Why is it that I lose all of my energy and motivation to do things
once I finally have free time? I think part of it stems from the fact
that there are so many things that I want to do, but then I look at
all of them, lose energy, do nothing, and the cycle of feeling bad
continues.

I've fallen behind on my writing for Camp NaNoWriMo because I just
don't feel that committed to it. It feels bad. Maybe I'll lower my
goal and just try to write something every day for the days that I
have left. Something is better than nothing. I'm just trying to get
back into writing, anyway.