Maybe others here will understand this. 

Being the tech person of my friends and family, people always think I'm super smart and ask me for help for stuff, but it always causes me to think about some things:

1. I'm seriously not that smart. I've always felt pretty behind in school. I mean, I was #16 out of 36 in highschool. So pretty darn average. I also have a horrible memory and am constantly wrong. 

2. But I do work hard mentally to understand things. I do LOTS of research and I do try very hard to understand complex things (I am a software engineer)

3. I also think my friends and family can do this. They don't need me to help because I know they can figure these simple things out. I don't mean programming problems. I mean problems that are fixed w/ a reboot or by changing a setting. 

4. But, ultimately, I really do enjoy helping my friends and family. I'll always be there to help and I'm happy to do it. Sometimes people think they aren't capable when I know they are. Because I am.  

(note: this may be illogical and I'm probably wrong. But hey, this software is called "feels" right? I'm writing my feelings!)