-- 2330 UTC

I do not know why, but suddenly I'm in a funk, and something bad.

Irritable with everything, easy to anger, frustrated easily, and not
finding joy in too much.  Even a festival that we have that I love going
to each year still isn't getting me amped.

I have no idea what is wrong, and it's concerning.  Not motivation to run.
No motivation to ride my bicycle.  To go for my lunch time walks, it's an
enormous exercise of will.

I barely get my ass to the office, and can manage small, atomic tasks, but
something that will take more than a day or two?  It feels, futile, and
worthless to even start.

What's worse?  I don't care.

Was going good for a bit there, the programming projects I did took my
mind off of it for a bit, but now, I'm out of steam on it, and dunno what
I need todo to pull myself out of it.

Like, I feel like I'm also bitter about all sorts of things that two
months I would have just blown off as "whatevs".

I think I just need to get away.  I took some time off of work this month,
maybe that will help.  I hope.