctor I would have guessed him to be a body builder. He was
very handsome and the kind of man any woman would admire. All at once I
realized here I was dressed in sexy lingerie, nylons, high heels and my
subconscious was admiring a man's body.
                As that thought was going through my mind Sally put her
arms around me. She whispered in my ear, " I saw you admiring Doctor Ted's
body my pet. He is a gorgeous man isn't he." Sally was playing with my
nipples and erect penis. " How would you like to have sex with him? I know
Doctor Ted would like to have sex with you because he is bisexual," she
added. As Sally was stroking me through the silk of my lingerie I looked at
Doctor Ted and saw him smiling at me. My subconscious registered his smile
along with the pleasure I was feeling. Sally stopped her ministrations and
said, " I will leave you with that thought until after your
transformation. Now I will leave you and the doctor alone so he can examine
you."
               Doctor Ted told me to take a seat on the examining table so
we could begin. As I walked to the examination table, my penis made a tent
out of my slip. I had a hard time getting into a sitting position because
of my erect penis. When I finally did, I found that my slip had ridden up,
exposing my lacy nylon tops and the tabs of my garters. Doctor Ted smiled
and said, "You are definitely one of the sexiest men I have ever seen. I am
going to do everything in my power to keep that gorgeous sex organ between
your legs intact. We will take care of your erection as soon as I finish my
examination. Sally has requested that I extract some sperm from you in case
you turn into a total woman. If that happens, she wants to impregnate you
with your own sperm. That way you can have your own baby. It is my belief
that will not happen but I will do as she has asked."
            After taking all my vital signs Doctor Ted told me to lie down
on the examining table. When I laid down, he told me to put my feet in the
stirrups so he could do a rectal exam and also extract my sperm. As I
raised my legs to put them in the stirrups, I realized I was still wearing
my high heels.  Doctor Ted smiled as he took one leg at a time and while
holding it half way up my calf removed my shoes. After positioning my feet
in the stirrups he pushed my slip up my thighs exposing my nylons, garter
straps and my garter belt. He told me to raise my ass so he could push my
slip up to my waist leaving all my private parts exposed.
                 As he did this, his hands brushed my thighs and ass. I
felt strangely excited at his touch and my subconscious hoped he would
continue. Much to my subconscious minds disappointment he stopped and sat
at the end of the examining table. I watched as he put on a pair of plastic
gloves and reached for a tube of lubricating gel. I was wondering what he
needed the gel for just as I felt him begin to insert a finger in my ass. I
stiffened as I felt his finger begin its entree. He told me I would need to
relax in order for him to be able to complete his examination. As I
relaxed, he began a slow in and out movement with his finger that I found
quite pleasurable. I also found myself aroused by the in and out thrusting
of his finger. Doctor Ted finished his rectal exam and removed his
finger. He handed me a plastic cup telling me he would need my help to
extract my sperm. He told me he would do the milking of my penis as Sally
had requested. He told me to let him know when I was ready to ejaculate and
hand him the cup to collect my sperm. He once again told me to relax
because he was again going to insert his fingers in my ass. He said since
he knew it aroused me it would make extracting my sperm much easier. He
told me to close my eyes and think of myself as a woman in a doctor's
office getting a physical examination. The doctor reinserted first one
finger then two and eventually three fingers into my ass. He was working
them in and out as he took my penis in his other hand and began to slowly
masturbate me. I couldn't resist playing with my nipples through the silk
of my camisole and slip as I closed my eyes and enjoyed his
ministrations. I knew I shouldn't be enjoying having a man masturbate and
finger fuck me but he was a doctor. My subconscious registered the anal
pleasure I was experiencing from a man with my desire to please
Sally. Doctor Ted was doing what Sally told him to do to me and I wanted to
please Sally.
           " Are you enjoying your first experience with anal sex my pet?"
Sally asked as she replaced my hands with hers. I can see you seem to be
enjoying it. After the procedures are complete and if you are not turned
into a total woman I am going to teach you to love it. Even if you become a
total woman, I will teach you the joys of complete anal penetration. I
couldn't resist the urge to come and see your reaction to Doctor Ted's
ministrations for myself. I also want to make sure we get a good load of
sperm from you in case we need it for your impregnation should you become a
complete woman. Now I just want you to relax and enjoy the experience. I'll
be sure to catch your sperm as you orgasm," she added as she took the
plastic cup from my hand. My subconscious again registered anal sex with
pleasing Sally as she began kissing me. At Sally's command the doctor sped
up both his finger fucking and his masturbating of me. I orgasmed almost
immediately. I lay there enjoying the intense feeling of my orgasm as the
doctor and Sally collected and bottled my sperm. "Now it is time to put you
to sleep so we can finish your transformation. Get up and go stand by the
bed and I will undress you, Sally said.  As I did as Sally told me I
wondered just what they were going to do to me.
                Sally came over to me and reached down to the hem of my
slip and pulled it over my head.  The camisole was next to come off. When
Sally removed my corset, garter belt and nylons I felt as if I was somehow
losing my feminine identity. Sally seemed to know what I was feeling as she
helped me into the hospital bed. " When we finish the procedures, you will
not need a corset my pet. If you wish, you will even be able to go
braless. But I think you are the kind of man that will always want to wear
a bra and as much feminine lingerie as possible. Now I am going to let
Doctor Ted explain what the procedures entail so you will understand why we
need to keep you naked for the rest of the week," she said.
              As Sally prepared to insert an I V into my arm Doctor Ted
explained what he was going to do to me, by saying, " My procedure involves
taking selected tissue from certain parts of your body. I genetically alter
this tissue using just the right amount of female hormones. I then use the
altered tissue to make a serum that I inject back into the area I want to
alter.  The hormones are very potent and the changes take place in a few
days. In your case I will be working mainly on your breasts and
waistline. I will also work on your Adams Apple and face. My technique also
involves a form of oriental acupuncture. I surround the area to be altered
with needles to cut off the flow of the female hormones thus altering only
the area affected by them. This is where the danger comes in. If I don't
effectively block the desired area the hormones will leak through and enter
your system turning you into a woman completely. In all the cases I have
worked with so far it was a complete transformation that was desired and I
have been totally successful."
         " I have also worked with women to use my technique as an
alternative to implants. I use the acupuncture technique to only alter the
area they wish to change. Since Sally has requested and in your case I
agree, to have you keep your male sex organs intact, this will be the first
time I am attempting this procedure. I am confident that I will be
successful but if I am not the worst that will happen is that you will
become a woman with all the proper female genitalia. Since Sally and I
agree I am going to do all I can to keep that gorgeous sex organ
intact. Now it is time for you to go to sleep and let Sally and I proceed."
As Doctor Ted finished his explanation Sally opened a clamp and allowed a
drug to enter the tube in my arm and I drifted into never land.
              As I opened my eyes, I had the feeling that I had just seen
Sally open the clamp to put me to sleep. The first sight I beheld was that
of Sally's smiling face. "Welcome back my pretty one," she said as I tried
to enter the real world once again. "You have been unconscious for almost
two weeks but I am sure you will be most delighted with the results of
Doctor Ted's work. Since everything went so well the first few days, I
decided to have him make some other changes to your body also. I'm sure you
will approve of what we have done once you get a chance to see them for
yourself.
                Now it is time for you to get up and start to move around
again." I felt very weak as I sat up in bed. I was in the canopy bed
between the satin sheets and there was no sign of the hospital equipment
anywhere. I was dressed in a blue silk nightgown with a deep plunging
neckline and lace around the bodice. The cleavage of my breasts was totally
exposed and I knew I was wearing a bra because I could feel a tightness
around my breasts. I could also feel straps pulling against my shoulders as
they supported the weight of my breasts. Reality hit home as I fully
realized that my breasts were really my breasts. I couldn't help touching
them through the lingerie I was wearing. As I did their large aureoles
hardened and sprang to life as I felt a stirring between my legs.
                     Sally was smiling at me as I played with my new
breasts and said, " They are absolutely gorgeous aren't they my pretty
little one. Although I can't really say that now since Doctor Ted gave you
a set of thirty-eight D breasts. They are going to prove to be a challenge
until you get used to them protruding from your chest, the way those
do. Once you do, we will have a lot of fun with them.  Because they are so
large you will always have to wear a bra for support. I know you like the
idea of being able to wear bras anyway. As she finished, Sally took my
hands away from my breasts and helped me sit on the side of the bed. As I
got into a full sitting position I felt as if I were sitting on a set of
cushions. My ass had always given me a similar feeling but for some reason
this was totally different.  Once again Sally smiled and said, " I see you
can feel one of the other changes I had the doctor make.  You had a very
cute ass before but now it is absolutely gorgeous. I had the doctor add a
couple of inches to your hips and ass. Since your ass belongs to me anyway,
I wanted it shaped my way.
                 Sally reached between my legs and began playing with
me. It was then that I realized the stirring between them was my
penis. "Yes my pet, as you can see the doctor did his best and saved this
beautiful sex organ for all me. I told him as a form of reward.  I might
let him have sex with you when I got used to your new body. I don't know
when that might happen because I doubt if I will ever tire of using you,"
she said. Sally helped me stand and took off my nightgown.
               She led me to the full length mirror which she had moved
from her room into mine. I was not prepared for what I saw in the mirror. I
didn't recognize the woman reflected there. Even though I knew I was
standing in front of the mirror this woman could not possibly be me.  Her
long blond hair was a mess. Her face was not a face I recognized. I did not
have those kind of luscious full lips.  They were the kind of lips Terri
had. As a boy I used to masturbate thinking about Terri's lips, those kind
of lips wrapped around my cock. My subconscious registered the thought of
those kind of lips and sucking cock. The woman's face was soft and totally
smooth while her neck showed no sign of an Adams'Apple. Her eyebrows were
thin and arched which made her eyes seem even larger than they were. She
had long curly eyelashes. Her nose was small and very cute. She should be
wearing some makeup I thought to myself.
                   As I looked down her body, her large brassiere-covered
breasts were protruding from her chest.  Her deep cleavage and her push up
bra seemed to make them look as if they were trying to escape. Preferring
to show off their naked beauty. Her hard nipples were clearly visible
through the material of her bra. Her waist was so tiny compared to her
breasts, wide hips and ass that she almost looked Barbie Dollish.  The
panties she wore were skin tight. Between her long sexy legs I could see
the tenting effect in her panties caused by her erection. I was thinking to
myself that the erection didn't belong with the rest of her body. As I
looked at this woman dressed in lingerie and exuding sexuality, I could
feel my own erection in my panties. I was so turned on looking at this
woman I began to reach for my erect penis at the same time she reached for
hers. Suddenly the full impact of Doctor Teds' procedure hit me. Her hand
reaching for her penis was my hand. Her erection was my erection. Her
gorgeous face and breasts were my face and breasts. Her tiny waist, wide
hips, beautiful ass and sexy long legs all belonged to me. I was this
woman.
                   "This can't be me," I said out loud. My voice was
another surprise as it was extremely high pitched. Obviously the result of
the removal of my Adams'Apple and the female hormones the doctor had
used. I knew I would have no problem speaking as a woman with such a high
pitched voice as I now had. Sally had been behind me all the time watching
me as I watched the woman in the mirror disbelieving what I was seeing. She
came up behind me and said, "Yes it is you my pretty one and now you know
what it is I like to see in a woman. And I can tell from your erection that
you also like the same thing in a woman as I do. You came out exactly the
way I planned. I am going to get a great deal of pleasure from using you as
my sex toy. All I will need to do to turn you on is to have you stand in
front of a mirror and look at yourself. I knew Sally was right. I realized
that by merely looking at myself in a mirror would keep me in a state of
sexual arousal for as long as I lived.
           I want you to take a shower and then we are going to go to the
beauty parlor and get you a complete make over. Don't bother doing anything
with your hair. I have laid out some clothes for you to wear.  It is about
time you begin learning to dress yourself anyway.  I have some fresh
lingerie for you to wear laid out with the rest of your clothing. I will
help you with the panty girdle after you shower but you can do the
rest. Don't even think of masturbating in the shower." I quickly showered
and although I had an erection from soaping my new feminine shaped body I
didn't masturbate because of Sally's command. My subconscious registered
Sally's command as an answer for my need to be submissive to a woman. I
dried and powered my body and returned to the bedroom.
           Once again Sally used her fingers to do away with my erection
telling me she had plans for us after the beauty parlor.  She positioned my
testicles and penis between my legs and snapped the panty girdle shut. I
walked over to the dresser and looked at the clothing Sally had laid out
for me to wear.  Being naked I was able to get the full impact of what
having breasts meant. Without a bra the weight of my large breasts seemed
to want to pull me forward. They didn't sag a bit and stood straight out
from my chest but I finally felt their full weight. I liked the way they
felt even though they did seem to get in the way of my arms as I moved.
          I had to admit I was a little disappointed at Sally's choice of
clothing. I picked up the pink nylon bra and liked the way it felt but I
would have proffered something lacier. It was quite an experience getting
the bra positioned to accommodate my new breasts. Luckily it was the kind
of bra that had the clasp in front. I put on the plain, pink panties and
slid them up my legs along with the thigh high pink nylons Sally had laid
out. There was also a plain pink silk blouse along with a short denim skirt
that I grudgingly put on. At least the blouse was silk and formfitting. It
showed off my large breasts nicely. I could see the outline of my bra
through the silk blouse. I slipped low heeled pumps on my feet and told
Sally I was ready to go.
                     Sally was dressed only in sweats and gym
shoes. Compared to her I guess I was pretty sexy looking even though I
didn't think so. Sally read the look on my face and said, "The reason we
women go to the beauty parlor wearing no makeup, our hair and nails a mess
and dressed casually is so we can appreciate what beauticians do for
us. Besides my pet you would look sexy wearing a gunny sack. I am bringing
a change of clothing for each of us to wear after we finish getting
primmed. I will only be getting my hair and nails done but you are going to
get the works. Sally gave me a long passionate kiss and played with my
ass. She said I wouldn't be disappointed with her plans for tonight so I
should relax and just enjoy my first experience as a woman at the beauty
parlor.
                My first ride in a car dressed as a woman was quite
unnerving. Sally's car was a small sporty model and as I sat in it my skirt
rode all the way up my legs exposing the tops of my nylons and my creamy
thighs. Sally simply smiled and said,. "I can see you have a lot to learn
about being a woman.  You don't look very ladylike with your skirt up
around your ass. It is quite sexy though and if I didn't know better I
would think you were trying to turn me on. We will have to practice having
you sit like a woman. Now straighten out your clothes so we can get going."
I pulled my skirt down as far as I could which barely covered my nylon tops
and we drove to the beauty parlor. As we arrived at the beauty parlor, I
was surprised to find it was the one I had gone to with my mother. I was
more careful getting out of the car and my skirt didn't ride up as far on
my legs as it did when I sat down. But I couldn't help exposing my legs
past my nylon tops much to the enjoyment of the parking attendant who gave
me an appreciative smile.
            As we entered the beauty parlor memories of sitting watching
the unkempt women enter as I had done as a boy not that long ago flooded my
mind. I remembered thinking what it would be like to be one of the women
about to get a complete make over as I had often done while waiting for my
mother. Now I was about to find out. It turned out the beautician that
would work on me was the same one that used to wash and cut my hair. I was
worried that she might recognize me but as she shampooed my hair she showed
no sign of recognition and asked me my name. I told her it was Donna and
that I was a friend of Marge and Sally. I also told her I would be living
with them from now on.
           After washing my hair she touched it up at the roots with
peroxide.  After setting my hair she opened a brand new kit of makeup. She
explained that this was the latest and most expensive makeup on the
market. She said it was the closest to a permanent coloring of the skin as
you can get. It would last for a full month with only minor touch up. She
also said a lot of her beautician friends were worried that this type of
makeup would hurt their business. She thought the opposite, feeling that
women would be hesitant to apply it themselves for fear of making a
mistake. Since any mistake they made would stay with them for at least a
month. I know I would never be one to apply it on my own because I also
liked the idea of being pampered.
          As she worked on my eyes she said, "Your hair and eyes remind me
of a boy that used to come in with his mother. She died a couple of weeks
ago and he just seemed to disappear. Someone said he left to try and find
his father. I don't think we will ever see him again. He was such a nice
quiet boy and never complained no matter how long his mother spent here. He
always seemed to be enjoying himself.  I remember telling him he was to
pretty to be a boy. His mother showed me a picture of him when he was
dressed in a Cinderella costume wearing a small amount of makeup. I always
hoped I would somehow get a chance to give him a complete make over the
same as you are getting. I knew he would look absolutely gorgeous.  I hope
he will be alright on his own because he is so small and delicate looking."
I wanted to tell her not to worry about the boy because I knew he was doing
just fine but I stopped myself. I wondered what she would think if she only
knew how much that boy was enjoying himself as she performed her magic on
his face. I also wondered what she would think if she knew she was getting
her wish to give that boy a complete make over.
         While she worked on my face and hair the manicurist was busy doing
my toenails and fingernails.  My nylons had to be removed in order for her
to do my toenails. She offered to take them off so we didn't interrupt the
beautician as she did my makeup. As she removed my nylons she seemed to let
her hands roam slowly over my legs.  She gave me a very sensual foot
massage which was both relaxing and stimulating. She also massaged my
calves. Although I couldn't be positive it seemed to me she didn't want to
stop her massage at my knees. She then painted my toenails a bright shade
of red. After applying false nails to my fingers she also painted my
fingernails the same shade of red. I couldn't believe how much sexier I
felt with long fingernails. They made my hands as feminine looking as they
could possibly be.
                              I knew they would also require some getting
used to as I tried to rebutton a button that had come undone on my
blouse. The manicurist noticed my dilemma and told me to relax as she would
be glad to help me out. As she gathered my blouse to fasten the button her
hands brushed against my breasts. She seemed to take quite a while with the
button and it seemed to me she was enjoying feeling my breasts. She smiled
and said she wished her breasts were as beautiful as mine. I felt a tingle
between my legs at her touch and thanked her for the compliment. She asked
me if I was going to get a massage because she was also a masseuse and
would really enjoy giving me one. I couldn't believe a woman was telling me
she was jealous of my breasts. And from the way she was acting wanted to be
able to also touch my body all over. I wasn't sure about getting a massage
but I knew I wouldn't be able to let this woman give me one. Although the
thought was very stimulating.
               The beautician broke the mood by telling us that I was not
getting a massage. The manicurist asked if I wanted her to put my nylons
back on and seemed disappointed when I told her I had a complete change of
clothes with me. She told me to think about getting a massage the next time
I came in to get my hair done. She finished by telling me how beautiful I
looked and she hoped I would be coming back soon.
               The beautician waited for her to get out of hearing distance
before telling me I had to watch out for the manicurist because she was
gay. She said she hit on all the woman especially the beautiful young ones
like myself. I laughed to myself wondering what the manicurist would think
of me if she knew what was between my legs. And if she would still want to
hit on me. The beautician said she was finished and told me to go into the
changing rooms. She said Sally was waiting for me. Sally let out a whistle
as I entered and told me to look at myself in the mirror. I had to agree
with Sally, I was absolutely stunning. Sally told me she would help me
undress and dress until I got used to my new nails. She said my clothes for
the evening were in the changing room. She said she would help me this time
because she was sure I would ruin my nails if I tried to dress myself.
                Sally was wearing a robe and as we entered the changing
room she removed it so I could see the lingerie she was wearing. It was the
first time I ever saw Sally wearing lingerie. She had on a very lacy black
push-up bra. The black thong bikini panties she was wearing showed off her
ass beautifully.  Around her waist she wore a black garter belt with a rose
in the center just above her pussy. A pair of black silk laced topped
stockings were attached to a set of three garter tabs. She was also wearing
black spiked high heels. The effect of the nylons and high heels made her
legs extremely sexy looking.  This was the sexiest I had ever seen her look
and I couldn't help telling her what I thought. She thanked me for the
compliment and said I was starting to bring out a little of the woman in
her. Since today was special she would indulge me. Seeing me dressed in my
lingerie and knowing how much the sight of it turned me on made her want to
dress sexy for me. She told me that I would not see her dress this way very
often. She reminded me I was the one who would be the sex object in our
relationship and would be the one wearing sexy lingerie. I was terribly
aroused and wanted to make love to her on the spot but she would have none
of it saying she had plans for us later.
             Sally told me it was time for me to get dressed or we would be
late for our appointment. I tried to ask her where we were going but she
said I would find out soon enough. Sally removed all my clothing including
my panty girdle exposing my erect penis. The nipples of my breasts were
hard and she played with them for a few minutes getting me even more
aroused. "It's too bad we have no time to continue with this my pet," she
said as she once again squeezed my penis at just the right spot causing it
to go flaccid. Even though I was completely frustrated I thought I will
need to have her teach me that trick now that I had such a womanly looking
body. It definitely put the woman in control of a man's erection. I was
surprised when Sally told me she was not going to put another panty girdle
on me. I was wondering how I would be able to hide my penis. I knew I would
never be able to control my erection between my new womanly looking body
and wearing sexy lingerie as Sally said I would be doing from now on.
               Sally opened a locker that contained my clothing telling me
to turn my back as she did. " I know you no longer need a corset but you
look so sexy wearing one I want you to wear this," she said as she wrapped
the garment around my waist. I couldn't tell what color it was as I looked
straight down because my breasts were in the way. It made me realize why
women have full length mirrors.  Especially if they had large breasts such
as mine. It was the only way they could see the rest of the front of their
body. Sally tightened the corset around me and I was surprised to find it
actually felt comfortable. It was not a boned corset she explained because
I was only wearing it for effect and not support.
                  It had four straps on each side to hold up my nylon
stockings. Sally was holding the stockings she would soon attach to those
straps. " I had these made especially for you my pet. They are actually two
sets of silk stockings. The inner stockings are as black as coal and pure
silk. The outer stockings are made of a combination of nylon and pure white
silk lace. So you see my pretty sissy you will have the effect of white
lace against dark nylon that you like so much. I know it has always aroused
you to see the lace of slips and panties set off by dark nylons. Now you
will have that same effect all over your legs. The double layers of nylon
and silk against your skin and the tugging of these tabs will also help
keep you in a constant state of arousal," Sally said as she rolled the
stockings up my legs and attached the laced edged tops of them to the tabs
of my corset.
               My penis was hard once again and jutting straight out from
between my legs. As Sally fondled it and my breasts she said, " I'm not so
sure you are going to like these new panties I had designed for you but
they will eventually teach you to control your erections. Then again you
just might find them sexually stimulating. Sally was holding what appeared
to be a pair of beautiful red silk french cut panties in her hands. They
were trimmed in lace around the v-shaped leg openings and the slit at the
crotch. Sally said she had them slit in front so I could leave them on
during sex. Sally slid them up my legs and stopped as they reached the tops
of my silky nylons. She let the elastic hold them in place while she caused
my penis to become flaccid yet one more time. As she slid them around my
hips and ass she slipped two rings that were sewn into a heavy cotton panel
on one side of the panties around my cock.
              Sally explained that the rings were made of fine polished
ivory and had been designed according to Doctor Ted's specifications. They
would keep my penis in a natural position so that it hung to the right side
of my body against my leg. The rings were larger then my penis and the
panties were definitely much more comfortable then the panty girdles. I
could get the sensuous feeling of my silk lingerie touching the bare flesh
of my hips and ass without losing the effect caused by the lycra of the
tight panty girdles.
                 Sally then slipped a red lace encrusted camisole with a
built in bra over my head. After fitting my arms through the bra straps she
arranged my breasts in the built in bra cups. The bra cups of the camisole
were made of two layers of silk that covered my breasts to the tops of my
large aureoles.  The rest of the bra portion of the camisole was all red
lace. The tops of my breasts and the cleavage between them were clearly
visible and surrounded in red lace. As Sally moved behind me she put her
arms around me. She took my erect aureoles in her fingers and began
squeezing them through the double layer of silk covering them. I loved the
feeling and couldn't help running my hands over my silken encased ass and
hips. As I did I felt my penis begin to stir and I knew an erection was
about to follow.
              "Now you will see what your panties are designed to do my
pretty sissy," Sally said. As my penis hardened I felt the rings tighten
around it. Just as I reached the height of my erection the ring at the base
tightened at the same spot Sally had been squeezing with her fingers. The
ring was as effective as Sally's fingers and I lost my erection
immediately. Sally continued massaging my breasts while she slipped her
tongue in and out of my ears. My penis became erect until the rings
tightened and my penis went limp again. She caused me to come to an
erection, only to lose it immediately, three more times before she finally
stopped. " I wanted to be certain the panties would do their job. As you
can see you had better learn to control that sex organ," Sally said as I
nearly collapsed from sexual frustration.
                 Sally told me to raise my arms over my head as she
gathered a full length red silk slip in her hands preparing to drop it over
my head. The slip was absolutely the most exquisite article of feminine
lingerie I had ever seen. It was tailored to fit over the camisole and
follow the shape of my body like a second skin. The bodice of the slip
consisted of a single layer of red silk covered by a layer of lace that
ended at my waist. An elastic band was sewn in at the waist line causing
the bodice to cling to my breasts and the top half of my body. It left the
top half of my breasts exposed the same as the camisole did. The exposed
tops of my breasts and their cleavage were surrounded by red lace which
continued up to the shoulder straps of the full slip. From my waist the
slip flowed down to barely cover the tops of my lacy nylons.The skirt
portion of the slip was plain silk that ended with a two inch wide band of
red lace surrounding the hem.The black nylons under all the white lace
still clearly showed off the shape of my long legs. The skirt portion of
the slip flowed over my hips and ass and seemed to mold itself to them. I
now had four layers of silk and lace covering the lower half of my breasts
and the cleavage between them. As I looked down at this gorgeous and sexual
sight I couldn't keep my hands off my breasts and began to fondle
myself. Sally quickly stopped me saying, "You don't need to do that my pet
because before this night is through your breasts will be well
exercised. Just keep looking at them and remember who helped you get them."
              I was wondering what Sally meant by that last remark when she
told me to walk around the room to see if we would need to adjust the
length of the slip. She said she wanted to see if I remembered how she had
taught me to walk before my transformation. As I walked I could feel my
silk and nylon encased legs rubbing against each other. I felt my slip
swish against my hips, my legs and my ass. My arms seemed to be constantly
bumping against my breasts much to my subconscious' approval.  My
subconscious was taking more and more control over my conscious movements
as I swayed my ass seductively hoping for Sally's approval. Sally smiled as
I walked towards her and said, "Doctor Ted was right, you do walk like a
woman who is ready for sex. Tonight you are going to find out what sex as a
woman is all about. Are you ready to truly become a woman Donna?"  My
subconscious caused me to shiver in anticipation while my conscious
searched for words in an effort to answer Sally's question.  Sally
interrupted my thoughts by saying, "There is really no reason for you to
answer my little sissy. Since you are my sex toy I have already decided for
you."
             Sally was satisfied with the length of the slip and said it
was time to finish dressing.  Sally once again told me to raise my arms.
As I looked up I beheld a sight reserved primarily for women and only a few
select men. I found myself staring into the inside of a beautiful red silk
dress Sally was holding. As that woman's dress floated down over my newly
shaped feminine body my subconscious caused me to once again revel in the
feeling. It knew I belonged not only in the dress but also in this new
world. It knew it was only a matter of time before my conscious truly
accepted it also. My subconscious knew once my body experienced sex as a
woman there would be no room in my conscious mind for any thoughts about
belonging in this wonderful new world. A world Sally and Doctor Ted had
made possible.
        After zipping me into my dress Sally slipped four inch red spiked
high heels on my feet. Sally then took a pair of diamond earrings from a
jewelry box and proceeded to push the studs through holes in my ears and
secured the clasps in the back. The earrings were a long dangling type. As
I moved my head they gently brushed against my cheeks. It was the first
time I realized that I had pierced ears.  Sally smiled and said, "I pierced
your ears while you were sedated so you wouldn't have to go through any
discomfort." Sally next took a pair of small diamond studded earrings and
also pushed the studs through another set of holes in my ears. Not only had
she pierced my ears, she had done it twice. Sally fastened a diamond
necklace around my neck and slipped a diamond bracelet around my
wrist. Sally picked up a watch and just as quickly put it back in the
jewelry box saying, " I don't know what came over me. There is no reason
for you to know what time it is. I will be controlling every minute of your
life from now on." She then selected a cocktail ring and slipped it on my
ring finger. "Now you are ready to face the outside world as a woman.  Go
take a look at yourself and see if you agree," she said.
       The mirrors in the changing rooms were three sided so an entire view
of the body could be seen by merely turning your head. I walked to the
mirrors and once again could not believe the image they reflected. The
woman standing in front of the mirrors was definitely dressed for sex. Her
long platinum blond hair framed her beautiful face and hung half way down
her back. Her eyebrows were highly arched to accentuate her beautiful blue
eyes. Eye shadow and eye liner made her eyes seem even larger than they
truly were. Dark mascara lengthened her long curly eyelashes. Her full lips
were coated in bright red lipstick that matched the color of her
fingernails. My subconscious told me they were the kind of lips meant to be
kissed or wrapped around a man's cock.  The red silk dress she wore clung
to her body, leaving nothing to the imagination as to its shape.  The tops
of her breasts and the cleavage between them were exposed showing a hint of
the lace of the lingerie surrounding them. Her large breasts protruding
from her body so provocatively, almost begged to be felt. Her tiny waist,
wide hips and gorgeous ass were clearly outlined by the tightness of the
silk encompassing them. Any man given the chance would have a hard time
keeping his hands off of them. Her dress ended at the middle of her thighs
leaving most of her legs exposed. Her long legs covered in black nylons and
white lace along with the red spiked high heels she wore added to her
sexuality. Everything about this woman exuded sex. A woman dressed this way
could have only one thing on her mind. And that was to attract a man.
      This was my conscious minds reaction to the reflection of the woman
in the mirror. The male portion of my mind was getting aroused by staring
at this woman. This was the kind of woman it had always dreamt about being
able to take to bed. This was the kind of woman any man would like to take
to bed. My subconscious enjoyed reminding me once again that it was my
image the mirror reflected. It was my womanly shaped body dressed to
attract men. It was my womanly shaped body any man would like to take to
bed. And Sally said tonight was the night that she decided I would truly
become a woman.
                While I was admiring myself in the mirror Sally had gotten
dressed. She came up behind me just as my conscious mind was in the process
of accepting what my subconscious mind had registered in it. "You are truly
a gorgeous womanly looking man my pet. Now it is time to show you off to
the rest of the world and have you learn what sex as a woman is all
about. I am going to leave by the back door but I want you to go out
through the beauty parlor. I want all of the women to be able to admire
what belongs to me. Especially that gay masseuse. I want her to eat her
heart out seeing you dressed the way you are. I will be waiting for you out
front in a limo. So don't take too long. This will truly be a night you
will remember for the rest of your life I promise," Sally said as she
kissed me passionately.
               Sally surprised me by the way she was dressed. She was
wearing a black form fitting silk blouse that showed off her breasts
nicely. I could see the outline of her lacy bra through the material of the
blouse. Her black silk slacks clung to her ass and hips. The legs of the
slacks flared at the bottom and gave the appearance she was wearing a long
gown. She was still wearing her black spiked high heels. She had applied
eye shadow and mascara to her eyes and had earrings clipped to her ears. A
cocktail ring and bracelet finished her ensemble. Her nails were polished
with a light shade of pink nail polish that matched her lipstick. "This is
the most femininely I have dressed in years and it is all do to you my
pet," she said as she went out the door.
                 I took one final look at myself in the mirror, left the
dressing room and opened the door to the beauty parlor. The gay masseuse
was the first woman to notice me as I entered the beauty parlor. I couldn't
help but notice her mouth water as she looked at me. "I hope the man in
your life realizes just how lucky he is to have a beautiful creature like
you," she said as I walked by her. I thanked her for the compliment and
said, "I know for sure one man in my life realizes just how lucky he is and
how lucky he will be tonight." The rest of the women were all oohs and aahs
as I walked through the beauty parlor. My subconscious basked in all the
attention I was receiving. As I exited the beauty parlor I found the
limousine waiting for me . The driver gave me a very appreciative smile as
he opened the door for me.
             We drove to a downtown hotel where Sally had made dinner and
room reservations for us. The limo driver gave our luggage to the doorman
who in turn handed Sally the keys to our room. Sally told me we were to
have dinner with the man she had chosen to be my lover for tonight. I asked
Sally who he was and she merely said it didn't matter to me who he was. I
would just have to be happy with her choice. She told me the restaurant was
on the other side of the lobby. She said she wanted me to go in front of
her so she could enjoy watching my body as I walked across the lobby. The
lobby of the hotel was all marble. As soon as my subconscious registered
the clicking of my high heels it took over my conscious movement. It caused
my hips and ass to sway as seductively as I was able to move them. It
wanted everyone man or woman to notice me. And they did. It seemed every
man's head turned as I walked by. I saw more then one women nudge her man
in the ribs for staring at me as I walked by him.  My subconscious was
definitely enjoying all the attention my body was receiving. My conscious
was feeling more and more comfortable with my womanly shaped body.
              As I reached the entrance to the restaurant I found Doctor
Ted waiting for me. He was dressed in a dark blue suit, white shirt and
blue tie. My subconscious again registered just how handsome a man he was
as it remembered Sally's words about rewarding him for all his help. My
subconscious found the idea very appealing. He gave me a big smile as I
approached and opened his arms to embrace me.  As I put my arms around him
he pulled me to his body and gave me a long passionate kiss. My arms were
around his neck and for some reason I pulled him to me to return his
kiss. I had never kissed a man before but my subconscious was controlling
more and more of my conscious actions. It just seemed the most natural
thing to do. He was the man responsible for my womanly shaped body. He was
the man Sally decided would be the one to teach me about sex with a man. He
knew I was a man and he still wanted to kiss me. So why shouldn't I return
his kiss. I had to admit I liked the way it felt.  My subconscious wanted
me to form an opening with my lips to let him slip his tongue inside my
mouth so I could suck on it. My conscious agreed but since we were in a
public place that would have to wait till later. I couldn't believe how
easily my conscious agreed with my subconscious this time.
                Sally tapped me on the shoulder saying, "You two will have
plenty of time for that later.  Now it is time for us to have dinner." As
we made our way through the restaurant Doctor Ted kept his arm around me as
if to remind everyone that I belonged to him. At least for tonight
anyway. We were seated in a private booth that was secluded from the main
restaurant. I slid in on one side of the table and Doctor Ted sat next to
me. As Sally sat down across from us she said to me, "I want to be able to
see every expression on your face and watch every movement of your body as
Ted seduces you my pet.  As close as you two are going to become tonight I
think Donna should stop calling you Doctor don't you agree Ted?" Doctor Ted
agreed as he put his arm around my shoulder and squeezed my thigh very
gently.  Ted ordered a bottle of wine and we each had two glasses before
dinner.As Sally and Ted made small talk about the hospital he would move
his hand from my shoulder to my waist. Each time his hand found my breast
as it went by, gently brushing my hard aureoles sending shivers of
anticipation through my body. From time to time he would massage my back or
my neck but he spent most of his time moving his hand from my shoulder to
my waist. Ted's hand found my thigh time after time and he would gently
stroke it for a while before returning to his food. With each stroke my
subconscious gained strength over my conscious. The wine was also helping
my subconscious. I saw Sally smile as she watched Ted's hands.  She seemed
to know exactly what his touches were doing to me by the expressions on my
face. Throughout dinner whenever Ted's hands were in full view Sally would
smile again as she ran her nylon covered foot up my legs. The rings around
my penis were receiving quite a work out from their teasing. Between the
two of them I remembered little of what I ate. I did find that I could eat
only a small amount of food with my new body. I seemed to become full with
only a few bites of food.
                   Sally excused herself saying she needed to go to the
bathroom. She didn't even ask me if I needed to go. She wanted to leave me
alone with Ted. As soon as Sally was out of the booth Ted pulled me to
him. " You are the most exquisite man I have ever met in my life. I am
going to enjoy teaching you about sex as a woman, he said as he kissed me
full on the lips. I didn't need any urging from my subconscious as I formed
an opening with my lips and began sucking on Ted's tongue.  Without
thinking I found myself stroking Ted's cock through his pants. As he kissed
me he had one hand behind my head while his other hand was busy playing
with my breasts. We continued our foreplay until I couldn't take any more
sexual frustration from the rings and begged Ted to take me upstairs. All I
wanted to be able to do was remove my panties and get some relief. Sally
returned just as I was in the middle of stopping Ted's advances and heard
me begging Ted to take me upstairs. As she sat down she once again had that
look of total control on her face. Smiling at me she said, "So my little
sissy seems to be ready to learn about sex as a woman. Even though you have
my permission and Ted seems to be anxious to take you to bed you must tell
us exactly what you will do tonight my pet. I will let you think about your
answer on the elevator ride up to our rooms." Ted once again put his arm
around me possessively as we left the restaurant and entered the elevator.
           Upon entering the elevator my conscious mind suddenly took over
as it realized the total consequence of the situation I was in. I took
Ted's arm from around my waist and moved away from him as I listened to my
conscious minds reasonings. It knew I was a man. It knew my real name was
Don not Donna. It knew as a man I should not have been kissing another man
and sucking his tongue. It knew I should not have been playing with his
cock. It knew I shouldn't be thinking about taking off my panties for
another man. It knew a real man would not be thinking about going to bed
and having sex with another man. Sally was watching me as I moved away from
Ted and seemed to know what I was thinking as she always did. She didn't
say a word until we were inside the room. She told Ted to take a shower and
give her a few minutes alone with me. Sally closed the adjoining door
between the rooms as Ted went to take a shower.
                             She slowly unbuttoned her blouse and removed
her gown like slacks. She stood in front of me dressed in her sexy black
lingerie, nylons and high heels."Do you like what you see Donna?  I know it
turns you on to see me dressed this way. I know you like the sight of sexy
lingerie on a woman's body as much as you like the sight of it on your own
body. I have told you I also like the sight of sexy lingerie on your
body. That is why Ted and I gave you such a womanly shaped body. So you
would be able to wear all kinds of sexy lingerie and women's clothes all
the time. But to truly understand what wearing sexy lingerie and dressing
as a woman means you need to learn what sex as a woman is all about. This
is the reason I have dressed you so sexily. This is the reason your hair
has been permed and your makeup applied so flawlessly. So you will be
sexually attractive to a man. That
 is why Ted is here tonight and why you will have sex with him. Sally came
over to me and stepped behind me. She unzipped my dress, took my arms out
of the sleeves and pulled it over my head. She led me over to the full
length mirror and once again moved behind me.
             " I know what your conscious mind is thinking my pet. It keeps
telling you that you are a man.  It is telling you a real man would not
enjoy being seduced by Ted or want to have sex with him. Look in the mirror
my little sissy and tell me what you see. Tell me if you see an image that
reflects anything manly about your appearance," Sally said. As she was
talking to me she put her arms around me and was playing with my breasts. I
could feel her hard aureoles rubbing against my back as she played with
mine. She pulled her panties down far enough to expose her clitoris and
began thrusting it into my silk encased ass. She kept playing and thrusting
against me, adding to my sexual and emotional discomfort until I felt her
shudder and reach an orgasm. As Sally came down from her orgasm she told me
to look in the mirror. My subconscious took over as it registered the
reflection in the mirror. It told me to take a good long look at my
reflection. It told me there was nothing the least bit manly about my
appearance. It told me the image was that of a woman dressed for sex. It
reminded me Don no longer existed. That I was now Donna and would always be
Donna. It reminded me just because I had a penis between my legs that I was
no longer a real man. I was now a woman with a male sex organ. It was hard
not to agree with my subconscious as I examined the reflection in the
mirror.
              Sally turned me around, took me in her arms and gave me a
long french kiss. While playing with my ass Sally broke off the kiss and
said, "Have you forgotten that you belong to me my pretty sissy? Did you
really think you would have a choice in what was going to happen tonight? I
showed you how to give a proper blowjob to a man and I expect you to give
one to Ted. Ted and I have given you a womanly shaped body and saved that
male sex organ for my use. It will do you no good to even think of it as
belonging to a man. It belongs to me and will be used only when I want it
used. I could have been selfish and taken your womanly virginity with my
dildo but I wanted your first experience to be with a real cock. I want to
see you with a real cock between those luscious full lips of yours. I want
to be close enough to see your face as his cock enters your gorgeous
ass. You and I both know you want to go to bed with Ted and have him take
you as a woman. Now go knock on the door and invite him in.
              As I walked towards the door my subconscious reminded me
Sally was right. It registered the fear and doubt I was feeling with the
trepidation any woman feels once she has decided to surrender her virginity
to a man. Even though Sally made the decision for me to surrender my
virginity to Ted my subconscious had also made the same decision. It was
only what was left of my conscious male mind that was still fighting my
taking the step across the final threshold into my new world. It knew once
I crossed that threshold there would be no turning back. As I anticipated
crossing that final threshold I raised my hand and knocked on the door
telling Ted I was ready.
                        When Ted opened the door he was wearing only a
short back silk robe and slippers. His dark hair was still wet from his
shower.  The fresh fragrance of cologne was in the air. He was smiling the
same way he smiled when I first met him.Only now he reminded me of the
delivery men in the way he was looking at me. He took me by my hands as his
eyes roamed over my body. I could see an erection starting as his robe
began to tent in the front. "You have the most incredible body I have ever
seen.  When Sally told me the dimensions she wanted for your body I wasn't
quite sure how you would turn out. But as usual she knew exactly what she
wanted and you are absolutely gorgeous. That lingerie you are wearing is
the sexiest lingerie I have ever seen. Now you must tell us what it is you
will to do tonight," he said as he pulled me towards him. Once again I was
in his arms with his tongue between my lips as I greedily sucked on it. I
could feel his hard cock as it made its way between my legs forcing the
layers of silk surrounding my own cock to part as I felt his cock brush
against mine. His hands were all over my ass pulling me closer and closer
as he began thrusting his cock into the folds of my slip and panties. His
thrusting only caused the rings to frustrate me once again. He broke the
embrace as Sally said, "You still have to tell us what it is you will to do
tonight Donna."
                   My conscious made another attempt to stop my
subconscious from taking over completely but found itself losing once again
as I submissively said, "I will do whatever Sally wants me to do. I will
experience sex as a woman tonight. I am Sally's sex toy and will always be
her sex toy. I belong to her and she has decided that I will be your lover
tonight. Sally was behind Ted watching my face as I said those words.
Smiling triumphantly Sally looked me in the eyes and said,"All your words
are true.  Now you must admit consciously that you also want to do what you
have said. You must admit that you will be doing all these things because
you truly want to do them and not just to please me. Let Ted and I hear you
admit your true feeling in your own words." My subconscious knew Sally was
right. My admission would be another blow to my conscious male mind
increasing Sally's power over me even further.  As a wave of total
submission flowed over me I said, "I will suck Ted's cock and let Ted fuck
me as woman because I want to learn what it is to be in the position of a
woman during sex. I want to lose my womanly virginity to a real cock while
Sally watches. I love being submissive and being told what to do. Yes I
truly want to do all these things because I want to do them for myself and
not only to please Sally."
             With a look of complete authority on her face Sally said,
"Since you like to be told what to do I want you to take Ted to bed my pet
and give him the kind of blowjob I showed you how to give."  Ted picked me
up in his arms and carried me to the bed. It made me realize just how small
I was in comparison to him. I wondered if he was as large between his
legs. I knew it wouldn't be long before I would find out. He gently laid me
on the bed removed his robe and began a slow series of kisses all over my
face and neck. He freed my breasts from the confines of the slip and
camisole and began sucking on my hard nipples. As he sucked on one breast
he would massage and squeeze the other. I had never experienced such an
exquisite feeling in my life. The effect on my penis was driving me crazy
and I asked Sally if I could remove my panties. "Not just yet my pet. I
want to see you to give Ted some head first," was her only reply. As I got
into a proper cocksucking position on the bed I put my breasts back into
the silky confines of the slip and camisole they enjoyed so much. I
arranged my slip so as to have the freedom of movement I would need as I
went down on Ted.
                   Sally came over to the bed and moved a chair so she
could get a front row seat as I sucked Ted off. Ted rolled over on his back
in anticipation. From my half kneeling half sitting position I got my first
look at Ted's naked body. His wide neck flowed into very broad
shoulders. His arms were very muscular. His broad chest was covered in hair
which I found myself subconsciously running my hands over. I felt his
nipples stiffen as my hand brushed them the same as my nipples had when he
brushed them during dinner. It felt good to have a chance to tease him
back. His waist seemed tiny compared to his shoulders and his stomach was
as flat as a board. Each of his thighs appeared to be the same size as my
waist. His legs were long and muscular. He could have easily been an exotic
male dancer with a body such as this I subconsciously thought. Any woman
would love to find a man with a body like this in her bed. And I was in the
lucky woman's position in this bed.
                            I don't know at what point it happened but when
I looked at his cock for the first time I found my hand wrapped around
it. One of my hands with their long red fingernails was massaging Ted's
fully erect eight inch cock while the other hand was playing with hairy his
chest. As I played with Ted I bent down and kissed the head of his cock and
licked it with my tongue. I removed my hand from his chest and reached down
to begin playing with his balls. "Take his cock in your mouth you little
sissy. You know you want to. If you were a man and did this you would be
called a faggot. If you still entertain any thoughts that you are a man
then you are about to become a cocksucking faggot. If you accept yourself
as a woman then you are doing what most women do, giving your lover a
proper blowjob. Either way you think of yourself you are going to suck
Ted's cock. Now show me that you learned how to suck properly," Sally said
as she grabbed my ears and pulled my head towards Ted's erect cock.
                   I once again formed an opening with my lips I imagined
would be the right size to allow Ted's cock to enter my mouth. As his cock
slipped between my lips I remembered what my subconscious said about them
belonging wrapped around a cock. My conscious mind was agreeing once again
as it admitted it liked the taste of his cock.Ted's cock felt as smooth as
silk as it slid in and out of my mouth. I sucked his cock until I felt him
tense and knew he was reaching his peak. So I did what I watched Sally do
and let it slip out of my mouth. I began licking the side of his cock and
sucking gently on his balls. I alternated between taking just the head in
my mouth and trying to take the entire length also. I knew I was sucking
him properly as Sally called it because Ted was writhing in ecstasy at my
ministrations. He had his hands on the back of my head running his hands
through my hair when he suddenly grabbed the back of my head. I knew he was
about to come in my mouth. Sally face was only inches from mine as she
watched me suck Ted off and she sensed he was going to come also." Swallow
every drop of his come my cocksucking little sissy and then you can
pleasure me while Ted recovers," she said as Ted began spurting in my
mouth.
              As I finished swallowing Ted's sperm Sally grabbed my ears
and pulled me towards her hairless pussy and clit. I didn't give it a
second thought as I greedily sucked on her enlarged clitoris as if it were
another cock. Sally let me suck her clit for awhile before pushing my head
down to her pussy telling me to lick her to orgasm. She said she wanted her
lesbian lover to worship her with her tongue.  It didn't take long before
Sally was also writhing in ecstasy and grabbing my head to pull it to her
pussy as she orgasmed.
                 As Sally laid on the bed breathing heavily she told me, "
It's time to take off your panties and let Ted fuck that gorgeous ass my
little sissy. I knew you would make an excellent cocksucker and you proved
me right. I really enjoyed watching you with your mouth stuffed full of
cock. I loved watching when you were swallowing Ted's sperm.  Now I want
you to experience the pleasure of anal sex while I watch the expression on
your face."  As I removed my panties my own cock sprang to full erection
and I started to stroke it through the silk surrounding it when Sally
grabbed my hand. " You will get some relief soon enough my pet, just be
patient for a little longer," she said. She laid on her back and told me to
come and lay between her legs. She didn't allow me to enter her but began
kissing me lightly all over my face and lips.
                   She told Ted to see to it that I was properly lubricated
in preparation for his anal penetration. Ted pushed my silk slip up leaving
my naked ass exposed. He ran his hands all over my ass before finally
spreading my ass cheeks with them. I tensed as I felt Ted slip a finger
into my ass as he applied the lubricating gel to my anal opening. He
continued finger fucking me until he was able to insert three fingers into
me and was satisfied I had enough lubrication. I felt his weight shift as
his hard cock brushed against my ass. He reached around me and began
playing with my breasts. As he did I raised up to allow his hands between
Sally and myself so I could enjoy his feeling me up fully. In doing this I
raised my ass only to feel his hard cock pressed against my anal
opening. My mouth opened as I felt myself taking a deep breath. I tensed at
Ted's initial attempt at anal penetration. "I like that look on your face
my pet. Is Ted's cock ready to enter you. I can't wait to see your
expression change as he makes his total entree," Sally said.
               Sally reached down and took hold of my cock placing it at
the opening to her pussy.  "We will each have a cock enter our pussy at the
same time my little sissy. Only you will experience some pain as you lose
your virginity.  It will pass quickly if you relax and don't fight Ted as
he enters you. I will feel only pleasure as you enter me. I want to see
your face as you go from pain to pleasure," she said as she pushed her hips
slowly against mine causing Ted's cock to begin its entree into my ass. I
felt some pain as I knew Teds cock had made its initial entrance. Sally
asked Ted if he had entered me partially and he said that he had. Sally
looked me in the eyes while keeping pressure against my thighs with
hers. "Now it is time to become a total woman Donna," she said as both she
and Ted pressed their bodies hard against mine.
                   I let out a scream of pain as Ted's cock entered me
fully but felt the pleasure of the warm wetness of Sally's pussy as it
engulfed me. Tears of pain flowed down my cheeks. Sally kissed my face and
licked my tears away saying, " Now you are truly mine my pet and we will
show you the pleasure you deserve." Sally laid still as Ted began a slow
series of in and out thrusting with his cock.  With each thrust the pain
slowly subsided and turned to a pleasurable feeling. I found myself pushing
my ass in rythym to Ted's thrusts wanting his cock in even farther than his
eight inches allowed. I was begging him to fuck me harder, faster and
deeper. As I responded to Ted's thrusting I felt Sally begin thrusting
against me in perfect rythymn to our movements. Ted's hands were playing
with my full breasts while Sally's hands were busy squeezing my hard
nipples. Ted used his tongue to further arouse me by slipping it in and out
of my ears. I had never experienced such intense arousal in my life. Every
nerve ending in my body was responding to the touching, sucking and
thrusting of my lovers.
                   I found myself screaming to be fucked and moaning
loudly. Very quietly Sally said,"Slip your tongue in my mouth Donna." As I
did she formed an opening with her lips to suck it into her mouth. She was
sucking so intensly I was forced to remain silent while she and Ted
continued their ministrations. Being unable to speak forced my mind to
respond to the exquisite physical pleasure I was experiencing. As I
responded to the rythymn of my lovers movements I felt a rush of feeling
flowing through my body. It was like the rushing of water in a rain swollen
river as it forced itself against a damn. It started in my head and toes
simultaneously, rushing toward the center of my being. As the intensity of
the feeling grew, realization of just who I was set in. I was neither a man
nor a woman. I was a sexual being. The center of my being was a sex
organ. My being was designed to pleasure either sex. At this moment my
being was pleasing both a man and a woman while realizing the ultimate in
physical pleasure itself. The damn in my conscious mind that had been
blocking my subconscious desires had finally burst allowing my subconscious
desires to flow through and take control of my being.
              Just as that realization sank in I felt Ted's body tense and
knew he was ready to orgasm. I knew I would be soon to follow. Ted made one
final thrust and I felt his sperm flow into my ass.  At that same moment
Sally realeased my tongue. She let out a scream as she also orgasmed. The
feeling that had been building in my own being reached its peak as I also
screamed and let my sperm flow through my sex organ to enter Sally's
pussy. As wave after wave of orgasmic pleasure flowed over me I felt myself
swept into a sea of sublime pleasure. A sea on which I could sail for the
rest of my days in my wonderful new world. None of us moved as tears flowed
down my cheeks. They were tears of joy and submission for finally allowing
my subconscious mind full control in leading me totally into Donna's world.