Date: Thu, 12 Nov 1998 06:05:12 PST From: Lola Prats Subject: Lola's Reality Lola's Reality **************** The Truth is that i remember it so clear.. sometimes when some images of what happened that day come to my mind my body react getting a so hard erection Everything was so different before and after that day that lot of times I wonder if I ever was aware at any moment How my life was going to change. Till that day, My life was so calm, nothing to do with my life now... But in fact I wasnt living, I only let the days pass by my side, carrying on a boring life plenty of routinary things. With my friends I always practiced a distant attitude and in my sexual life there was not a place for any woman. That was my life!. I remember , When I arrived home after a work meal with a little excess of alcohol. the phone rang and when i picked it up, it still sound in my mind the words...Frank! Carol has died. Meanwhile it told me the circumstances of the death, her car accident. Everything was turning and turning in my mind.Carol had been my best friend. In fact She was the only who knew my secret. Everything was falling down at my side. I still remember his smile and her fleshy lips, her tender glance.. and How She loved me. Yes, She was my friend, She was my best friend. and i will never have another one like her. I Remember the day that She discovered my secret. it was summer. She Never had been very good in studies and she had some exams to re-take after that summer. So I decided to help her on that giving her some classes. She laughed and joked frequently and we matched soon. we were very friend. in fact i was not aware but she was looking something more..In Fact She liked me and she wanted something more from me than the classes.. then, one day the class had to be delayed to 9 oclock in the night. When I arrived. Her parents were leaving because they started a trip and they will come back two or three days later. She, who was already eighteen years old will be the person comanding the house and controlling her brother at Eleven her brother left us going out with friends and told Carol that night he was not going to sleep at home. She accepted it in a good manner in fact it was not the first time he did.. once time the door just closed She said: -At last! We are alone. I was a little puzzled and said to her: - and? She eagerly answered to me: - Well Frank I'm going to tell you the truht. I want to learn.. in this life of us we have to learn. Then she stop and rested in silence. I, then, said: -well, We are in that, aren't we? She replied "Frank it is not that..I want you teach me, that you teach me to fuck. Frank.. I want you to fuck me, I want to be yours .I only want to be the best fucking.In fact it is my only goal.I want to be the best in everything, Frank.. But giving pleasure. I was paralized and after a long silence I could reply to this sincere statement "Carol! You speak as a Whore!.. She approached me and put her hand in my crotch between my legs..opened the zip and caress my penis slowly and carefully. But something call her attention. I said to Carol stop that please and turn back myself. She was a little puzzled, she didn't understand my reaction and what happened. After some moments of surprise She caress tenderly my neck with great delicacy and kiss it with sweetness and putting his lips near my ears she said.Sorry me, my love. She, for the first time in her live saw me crying. The tears flow slowly to my eyelids and despite my efforts wanting to stop them I couldn't avoid it. She told me softly and with great affection, well as it is not possible in other way, you will be my best friend or better my best (She-)friend. While She pronounced that words she did so sincerily and with so great love that I really felt very proud that she offered me to be her best (she-) friend. In that moment she knew that I was a real woman enclosed in a man body jail. During the rest of the summer our friendship was growing and growing. I had been reserved during all my life hiding my feelings. When I was with her I free them and my woman soul appear on the surface. in a short time I surprise myself talking about this or that man with her and telling her my very deep and hidden wishes. it was a so feminine chat that I got frequently hard only speaking about that. in other trip of her parents we were playing in her house. I surprised myself depilated and wearing the clothes more sexies I have ever tried to dress on myself alone. She prepared everything spending her own money in buying some very exciting articles. I still remember as it was yesterday the black Crotchless silky panties and that very short and tight skirt and the black silky brass, I have never dressed any before that moment!. and the stockings and garter blacks as i always have like them.Maked up and with my lips in a red blood color. Dressed in such a way and with the most hard on of my whole life. in fact i was so excited and horny that i didn't know How i haven't got cum yet. She put on a faked plastic penis. and told me. Today I will be your man, dear!. in fact it was the only time that i decided to imagine her as a man and not like my (she-)friend. I felt that my hard on was still stronger. I was so excited as never before in my life. She approached me and kissed me softly. I accepted her kiss and I felt that i was extremly happy, I felt So feminine. She stopped and told me. Frank you are my (She-)Friend, my best (she-) friend and you yourself must to find your man. But What i can teach you is like to make a real good blow-job. that is something that if I'm not wrong you will give whatever thing you have for doing it. She looked at me and saw that my eyes themselves speak showing an excessive wish. Only to think in having a cock of a real man between my hands I tremble of pleasure and it would be really the best prize I could dream. Carol was very special and that night she have decided the most friendship act that i could never have imagined. thinking only in me. in making me happy at least that night!. Then when five minutes after the bell sounded..I got very nervous but she said to me " be calm my love. As Cinderella your dream is going to be a reality. She went to open the door while I very nervous rested waiting dressed like a woman to some one to enter the room. When she came back. I felt so excited, I felt so feminine, I felt every piece of my dressing touching my body in a soft way .. I felt the silky panties and the stockings and brass. i was aware that my cock was completly erected and going out my crotchless panties showing to everybody my great excitement but i was feeling so well...! Carol was there doing my most fantasy a reality. Making reality some of our summer night chats.. She was going to make me the happiest woman on the world. She knew that my major fantasy was to do it with a colour man. and there it was my (she-) friend making it a reality as in a fairy tale. George that was his name enter naked in the room and approached me and being aware that i couldn't get my eyes out of his big and huge black cock said to me, it is enough for you dear. you can pick it up, it is all for you. I got mad of happines. I pick it up between my hands near shaking and with great care. I kissed it i caress it with hands, mouth and lips I licked it and also his big balls they seems so powerfull and so loaded. I was so happy. I'd have liked that moment never would have finished. and then i started to suck his cock first slowly after that with ardient wish. I get all into my mouth and throat... it was so huge.. I love it. it was the happiest moments in my life...I only wish to drain it and get the prize.. But in my inside there was something that I really prefered in that moment. so i asked him in a straight way..do you want to fuck me? He smiled and after some moments we were in that, I turn myself and lean over the bed and then i offered him my botton and ash. for a while I rested in that submissive way extremly excited and strongly hard on...after some seconds I felt his fingers playing in my ash getting it ready for the most important moment of my life. His hand slide under in my crotch and give some caress. I feel so lost..I was completly in his hands. I felt his hard hands catching my hips strongly and then his cock starting his way inside me...First little by little but in a firm way.What a happiness!, What a pleasure! only thinking about it and i'm dead of pleasure now. I felt his cock and shaft going into and out of me. after that I started to feel his belly striking my botton ritmically at every push and I started to feel the flap of his enormous balls in my tight ash. I started to shout and cry of pleasure ...every push he was making me a woman. I was so happy and so woman!. He grunted of pleasure everytime he push his cock inside me. I cry of pleasure like a mare being fucked by a stallion. Crying and shouting without control. I was like a mad, I want more and more. I ask him, I beg him that fuck me hard. I only wanted to live every minute fucking with him, Please!. When i felt all the warm jet inside me all my body came at the same time and a cum of semen got out of my cock. For the first time I was aware of it, it was like a hard stone as never before. my semen spread all over the sheet where I, all body swept fell quickly completly exhausted and under George who have experimented great pleasure and was recovering of the effort. This was the first Fuck of my life and was so important... That night was very long. and when George recovered. it was my (she-Friend)who want to fuck with him. Watching Carol on top of George in the same way as she was riding a horse was so excitant that when she finished I was wishing for more. George saw me the face of wish and then said to me. came here "little bitch" and suck my cock, you are craving for it. that she called me little bitch overexcited me. and as little girl with a sweet. I started to suck his hard and big cock and to lick his powerfull balls. Which despite of being empty in part have much more load to offer. There was a mirror beside the bed.It was the first time in the night that I was aware of that. and looking at the mirror out of the corner of my eyes .I could see a naked woman kneeling with a black cock in his hands. with his red blood lips surrounding the cock and after that I could see her eyes.I was looking at myself. When I was aware of that I got a little bit shocked but i felt so Excitement.I felt so feminine, while in my ears still sounded the words "Came here little bitch and suck my cock" Yes I wanted and wish give him the best blow-job of his life.George was shouting of pleasure at the end and when I delayed a little his cumming he shout more loud of pleasure in a trembling voice. At the end I felt a jet of warm sweety liquid filling my mouth and in so quantity that i had to swallow repetidly to let me breath. to the end I decided to swallow all and keep my rewards as a treasure inside me. While I tasted my prize with this so special flavour that every woman knows. George looked at me with curiosity and said to me. It has been one of the best blow-jobs of my whole life. Guau I'd pay for that!. hearing it I reply quickly How much?. After resting a while and when it was breaking the day George left us. Mi (she-) friend and I slept together the rest of the night and at the following day. we don't stop of commenting what incredible it had been. That day mi life changed.Because I knew i could be happy well I had relations with George after that. Yes!!..I went to look for him!. it was so incredible that i couldn't resist to get in touch with him again. it lasted three mounths. and i tried lot of exciting things.but what he really enjoyed more was that i suck his hard and big cock. He told me that i was really very good in that. The best!. I loved that he call me "litle bitch" and he knew that.That three months I feel so feminine that I went to live with him.I went out to street dressed like a woman and start to wish that everybody call me Lola and why not wishing that every man looked at me and wish something else.... When Carol died I decided that I had to live for her an me. I remembered her words about being the best and decided that I had also to be the best!. From that moment I try to suck a cock always i can and improve my skill because as Carol I want to be the best fucking and why not sucking. That was her fantasy now it is mine. and in relation to my own fantasy. Thomas much bigger that George and better equipped and a black man tries that every day my fantasy will be a reality...the reality of Lola. Lola_Prats **********