Date: Tue, 31 May 2005 21:13:55 +0000
From: Felicia Trans <feliciatvnj@hotmail.com>
Subject: Cum and Chocolate (tg)

'Cum and Chocolate'

by Felicia Trans
feliciatvnj@hotmail.com

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Author's Note: My name is Felicia, and some of you might have read my other
stories.
The stories I've written so far are total fantasies but I'm real.
I'm a bisexual person who coincidentally happens to be transgendered ... or
vice versa.
And I could probably be categorized (if you have to categorize) as a no-op
TS.
I have no plans to undergo GRS, I'm in a long term relationship with a
female partner who won't accept hormone therapy, and I'd have had
electrolysis ages ago if I could afford it. If things change in my
relationship, though, I'll be on hormones 10 minutes later and living as
full time as possible.
This story is NOT a fantasy
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It was a typical Tuesday at work, and I was glad the day was over. I had no
plans to go out that evening but I was going out the following night so
after dinner with my S.O. I started getting things ready for the next night.
It wasn't a big deal but it was spring and the weather was unpredictable so
I picked out and ironed 2 sets of clothes.
One set was a spring spaghetti strap dress with 4" dress sandals and a
strapless bra, thong, garter belt and stockings and the other set was a
v-neck dressy tee with 3/4 sleeves with a mini skirt with the same sandals
and a regular bra, bikini panties I could tuck myself in, and pantyhose.

After the clothes were done I pulled out my mirror and plucked a few stray
and newly grown hairs from my eyebrows, tweezed the half dozen hairs that
were all I had on my chest, and trimmed my nose and ears.
Then I gave myself a touch up manicure and pedicure to keep my rather long
nails tapered, buffed them, and sat down at the computer and went through my
emails and responded to some.

A few were from friends and a few were from guys who'd written about taking
me out, and then I went into my 'slut' mailbox and saw there were a few new
ones from ads I'd placed at some cruising sites - I deleted a few, answered
a few, and then went in to watch a little TV with the S.O.

My S.O. knows everything about my transgenderedness. By the time she
discovered it we'd already been together a long time and she tries to be
supportive about it. Once in awhile she'll go out with me as my girl self,
shopping or dining, but most of the time she just accepts and avoids the
details and my girl side remains off to the side with her.

She knows nothing about my sexual side...




The next morning, Wednesday, I got up and went in the shower and shaved my
legs and what little hair I had on my body, leaving nothing but a small
trimmed pubic patch under my navel ring, washed my hair, and left what beard
growth I had untouched.
I'd get that later, and the more stubble I had the smoother and longer
lasting the face shave would be that evening.
Leaving the shower I used body lotion all over, then dressed for work in guy
business casual - but I did put on 3 small graduated silver hoop earrings in
each ear. I drank some coffee, checked for new emails and responded to one
in the 'slut' mailbox, and left for work.

Oddly enough, at work no one really knows about my girl self. I've been
cross dressing as a guy for my whole life and am very good at it and am able
to come across as masculine.
I'm sure most people think I'm odd with the earrings, nails, and eyebrows
but I took the job looking like I do and the average mind still thinks of
transgender only as drag queens or large guys in dresses who can't live
without losing their cocks - and can't make the jump from me to that.
And I learned years ago that sarcasm is a great protective mechanism, and my
acerbic responses when needed usually keep any comments to a minimum.
And I am very good at what I do at work.

I managed to get off work at 2:30 and was home by 3. I took a shower and
shaved closely and lotioned all over, and began to get ready. By 4:30 I was
made up and dressed, and since it was relatively warm I was wearing the
spaghetti strap dress.
And since it was that early, I turned on my cell phone to see who was
around.

One of the places I look for guys are the personal ads on several gay male
cruising sites, which is what I use my 'slut' mailbox for. Every now and
then I'll place an ad that gets right to the point:

The Headline:
T GIRL LOOKING TO SUCK

The Ad:
Passable T Girl, totally smooth, 5'7, 140lbs., looking for guys to suck off
- I'm not the typical guy in panties usually found here.
Your place or my van, your cock in my mouth, your cum swallowed and sliding
down my throat.
Local only, after work/early evening only.
Absolutely no reciprocation, all ages and races OK, regular blowjobs a
possibility.
No obesity or bad hygiene, no CD/TV/TS/TG's, no fucking, no games, be real
(I am)

The Picture:
Me from just below the eyes down, in bra and panties.
With a large hard cock between my red lips.

The ad usually gets pulled within the day for being overly graphic (I
guess?) but I always have a lot of responses by then, and after going
through them I schedule meets with the promising ones, and the ones I like
who are convenient and give me a cell phone number I'll put in my phonebook.

On this particular day I first called Matt, a married guy who worked 5
minutes away who could get off work early but was never around after 5:30.
He answered on the third ring and I said 'Hi, it's Felicia. Need your cock
sucked?'
He laughed, but said 'Sure, if it's soon'
'Usual place, 10 minutes' and hung up.

I left the house and drove to his office complex and parked my conversion
van in the back of his lot, last row facing the woods, and a few minutes
later he showed up. I let him into the front seat, said Hi, and we both
slipped through between the front seats to the back where he sat on the
couch seat and opened his slacks and took off one leg, and I kneeled between
his feet.
He was soft but my mouth quickly took care of that and within a minute I was
softly sucking and sliding my mouth up and down his cock with my tongue
pressing on the underside. As I worked, he talked as usual.
'I still can't get over how pretty you are - I totally didn't expect that'
'The 2 girls I met in the past were basically guys in dresses but you're a
doll'
Then he said 'Can I kiss you?'

I stopped for a minute but left my hand slowly stroking his cock and said
'OK, but real soft, I don't want to mess up my lipstick and makeup. I'm
heading out for the night afterwards'
I leaned in towards him and touched my lips to his lightly and let my tongue
slide out a little, and his tongue met mine.
He pushed in a little but I backed up and kept my lips just barely touching
his and was flicking my tongue against his.

He moaned, which I took as a sign and bent back down to his cock and
engulfed it all the way to the pubic hair and slightly into my throat. He
moaned again, and I began rhythmically sliding my mouth up and down and when
he said 'I'm gonna cum' I moved my lips out to encircle his cockhead and
sucked and licked that and began softly massaging his balls, and then my
mouth was flooded with a warmth as his stream of syrupy sperm emptied itself
onto my tongue. He was quickly done and I swallowed down the musky juices
and leaned back, and as I reached for my purse to get my lipstick he began
pulling up his pants, and by the time I was done with my lips he was
dressed.
'Thanks' he said 'That was really great'
'I'm glad you liked it - I'll give you a call next time I'm out early'
'Please do' he said, and opened the back door and got out, waving as he
walked away.

I looked at the dashboard clock and saw that it was only 5:15, still a
little early, so I got the cell phone out and started calling a few other
guys.
The first two were no answers, the third answered but was on the road and
out of the area, but the fourth was available. I told him to meet me in a
hotel parking lot that I'd be passing anyway in twenty minutes, and he
agreed, so I started the van and headed there and exactly 18 minutes later
pulled into the hotel lot.

Jim was already there in his car so I pulled up next to him and leaned over
to open my door and he got in, and we slipped right through to the back.
He had very little personality but was clean and in good shape and had a
nice cock, about 7", cut and tapered.
Without a word he opened his pants and slid down his jockeys and his cock
popped out. I again kneeled on the carpet and took him right in my mouth and
began to suck and lick and he was rock hard in seconds.

Then as usual he began to talk, telling me what a good cocksucker I was,
asking how many cocks I'd sucked since I blew him last, asking if I liked
drinking cum, etc. He wasn't looking for a response so I just kept working
on his cock, and within a few minutes he asked if I wanted his cum in my
mouth.
I made an 'mmm' noise and as he usually did he reached down and held my head
in place and thrust several times quickly into my throat then held it as he
told me to drink his sperm.

I'd been ready for it so I was breathing through my noise as he erupted and
I felt several pulses in my throat and felt the heat of his cum sliding down
my gullet. He pulled out and I finally tasted his sperm, and before I'd even
gulped down the last of it he was already zipped up and said 'I gotta go,
thanks' and left the van, closing the door after him.

I moved to the front seat as he pulled away and fixed my lipstick, checked
my makeup (which was fine) and combed my hair in the mirror. I saw that it
was still only 5:55, and I started my van and drove to my usual bar where I
was meeting friends for dinner, and got there at 6:15.

My regular bar is more of a social place than a sexual one for me.
I have met guys there but most are of the 'admirer' type, in denial about
their sexuality and more interested in sucking me or getting fucked.
Once in awhile I meet exceptions but they are exceptions - and I'm very
discreet there when I do.

I walked in and went to the bar and got a drink, and after the first 2 sips
the cum taste in my mouth disappeared so I was in total social mode.
A lot of my friends were already there so I walked over to their table and
sat down and said hello.
My friends there are gay males and lesbians, real friends with nothing
sexual between us, and I jumped into the conversations and hung out and
caught up with everyone.
After awhile we all ordered dinner, and when that came I ordered another
drink and we all ate and drank companionably.
At around 8PM some of my friends started leaving so I went over to the pool
table and got another drink at the bar on the way over - soda this time, I
was done drinking alcohol for the night.

There was a regular Wednesday night pool crowd and a half dozen guys were
either playing or had money on the table and I put down my quarters and said
hi to everyone. The pool crowd itself was more on the bi vs. gay side,
admirer types, and had gotten started when there used to be a drag show on
Wednesdays.
Over the past years I'd played with, and blown, all of the guys there except
one (who really was totally straight) but they all were interested in
sucking me as well and either I'd lost interest because of that or they had
when they realized they couldn't make me hard, much less cum.

As far as I know, none of them know about me with the others, and we'd all
remained friends.
For the next few hours we played pool, moving over into doubles, and I was
playing exceptionally well for me. I or whatever partner I had and I had won
every game and by 10 o'clock I was getting tired so I said goodbye to
everyone and started walking out.

Coming up the stairs as I was leaving was Brad, a guy I'd blown once (and
hadn't wanted to suck me in return), and who I hadn't seen in awhile.
'Don't leave' he said 'I've been thinking about you for weeks'
'Show up earlier' I replied with a smile 'I'm tired. But it's nice to see
you too.'
We talked for a few minutes on the stairs and he tried to get me back up for
another drink, but it was getting late so I told him 'I really do have to
leave soon. But if you want to walk me out I'll blow you in the van before I
leave.'
He smiled and we started down the stairs, and outside the door I took his
hand and led him over to my van and we both got in.

He sat on the seat and I kneeled for the third time that night, and leaned
in for a kiss while reaching down to rub his cock through his pants. He was
a good kisser and since I was heading home I wasn't worried about my makeup,
so we stayed there like that kissing, tongues touching, and at the same time
I slowly opened his belt, slid down his pants, and pulled his cock out and
began stroking that softly.

I then leaned down and took him in my mouth and got him rock hard, and then
went back up and kissed him some more.
'Come on down to the floor' I said, and he pulled his pants all the way down
and kneeled also, and we kissed face to face on our knees as I stroked him.
And then I laid down on the carpeted floor on my side, facing his cock, and
he took the hint and pushed his cock between my lips while still kneeling,
and I kept my head steady and sucked and licked at his cock as he began to
thrust in and out of my mouth.
I love the feel of a cock sliding against my lips and moaned, and he said
'ohhh - here it cums' just as his cockhead opened up and his thick hot sperm
began to fill my mouth. I drained him completely but didn't swallow, and
went back to a kneeling position facing him and opened my lips to show the
large pool of cum covering my lower teeth and tongue. Then I gulped twice
while looking in his eyes, and smiled.
'That was unbelievable' he said, and I agreed and leaned in to touch my lips
to his quickly, and told him I really did have to go.
We said goodbye, he left the van, and I moved up to the drivers seat.

I was really thirsty and reached down instinctively for the water bottle,
but decided I'd rather have the strong cum taste in my mouth and throat for
the ride home. But when I pulled into my driveway I quickly drank a whole
bottle of water, both because of my thirst and because if my S.O. was home
and I had to kiss her goodnight she'd taste and smell the cum in my mouth
and on my breath.
But she wasn't awake, and I quickly washed up and fell asleep immediately.




Thursday morning I got up my usual time and went into the bathroom where I
carefully removed the nail polish from my fingers, but left it on my toes,
then got into the shower and carefully washed off the last of the makeup and
perfume before getting dressed, going downstairs for coffee, and kissing my
girl goodbye as I left for work.

Thursday night I had nothing planned so after dinner I quickly put together
clothes for Friday, answered a few emails, and went into the bedroom where
my S.O. was reading. I moved onto the bed next to her and leaned over and
kissed her, and 5 minutes later we were getting naked though I left my socks
on (since she doesn't like anything girl when we're making love).
We kissed and petted for awhile and as usual I kneeled on the bed and leaned
down into her groin and began to softly lick and suck her clit. She reached
over and began stroking my cock at the same time I used my lips and tongue
on her and when she started moaning softly I reached under her thigh and ran
my middle finger over her wet slit to get it lubricated and started rubbing
lightly across her anus as my mouth kept it's rhythm. And when I sensed she
was just about ready I slipped my finger inside her ass and began to vibrate
it inside her as I sucked and licked her clit hard and she exploded against
my mouth with a scream.

I moved up her body to kiss her and she rolled onto her side as I kneeled
before her head and she began to suck my cock softly. As usual, looking down
and seeing my cock slowly sliding in and out of her pretty face I quickly
lost it and exploded into her mouth. She kept her lips around my cock head
as I emptied myself into her, but as soon as I was done she sat up and
quickly grabbed a tissue to spit into - which I kind of liked.
We both lay back and caught our breath but several minutes later we started
kissing again and I was soon hard again, but this time I moved between her
legs as she guided my cock into her, and as I slowly thrusted in and out we
kissed and within a minute she came again, shuddering against me with
another small scream. At the same time she came I pretended to - I could
have cum again but didn't want to ... it feels much better when it builds up
for awhile.




On Friday I was up at my usual time, into the shower where I shaved my legs
and body again - there wasn't much but I hated stubble - and I again skipped
my face, lotioned all over, had coffee, and went to work.
I managed to get off again early and was home by 3:30 and back into the
shower where I close shaved.

I had a dinner date that night so I did my makeup but went a little easier
on the eye shadow and blush and wore a dark pink lipstick with similar nail
polish on my fingers. Underneath I put on a black lace bra and thong with a
black garter belt and stockings, and on top I dressed in a pair of black
dress slacks and a blue green knit top, black cotton cardigan sweater, and a
pair of 3" heeled sandals that were comfortable to walk in. I threw a
camisole in my bag for later.
I was ready by 5PM and had a little time to kill so I got the cell phone out
and the second number I called was answered by a single guy who lived
halfway to where I was meeting my date.
'Hi' I said when he answered 'Want a blowjob?'
'Sure'
'Be right over'

Fifteen minutes later I pulled into his driveway and walked to his door, and
Chuck opened it as I got there. I'd sucked him off numerous times but not
for awhile, and I followed him into his living room.
'I can't stay long' I said, and he nodded and walked over to the VCR and
pushed in a tape and started it, then sat on the couch.
'You look nice' he said, and I heard the movie starting behind me as I
kneeled in front of him. Moans were coming from the screen and I guessed it
was one of the typical gang blowjob movies he liked, and he quickly had his
pants down and leaned back.

His cock was rather small, but rock hard, and I leaned over and took it in
my mouth and started right in sucking fairly hard, my lips and tongue
caressing his cockhead. The chemical smell of poppers hit my nose as he
sniffed from the small bottle, and I kept working on his cock in a steady
rhythm. And not two minutes later I heard him take a long sniff, then moan,
and I was ready as he erupted in my mouth and a large glob hit my throat
followed by three more before slowing to a steady trickle of his secretions.
And I pulled out and swallowed as he leaned back, and quickly got up,
grabbed my purse, and went into his bathroom where I fixed my lipstick,
brushed my hair, and wiped away a small drop of cum that had somehow ended
up on my chin.
Coming out I said goodbye and left, and got in my van and headed out for my
date.

I met my date who was already waiting in the parking lot at a chain
restaurant, and I locked my van and walked over and got in his car, a family
sized sedan.
Frank was a guy I'd met through my regular website and we'd corresponded for
a long time before meeting. He lived 4 hours away, was very married, and had
never been with anyone except his wife who'd been a high school sweetheart.
And he'd never had a blowjob, or anything except missionary position sex for
that matter, before he'd met me. He was a very large guy who was comfortable
being out in public with me since he was so far from his home grounds and
had an extremely large cock - about 8" long and thick with a pronounced
mushroom head.
For the last few weeks we'd been corresponding continuously, and I'd been
asking him what his fantasies were in detail. I rarely do that but I rarely
meet 'virgins' like him either and he'd told me all of them - and virtually
all were mild so I agreed.

In the front seat of his car we said hi, and he reached into the rear seat
and pulled out a wrapped package and handed it to me, and I opened it and
found a large box of Godiva chocolates.
'Thanks, sweetie' I said 'you didn't have to do that'
'I know, but I wanted to' he replied.
The last few times we'd gotten together he'd shown up with a bouquet of
flowers, which was sweet, but the second time he did that I explained to him
that the thought was nice but they were just going to end up in the garbage
in a few hours - I couldn't bring them home and explain them. So the
chocolate was a nice thought.
When I was younger I used to live on chocolate, I think it was a substitute
for the cum I wasn't getting. But when I began to get the cum I craved my
desire for chocolate waned, and I didn't need either the calories or the
occasional pimple.

But I didn't tell him that and instead, despite the crowded parking lot I
reached over and slid down his zipper and pulled his cock out.
He'd recently told me he wanted to sit across from me at dinner watching me
eat and knowing his cock had just been in my mouth, so I leaned over his lap
and took his cock in my mouth and began sucking him softly. He'd just
started to get hard when he said 'Sit up' and I did just as a family of four
walked past his car towards the restaurant and he covered his lap with his
hand - but as soon as they passed I leaned down again to has already
softening cock and started sucking him again. I kept my lips just around the
head so I wouldn't mess my makeup and mostly used my tongue and when he was
totally rock hard I let it slip from my mouth and said 'Let's eat'. He
groaned softly and tucked his cock back in and I pulled down his visor
mirror and reapplied my lipstick, and we got out of the car and I walked to
my van to put the chocolates in before we started towards the restaurant.

The place was packed and we were told it was a half hour wait, so I took his
hand and guided him towards the bar where we ordered wine and talked till
our table was ready. A few guys across the bar were watching me constantly
and I really had no idea if they knew what I was, or were just attracted.
There were mostly families in the restaurant, and the women were mostly
mothers not looking their best, so there wasn't a lot of competition.
Whatever.

We were finally seated in a booth, and after our order was taken I reached
down and slipped my left sandal strap off, then lifted my left foot and
began to stroke his cock under the table with my stockinged foot.
He started getting flushed but didn't move my foot and by the time the
waitress came with the second glasses of wine he was rock hard and I dropped
my foot to the floor.

The food came and we ate and talked, and after he paid the bill we left.
I told him I'd follow him to the nearby motel he'd gotten a room at and he
walked me to my van. I was parked next to another van and there was no one
around so I reached down as we stood there and unzipped him again and slid
my hand in his slacks, then I slipped just his cock out and leaned over and
took him in my mouth and sucked for a few seconds. Then I straightened up
and said 'I'll follow you' and I got in my van and did, back to his room.

We went in his room and I brought my bag in and went in his bathroom where I
undressed down to bra, thong, garter belt, and stockings, and slipped on the
red camisole I'd brought.
When I came out Frank said 'Wow! I'll be right out' and went in the bathroom
himself.

While he was in there I got out my digital camera since he wanted to take
pictures and turned it on, then I turned on all the lights in the room. He
came out of the room naked and though he wasn't in perfect shape, a slight
belly, he wasn't bad looking and his large cock was soft and hanging down.
I sat on the bed and he came over and I handed him the camera and took him
in my mouth, and as I sucked his cock he took various closeups of my face,
looking down.

Then I said 'Let's try this' and I laid on my back on the bed and let my
head fall back over the side and guided his cock into my upside down mouth.
He took a picture, pushed his cock in a little further, took another, and
kept doing that till his cock was several inches into my throat, my lower
lip was against his pubic hair, and his balls were resting on my nose.
Then he began sliding slowly in and out of my throat with the camera
flashing over and over and it did feel cool. Because of the position I
wasn't even close to gagging and I laid there submissively as he fucked my
mouth and throat.

He finally pulled out and I moved over to my side against the edge of the
bed and he began to fuck my mouth again and take pictures from this
different angle. I started gagging a little but adjusted position so he was
sliding into my throat easily and the flashes kept coming as he said things
to me like 'What a pretty cocksucker you are'.

He pulled out again and said 'I want some pictures of you with you eyes open
looking at me' - so he sat in the armchair and leaned back and I kneeled
between his legs and again took his cock in my mouth. I began to slide my
lips up and down his shaft staring right at him as he took picture after
picture of my face with his cock planted in my mouth at various depths, and
then I closed my eyes and he took the same pictures again.

I finally got up and went to pee and fix my lipstick and catch my breath,
and when I came back he was laying on the bed with his head propped on the
pillows. 'Having fun?' I asked with a smile, and he responded 'You are
unbelievable. You have to be the greatest cocksucker ever', to which I
replied 'How would you know? You've never been blown by anyone else' and
smiled again.

I laid down next to him and cuddled in and began to stroke his chest hair
first, then moved down to begin stroking his cock, which had softened in the
meantime.
When he got hard I said 'Let's try something else' and adjusted the pillows
against the headboard and leaned back against them, and guided him over me
with his knees on either side of my shoulders and his cock directly at my
lips.
He pushed into my mouth again and took another picture, and began to slowly
fuck my mouth in that position and take pictures.
I was starting to get a little horny myself as his cock slid in and out
across my lips so I reached down and slipped my semi-hard cock out of my
thong and began playing with myself at the same time. Having a large cock
totally stuffing my mouth was a definite turn on, and when he pushed all the
way into my throat and held his cock there I started moaning and stroking
myself quickly. But when he started actively fucking my throat in that
position I gagged and the taste from my stomach came up into my mouth and I
quickly got soft.
'Sorry' he said, and pulled out as my eyes stared tearing, but my mascara
and liner was waterproof so I wasn't worried about that. I breathed deeply a
few times deeply and said 'That's OK, it's the position.'

He laid down on the bed with his back against the headboard and I got on my
knees on the bed and began to seriously suck him, trying to milk his cum out
now. He was moaning as my mouth had his cock totally sheathed, and the flash
kept going off.
I took his balls in my left hand and began to gently massage them at the
same time and with my right hand I reached between his legs and started
stroking his rectum with my middle finger. Then I slid my finger into his
ass and he screamed softly, and I began to fuck his ass with my finger as I
sucked him strongly. But after a few minutes he said 'I waited too long, I
don't know if I'm going to cum' so I stopped and slid up next to him on the
bed, and we cuddled for a while.

I looked at the clock and said I was going to have to leave soon.
'Already?'
'Not just yet, but soon'
I told him to stand up and then I laid on my back along the side of the bed
and opened my mouth and he stood on the side and ran his cock along my lips
as I used my tongue along his shaft, and he kept taking pictures.
Then I said 'Why don't you jerk off into my mouth?' and he began stroking
his shaft with his right hand as I kept licking and sucking on the head at
the same time, and with his left hand he was taking pictures of it all.
His stroking got faster and he put the camera down and said 'I'm going to
cum soon' so I opened my mouth wide and was just flicking my tongue tip
across his cock slit when he groaned and said 'Here it comes!'

He exploded with a huge thick glob of sperm onto my tongue and teeth, and
kept stroking as his discharge spewed between my lips, and I gathered it in
my mouth till he'd exhausted his juices.
I waited till he picked up the camera and left my mouth open as he took a
few shots of my semen filled mouth, then I closed my lips and gulped twice
and consumed his slippery seed and opened my mouth again for him to take a
picture of my mouth again, now empty but my teeth and tongue still
glistening from the coating of cum still remaining.

We were both exhausted and dropped back side by side against the pillows,
and I entwined with him and rested my head on his chest, but I was quickly
falling asleep so I got up and went into the bathroom and peed and dressed
back in my slacks and top, and went to the sink.
My hair was a total mess so I brushed it out completely, and my face needed
some work also - I had several small globs of cum on my cheek that were
already drying so I dabbed them off with a wet washcloth, then powdered over
that and fixed my lips. And finally I got the camera and put in the bag, and
put on my sweater.
Frank was by the door, and I went over and gave him a light kiss on the lips
(he didn't really like kissing, but tough) and said goodbye, and he said
he'd had an unbelievable time. 'I'll email you pictures' I said, and walked
out the door to head home.




Saturday I got up with a ton of things to do around the house, which I spent
most of the day doing. Later in the day my S.O. and I went out to dinner
(en-drab) and when we got home we ended up in bed, which was almost an exact
replay of our Thursday night. I got her off with my mouth, she got me off
with her mouth and spit the cum into a tissue, and after a short cuddling
break I fucked her till she came ... but this time I exploded inside her and
didn't fake it.

After we laid there for awhile cuddling, I got up and went in the other room
and came back with a wrapped package and handed it to her. She opened it up
and found a box of Godiva chocolates, and was thrilled...




Sunday morning I got up and had coffee and read the paper, and late morning
I went in and took a shower and shaved both my body and my face.
I was meeting a lesbian friend Karen for lunch and shopping and started
getting ready for that.
I did my makeup more subdued for daytime, and my toes were still painted but
I painted my fingernails again.
It was unseasonably warm for the time of year so I dressed in denim capri
pants and wore a light blue cotton camisole bra top under a white opened
blouse. And on my feet were black flat walking sandals and I had a medium
black shoulder bag... and was blonde with shoulder length wavy hair with
thin bangs.

I drove over and picked up Karen and we drove to a few clearance stores - I
headed right for the misses and juniors clothes and she headed right for the
men's department. I managed to pick up a really nice black dress and a few
tops really cheap, she had no luck.
Then we went to an Applebee's for lunch, and we both had a glass of wine
with our meals.
And after lunch we hit a few other clearance stores where she found a pair
of jeans and I found a set of PVC fetish boots, again cheap.

She wanted to go home so I dropped her off and it was only 3:30 PM. So I got
my cell phone out and called one of the guys who had told me he was usually
around on Sundays but whom I hadn't met yet.
He answered from his car and told me he had some time so we arranged to meet
halfway in a hotel parking lot, and I started heading there.
About 15 minutes later I pulled in and he wasn't there yet so I parked in a
spot facing away from the hotel entrance and waited, and about 10 minutes
later he pulled in next to me in a black BMW. I was surprised to see he was
very cute, dark hair and eyes, and when he got out of his car and came over
to my van I saw he was about 6' with wide shoulders and a small waist. I let
him into the passenger seat and he said 'I'm glad you called. I'm really
horny and haven't cum for a week'
'I'm glad you were there - let's go in the back' and I walked through to the
back and he followed and sat on the back seat.

When he opened his pants and dropped his shorts I saw that he had one of the
most perfect looking cocks I'd ever seen. It was firm but not yet hard and
about 7" long, cut with a well formed cock head and thick but tapered at the
end. Above it was a well trimmed bush of almost black pubic hair and hanging
under it were a pair of large hanging testicles covered with fine soft
looking dark hair.

I pulled his slacks off one leg and got on my knees between his feet, then
leaned over and engulfed his cock in my mouth wetly, taking it all the way
in till his cockhead popped into my throat, then backed out again and kept
my mouth around the tip where I lapped at his cockhead with my tongue and
used gentle suction. He moaned and said 'That feels so good' and I slipped
my lips off it and saw that it had grown a little more and was now rock hard
and almost 8" long.

I slipped my hand around his shaft and lifted it up and lowered my lips to
his testicles and first licked across them wetly, then took them one at a
time inside my mouth and gently sucked and got them slick with saliva as I
slowly stroked his cock with my fist, his musky crotch smell filling my
senses.
He moaned again, and when I lifted my head and enveloped his cock with my
mouth I tasted his precum on my tongue.
I started very slowly moving my lips up and down his shaft with his cock
sliding against the roof of my mouth and my tongue pressed hard against the
bottom of his shaft, but after only a few strokes he whispered 'Stop, there
are people outside'

I lifted my head from his lap and looked over to see a middle aged woman and
a teenage boy and girl standing right next to the window looking towards the
hotel, talking with their car door open and apparently waiting for someone
to come out from the hotel.
>From inside my van they were very clear and only a few feet away through the
darkened glass, but I knew they really couldn't see in clearly so I
whispered to him 'Relax, they can't see us, if they're quiet they won't know
we're here'

I leaned back down and slid my mouth totally down his shaft till his
cockhead entered my throat and my nose was right into his pubic hair, then
slowly slid back up to just encircle the head, then repeated, at the same
time I reached down and took his slick balls in my left hand and began
massaging them gently. He was groaning almost inaudibly as his cock slowly
but steadily slid in and out of my throat and was totally sheathed in the
warm wetness of my mouth, and I saw in my peripheral vision that the people
next to my van had gotten into their car and I heard the car start up and
pull away.

He immediately moaned loudly and I could tell he was getting close so I
began to concentrate on the cockhead and started sucking hard and licking
strongly and furiously. I felt him stiffen up as his cock thrust up towards
my mouth and I felt his cum vein throb against my lower lip as he exploded
in my mouth with a virtual deluge of sperm. Pulses of thick ropy goo flooded
my tongue one after another, and his cum was very strong tasting, musky and
salty with a bitter overtone. He kept moaning softly as his discharge
changed from a pulse to a stream and I began to let the thick clotted
discharge slide down my throat with a gulp, and when he finally finished
emptying his balls into my mouth I devoured the last of his secretions then
slipped my mouth off his softening cock and looked up to see him slumped
back against the seat looking dazed and drained.

He quickly recovered, though, and after letting out a 'Whew!' said 'you are
something else. I'd like to meet you again sometime'.
'We can arrange that' I replied, and he said
'Is there anything I can do for you next time?'
'Like what?' I replied, thinking he probably wanted to suck me off next time
- in which case I wouldn't bother.
'I don't know' he said 'maybe fuck you if you like?'
'Thanks anyway, but I'm not much into that ... and never as a quickie.
Blowjobs aren't enough?'
'Sure they are' he said 'it was the best. I just thought maybe there's
something you like in return for it.'
'If you want to do something for me next time, just make sure your balls are
as full as possible' I said, and smiled.

He left and I slid into the front seat and fixed my lipstick in the mirror
and looked at the clock. It wasn't quite 5PM yet, and I wasn't yet hungry
(for food) so I went through my cell phone numbers. I noticed Stan's number
and realized I hadn't seen him in awhile, so I hit the send button and
called him.
Stan answered the phone, and I said 'Hi, it's Felicia'
There was a pause for a moment, then he said 'Hi Sweetie! I haven't seen you
in ages! How are you?'
'I'm great' I said 'Want some company?'
'Sure! Come on over!'

Stan's a great guy, but I don't see him very often for several reasons. He's
in the process of a divorce and child custody thing and not comfortable
being out with me in public. But he's also not just a quick source of cum to
me, so he slips between the cracks. And on top of those reasons he also very
much likes to suck me, which is not my favorite thing. But nothing's
perfect, and he has other strong points - like kissing.

I pulled up in front of his house and the door opened as I walked up, and I
stepped in. He'd apparently just showered as his hair was still damp, and he
was in lounge pants without a shirt.
I walked over and kissed him, and we stood there for awhile kissing and
touching tongues and I ran my fingers through his soft chest hair. Then,
still kissing I reached down and slipped my hand into his pants and started
to fondle his hardening cock. He suggested we go into the bedroom, and I
followed him in and say that the covers were off the bed and that he'd just
changed the sheets.

I stepped out of my sandals and undressed to my camisole and panties, and
standing next to the bed we started kissing again, but quickly moved onto
the bed and laid facing each other side by side.
Again I leaned over and kissed him, and as our tongues played with each
other's I reached down and took his cock in my hand and he began to stroke
my soft cock through my panties. I slid down the bed and took his cock in my
mouth and began softly sucking him as I stroked his balls, and slowly slid
my lips up and down his shaft for awhile.

I felt his hands on my shoulders and slid back up the bed to kiss him again,
and then he turned around so we were in sixty nine position and he reached
in my panties and slipped my cock out the bikini leg, then leaned in and I
felt the warmth of his mouth envelope my cock. I leaned in and did the same
and we laid there for awhile sucking each other - his cock totally hard in
my mouth and mine somewhat firm in his. I started sucking him seriously,
using my tongue against his shaft and getting a fast rhythm with my mouth
going up and down his shaft, and within seconds he stopped sucking me and
moaned loudly.

Stan's cock is about 6" long with a pronounced mushroom head but very
unusual in that his cock opening is extremely wide, and when he exploded
into my mouth it was like a firehose. A huge glob of cum shot out of his
cock at once and my throat opening completely filled with his discharge. The
whole ejaculation only lasted 3 or 4 seconds till it stopped completely but
I had to swallow it all down at once and laying sideways like that it was a
challenge since it was very thick in texture. But after several gulps his
sperm was heading towards my belly, and I gave his cock a final slurp before
letting it out of my mouth.

He collapsed onto his back and I moved around and moved next to him and
entwined my leg in his and rested my face on his chest as he caught his
breath. A minute or so later I lifted my face towards his and kissed him,
and when our tongues touched the taste of his sperm hit his senses.
'I'd really like to make you cum' he said, and I replied 'I know sweetie,
but you know how I am'
He was silent for awhile, and I finally said 'If you work with me I might be
able to cum'
'How?'

I stood up and told him to sit on the edge of the bed, and I began to stroke
myself till I got fairly hard. I told him to take my cockhead in his mouth
and suck gently, and he did, and I jerked myself off at the same time. It's
very disconcerting to me to see a guy sucking my cock, so I closed my eyes
and tried to picture my S.O.'s lips around my cock and it worked a little
and I finally got fully hard. With the combination of my hand stroking my
shaft at the perfect rhythm and his mouth and tongue working just on the end
of my dick I could feel myself getting close, and just as the warmth started
traveling up my shaft I said 'Now' and letting go with my hand I pushed into
his mouth and exploded, and my cum flooded his mouth.

He moaned from pleasure and began gulping audibly, drinking down my sperm,
and within seconds I was done and immediately started getting soft.
Stan finally released my cock from his lips, and then stood up and said
'Thank you - I loved that'
'I'm glad it happened for you' I replied, and kissed him on the lips. And
when our tongues touched I could taste my own cum and as usual, didn't like
the taste. I never did like the taste of my own.

I had to go, so I got dressed quickly, said goodbye, and left and headed
home. And at home I took a shower, sat down to watch TV with my girl, and
fell asleep minutes later.



Monday evening after work was my catch up night. I sat down at the PC and
downloaded my camera from the previous Friday and went through all the
pictures of myself that Frank had taken, virtually all of which were of my
face in various positions with his large cock planted in my mouth at various
depths. I cropped a few right away for emailing and saved the rest.

I then went into all my mailboxes and returned mail.

I answered all the social friends from all over that I correspond with.

I responded to all the guys who were trying to meet me, discarded and
blocked a few who finally admitted that they were looking for a motel room
only meet, continued qualifying a few other possibilities, and answered a
guy I hadn't met yet and agreed tentatively to meet him for dinner on Friday
night.

I sent Frank an email and attached a few of the pictures that he'd taken -
one of my face very closeup with my eyes open and staring at the lens and
his cock filling my mouth, and another of my face upside down and closeup
with his cock pushed all the way into my throat and his balls resting on my
nose.

And finally, I went into my 'slut' mailbox and found over a dozen emails
from new guys answering one of my ads.
I replied with canned 'Thanks, But...' responses to the guys who were
looking to suck me or get fucked, the ones who were obviously really
overweight from their stats, and the ones from guys who were either too far
away or only available daytimes.
But two of the emails were from guys who were local, available after work,
just looking for a quick blowjob, and had included cell phones numbers.
So I entered their numbers in my cell phone, and would maybe try them
Wednesday.

Sometimes, it's all in the volume...

And sometimes you get cum, sometimes chocolate.

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