AUDIENCES 

before i write i like to think about who are the audiences. for this journal it's hard. i'm not comfortable of letting out my deepest feelings and emotions out in the wild. but i also long for being heard and i felt the need especially when it was a difficult time, like since half a year ago. 

so i'd like to think the audience of this journal to be someone in the future, maybe long after i'm dead, when all of this doesn't matter any more. well maybe it never mattered. but i struggle, and i live. 

maybe it's the future me, reading this after decades. and i'm having a conversation with him. i'm curious, when you are reading this, how have you been? are you happy? do you struggle? what do you want to say to me?