1-18-2019
=========

Might fuck around and nuke all of my social media accounts. Hubzilla, Osada, Friendica, Pleroma, you name it.

I'm so tired of the ceaseless drama. I'm so tired of waking up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat, afraid that there's some chucklefuck half a world away compiling an Encyclopedia Dramatica page on me as I type this. I can't afford to get doxxed yet. Not in my current financial or mental state. Not when I'm still stuck in one place.

One day, when I'm more mobile, maybe I won't have to worry so much anymore.

On a lighter note, I've picked up *Shadows of Valentia* again. I bought it a year ago, but I didn't like the controls, so the cartridge has been sitting dormant in my 3DS case until now. I remember not liking Celica as much. She's pretty damn anti-war, but I'm not liking the whole handing-her-fate-to-Mila thing. But I'm really feeling the whole "you don't know who I really am" schtick. Of course, if this were still the Lucine saga, I'd probably confuse relating with her with *literally being her*.

I might do a deep-edit of *Living Wasteland* and release a second edition before I put out *The Viridian Shipping Company*.

My instincts tell me life shouldn't be this terrifying.