I sat and stared at nothing but the back of my own eye sockets my eyes glassy and sealed shut when suddenly from nowhere the darkness expand- ed further from the pitch blackness and it engulfed me leaving nothing but its void for me to touch and as I sat within it I saw the darkn- ess deepen still contracting and contorting squirming through the not- hingness and I was mesmerized by its chaotic glory the endless spiral of twisted delusion