Oh god I finally fucking emailed. I should have been doing this way earlier but COVID fucked up my program stuff so I. Ugh. Ugh ugh ugh. Anyway beyond that. Feelings. I'm just getting cringe-blasted with my own email that I sent. Like. At least I sent it and I'm not getting regret- blasted instead. I mentioned I'm on places like this, btw, and. I need to lock down my feels page oh god. The spiral ensues.