Today I hit a mark working at this shop. Looking back when I just joined, I
was a different man, full of energy, full of expectation from the future! Now
I feel like broken. There're peaceful times, but knowing that there is this
crack at the bottom of my life, I'm just not truly happy. Everything is
temporary. Wow that just sounds dark as I write it out. You know what? like is
just a dystopian story as real as it can possibly be.