i'm staying up late on a wednesday night/thursday morning woo

i just have realized how far apart i've grown from this community. y'all have been the only real friends 
i've had. i hate that I've had to neglect the artistic part of me to make money. 

i'm staying in tomorrow and not going to work. I don't feel all that good -- i have a molar i have to 
have looked at, it's giving me a lot of pain and I've been hopped up on antibiotics/tylenol/sleep 
medicine, and I haven't been sleeping that well either.

i saw bobby today and that was nice, i love him <3

he always makes me feel like i can do anything, i wish i could just marry him already